Jeng Jeng Jeng.....Helo!! I'm back!!!! =). Yup I'm back from KL very short trip. I really mean VERY short trip!!! But it was a very fruitful and enjoyable one. Nothing could replace that.

But of course, before that I was actually working ehk. Yup, work till 630pm before Bro fetched me. At 730pm,we hit the road. I was down with flu and cough so I just took some pills and slept all the way till Malacca.

I was rather okie after that so had my dinner at A&W. Woooohhhooooo....... I miss A&W. I miss the root beer float most. So as you can guess,I had it. N since my throat so painful,I just had large whipped potato from KFC. =(

We then hit the road once again and reached my grandpa's house at 1245am. Shower the changed and head for bed.

It wasn't a good night sleep. I was coughing and coughing. So by 8am,I was already up ehk. The kids was making a din and so. Grandpa was also already up so was my aunts & uncles.

Shower and all before helping out in the kitchen. The Kenduri start at 12nn. Help saner sini. Pak Su, Obek Yurah N Mama Eton was all there. Not forgetting Obek Din who helped out peeling the Limau Barley. Sedap.......=)

Kenduri start. Recite the yassin and some prayers before all had lunch. By 2pm,all lepak at the living room. Yes!! I really mean all. The uncles,aunties,cousins n yah the nephews as well. Chit chat and update each other about our life n stuffs.

It was great lah. It has been awhile we had gathering. The older cousins are busy with work and kids already so no time to actually come for every single gathering. Having them around during the kