Today is my kuzzin b'day.Hapie b'day kak...Tomorrow I am going downtown east to celebrate her b'day there.She has booked a chalet!Hmmm,dont know if I want to overnight or not.Big possibility it is a yes.Dependz arh.Dont know yet.

Actually now i should be in Penang at my kuzzin wedding.My family gave it a miss as we all had our own programme.I was supposed to have breakfast with Ayen and Leah today but we miss it.All of us couldnt wake on time to go for our breakfast.We woke up at 11am.hehehe.

Miss Tasha alot!Long time never talk already since the day she had him.hehehe.I know she is hapie.When u smile,i'll be smiling.I smile along with you.

K lah.End my post here.I am dead beat.Jus return from Ang Mo Kio.
Love u all..muax

11:24 PMY

I've just realised something.When you love someone too much,the person will tend to hurt u the most.The best solution is never give your heart fully to anyone.They might just hurt you.They wont even bother to comfort you.

11:34 PMY

This is me together with my kuzzin and My lil Zimi!!!

8:35 PMY

It has been days since i've come back from KL.Whatever happened there still remain in my mind and keep on replaying back.

I've just gotten myself a new little nephew.He is about 2 months now.I love him to the max!Meet my OnlY niece too.She has grown up quite a bit since i saw her.Bought her a hairband and her mum immediately wear for her.She was gourgeous!of course!hehehe..

I followed my elder cousin back to their hotels as the place was rather stuffy and i cant stand it.When reach,i change into my cousin clothes and went to bed after i mananged to get ZImi(my new nephew) to sleep as well.I was waken when Zimi started to cry.Coax him and he toned down.His mum n uncle praise me for being able to take care of an infant without difficulties.hehehe!*pat on my back*

I was with Zimi most of the time as i know once i went back to S'pore,it will be a long time will then i meet him again.Maybe after my O level will then i be able to see him.haix. k lah,end my post here.

Love u all..muax!

8:06 PMY

hey,I'm going Kuala Lumpur today.My cousin is going to get married.I cant wait to go there.I miss all my little niece and nephews there.For now,I have to get ready and prepare for SCHOOL!!!

**Going to miss all my sistaz n broz...
**Love u all
**Take care aite
**msg my pone if wanna tell me anyting,i can still receive n reply

BYE BYE!!!

6:09 AMY

Argh!!!i'm so worried.I cant do my maths paper 1 sak.How can i get my A1 for O level like this!!!

7:57 PMY

Haix.Tml onwards,i'm going to face exams.To be specific,Mock exams!!argh!!! damned it!!

12:04 AMY

Fuh!I'm so tired.This time it is not because of school but tired as i help out in Ayen's sister wedding together with Hariz,Leah,Kecik,Wan n of cz my irritating lil bro,indra huraira.Kecik and Wan came later.Leah and me met harisand indz at 198.Suppose to meet at 1pm but we met 1/2 an hr later. *bluek*Had our lunch 1st at Ayen's sister place b4 we started to help out at about 230pm where all people started to rush in.Among all the six of us,indz was the most Rajin.heheehe.He is fast and very observance.He will quickly pick up all the plates and cups,send it to the kitchen and wipe the tables upon returning.And he blamed us for being lazy!He didnt even give us a chance to clean up sak.

Met few of Ayen relatives.I cant take it.Her cousins are all so cute!I can help it but leave my jobs to indra and carry the babies.I carried a pair of twins.The babies brother was indz and hariz fren.So adorable sak.i mean the twins.*winks*Can also be said that they are preety as their parents wear them eye liner.Hehehe.I even took pictures with them using Leah pone.I'll post here if possible k.Then comes another baby who is so chubby!!aaahhhh!!!me.leah and ayen once again leave our jobs to the boys and played with baby.hehehe.

Near evening,most of the babies went home already.So i played with Ayen nephew.hehehe. He is a very clever kid.Then as usually lah.When nothing is need to be done.We sat down and talk.My talk with indra turn out to be an arguement.This is common.But it was not as bad as usual cause his fren were dere n i dun want to make him lose face.We argue about almost everything.From his previous r'shp to his attitude to his studies.Whatever i said,he will be the opposing it.I thought of ignoring him at first as his fren were there but i couldnt take it anymore. He was getting out of control when i didnt argue my points!So we turn out argueing and the rest witness it.When will me and indz ever talk nicely to each other?*wondering*

All of us when home at about 10+.I managed to see Azyan.I totally miss her sak.It has been a long time since we met.But she came late and we only exchange a few conversation.When we were about to go home,that irritating guy started to make a joke out of the silat that was perform by Ayen's nephew.He created his own silat.One of them was the silat pampers where everyone of us there couldnt control our laughter and really laugh out loud.So silly sak him!Then we get body soap as a momento.He insisted of getting a strwberry flavour.Actually as of us did.We all took Strawberry flavour.Then he came up once again with other different kind of soap.One of them was Milo soap!Where the hell can we get Milo soap?!ANd wad was more silly was Ayen believe there is one...hhahahaa...i just couldnt take it sak.MY frenz are crazy!!!! All are eligible to enter Institute Of Mental Health.hehehe

k lah.end here.
LOVE U ALL.MUAX

9:58 AMY

Just finish reading Leah's blog.Makes me want to write about my two sistaz.They sure are a really Good Fren of mine. They are really someone i could relied on everytime i'm in trouble or just need some to talk and laugh with.We've been frenz since we were 5 for me and leah and 5 years for me and ayen.It has been more than a decade or half a decade since we known each other.Backstabbing and hipocracy is really not my type.That is why our frenship still stand strong.Hardly can anyone understand us.We are able to tolerate each other antics and temper.We know when either each of us is in rotten mood and doesnt want to talk.We dont force each other to tell everything that happen in our life to each other.It comes naturally.When it's time to tell,we just speak.Speaking the truth is Important.As matter of fact,we never tell lies about each other.We say what our hearts speak.There is no room for Lies.We show our love without feeling shy.We are afraid that one day we might not wake up from our sleep and regret that we never told each other I LOVE YOU.Spending time at each other house will always makes us catch up on stories that we never told each other since we are busy with other bunch of frenz or even our soulmate and family. Sometimes we watch movies together to make up the time we lose.We know how important we are in each other life.We always feel incomplete whenever anyone of us is not around.It is very obvious.We wont have much fun.We wont talk alot.We will keep calling each other to ensure that everyone is alright.Holidays are something which i look forward to.This is the time where all the three of us will make sure that we went out and enjoy.Be it by just hanging around at town, watch a movie,or maybe even taking a walk down the Orchard road.We make use every single mins to spend time with each other as we are so important in each other life.Arguement and quarrel do happen in our frenship. Agitated,annoyed,upset,angry are parts of feeling when we are angry with each other.But we make up fast as we know that our frenship is much more worth than the arguement.Just by wraping each other in hugs says it all.Our love for each other is very strong!

I'll dedicate this to my beloved sistaz whom i've always love!Muax!

10:36 PMY

A new sitting arragement.A new circle of frenz that i'll be close with.Yup!I'm now sitting with fa'ezah and ananthi.Hmmm, how i miss sitting with ayen eventhou we usually fall asleep together. Just hope that everything will work out well for all of us.

Love you all..

9:35 PMY

I was reading the chatlog just now.I notice that i've only known Tasha for about 2 months only.But we are so close already.We even sometimes share our deepest secret.

I'm afraid.I'm scared.The amount of time that me and tasha become so close is the same when i was with Boi.We became really close fast and ended our relationship fast as well.

Will it repeat?I'm might not be able to handle it again.It was really torturous when i had a tiff with Boi and Pyja.haix.Dont want talk abt it agian lah.Make my heart bleed and recall unhappy momentz.

I really dont wish anything like this to happened to any of my relationship.Be it my sistaz or broz.I just love them too much too lose anyone of them.

LOVE AYEN,LEAH,WINSON,INDRA N TASHA...MUAX TO THEM...I'M MISSING AYEN AND LEAH VERY2 MUCH.
PS:tasha,contact me soon k..

5:40 PMY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

5:26 PMY

Hey,i went for the ska/reggae fest.I went with leah only.Tasha couldnt come along as something crops up within her family.

I went to Clementi first to have my lunch at my auntie house.At about 240 pm,i went to meet leah at Clementi interchange.Both of us were late!We promise to meet at 230pm.But end up meeting nearly 3pm.Hehehe.We are never on time!

We reach Fort Canning at about 330pm.When we alight at City Hall,we couldnt find the place.Within minutes,we give up and took the cab!hahaha.It cost us only $3.It was rather far if we walk.I think it will take us 10 mins.So i think it was worth it that me and leah took the cab!

We have to Q-up to enter.I saw some familiar faces.I've seen them before at Ska fest during May, especially the guy in yellow coat.Leah and me managed to get free cd as we were among the first 300 people.

The moment we enter,the first thing i did was find indra.But instead,i saw hariz,liza and danial. Later on,i met Ramizah.I couldnt find indra.Leah called him up but he was busy.Later on he msg me saying that he was with his mods frenz.Tried to locate him again but couldnt.

SO i just forget abt him for a moment since we are not destined to meet each other that day.Leah and me only started to skank at 530pm when the sun was not so hot.It was during these few hours that my respect towards the rude boys heighten.

During one of the skank,few ppl started to mosh.One of the rude boys,when forward and told us to go behind while he used his body to ensure that the mosh wont get near us.I was heartened and touched by his action.He was the guy in yellow coat.He was not the only one.Later on,there were few more who did the same and keep telling us to move to their side or behind them so that we wont be involve in the mosh.It was really an eye opener!

Another event that i'll never ever ever ever forget is Gerhana ska Cinta performance!!!!!I love them to the max!!I love their performance the best.They sang a few new songs,my boy lolipop, thing of the past,asmara and many more lah.Widy even throw a bottle of water to the crowd and i managed to catch it.I shared with few people ard me.AAAAHHHHH!!!!i realy love GSC!!!!i wish i could meet them in KL...After their performance i went back.It was already 1015pm.Me and leah decided we walk to the mrt station as we wanted to buy drink at 7 eleven.We bought the super big gulp!Before we reach th mrt,the drink was already finished!hehehe.

We reached BoOn Lay at about 11pm.My mum fetched us as we could no longer walk to take the bus!Home at last at about 1130pm.Had a quick shower cz cant stand the smell of my shirt.Yuckz!then head for my beloved bed who has been calling me since 10 pm.hehehe.

I was really damned tired today!i slept during the cultural expression.I couldnt tahan lah!tired!
went home and continued sleeping till 6 pm!now i fresh and awake!!

end my post now.tired of typing arh.
LOVE AYEN,LEAH,WINSON,INDRA N TASHA...MUAX TO THEM.
PS:tasha contact me soon k..

9:34 PMY

i'm confused....

Should i go for today's gig?Sincerely i swear,i dont have the answer!Ayen is not going.It wont be fun without her.Only Leah and me are going.Maybe Tasha as well.Haiyo,if only ayen could come along with us then definetely i will go.

Nevermind lah.Whatever it is,i think i will go.I'm so bored at home.Yah,i'll go.

8:28 AMY

isnt this adorable?my heart really melt just looking at this!!feel like pinching the puffy cheek!!but i cant!the boy in the pic has grown up n he is 17 now.Still adorable but not as adorable as he is in dis pic.Try guessing who is dis k.....

2:58 AMY

laughter..wad will the world be without them?

Now is already 230 am in the morning.I woke up now to do my revision.I slept early yesterday at 830pm.I was really tired.I stayed for my self-study till about 6pm as leah,ayen and me could no longer concentrade.

The day start off as usual.Had the reading programme.We then went to the hall for principle talk.Next was SS.Receuved back my test paper.I got 12/25.FAILED! It's all because i never link back to the question!It is really such a waste.Later after recess,i had my chemistry test.I was thrilled as i know how to do most of the question!I think i can do well.

I then had my malay lesson.Mdm suhaila was not in sch.Indra showed me some of his baby pictures.My goodness,he is really cute or should i say adorable?I dont know.I cant define my feeling when i first saw it.I feel like hugging him.I think i would have done that if no teacher was around!hahaha..I dont care but i'm gonna take one of his pictures for my own keeping.I can look at it whenever i feel down.Baby picture always perk up my life!

At 120pm,i had my lunch with ayen and leah.We had prata!After that we sat around and chat.Ayen gave us some stupid riddle that left us dumb-founded!I feel like a fool!!But it was fun.Definetely release some pressure in me.They went for math enhancement programme.I stayed at th cafe with indra.We chat then off i went to put my bag in the library.I went to the hall later on to watch the Folkdance rehearsal with Indra and Syairi.

At 400pm,then ayen,leah n me went to our self-study.Studied till 545pm and after that cant focus!We went home and leah meet Min.I waited with her for Min then i went home.

end my post here.
LOVE AYEN,LEAH,TASHA,INDRA N WINSON.MUAX TO THEM.

PS:For ayen n hui ling,
hey,thx fer tagging...ur words really encourage me to continue n strive for the better.thank you very2 much...keep on tagging k..

2:28 AMY

I'm totally not in the mood today.I was really damned sleepy.I'm really tired.I was like sleep walking today.Same goes to my other two sistaz.My leg is cramped!All b'cz of the stupid brisk walk we had yesterday!It was really idiotic!Sometimes i really wish i can talk back to the teachers n principle.They are really thorn in my life!

I'm really sick and tired of school.The only motivation that keep me going there are my sistaz.If not them,i'll be at home doing my own revision.

If given a choice,i would take a 3 days holiday and really rest.But i cant!I got alot of things to finish up.MY coursework Part A and B,My revison,My tests which i have to study!ARHG!!Half of me wants to give,But my other half wants me to go on!I realy dont know what to do.

I'm tired.JUz tired!I wanna rest!I wish to apologise to my friends,broz n sistaz if i throw my temper at anyone of you.Sometime i cant control it.Tension is rising high.oklah i want to hit the bed now!I cant take it any longer.NItez ppl..

LOVE WINSON,AYEN,LEAH,INDRA N TASHA..MUAX TO THEM!!!

8:35 PMY

Haiyo..why am i feeling so low now?My heart is feeling really uneasy.I couldnt find the reason behind this hidden feeling.Can someone just tell me!!

I really feel the world is unfair.It is full of bullshit!!The bad always wins and the good always lose.Why should the world go on if this will be the trend?!?!

Fuck the irritating bastard in my class!!!Getting on my nerves everyday.How i wish i have the guts to throw my shoe at their faces!Or maybe even better throw them down the class!argh!!why must they be in my class!!sial arh

I've receive a bad news.One of my sistaz fren is gonna die because of cancer.HE IS ONLY 17,FOR GOD SAKE!!!That'z my age!!Imagine if it was me or maybe even my broz or sistaz.How the hell am i gonna handle it!!LIfe is totally unfair!!!Now my sis is feeling really bad.I'm feeling bad too.I'm imagining if it was me or maybe even my closest sistaz n broz.I really feel bad!!!What a world!!!So sorie i cant go on.

9:15 PMY

well,some snip pic tat i could get.You guyz shuld go dere n look it urself.it is realli damned nice!!Wont regret!i gurantee tat!!

7:16 PMY

two heart one life....

It's been quite a long time since i updated.The last time was last wednesday.Well,nothing much happened actually.Indra was sick on thursday.I was worried about him.Hope he will get well soon.

On friday,lesson as usual.I have to finish my coursework part B.Luckily i finish fast and was able to went home by 430 pm.I went to my little sister concert band.It was nice.I vidoe tape the whole concert.

Saturday i went to esplanade to watch the firework with ayen and leah.It was really nice.I love it to the core!

Sunday,i went to my usual hang out,Jurong east!Nenek mok masak2 for me and whole family.HAng around there for quite sometimes and then went home.

Hmm...now i juz come back from IMM.I went accompany ibu and mak buy some grocery.We then had dinner.Now i'm full and i will be signning off soon to do my hw(ahem).

i'll end my post here.I'll post some firework pic which i took last saturday.
LOVE AYEN,TASHA,INDRA,WINSON N TASHA..MUAX TO THEM...
Tasha,jgn marah2 k..kesian dier....hehehe

6:20 PMY

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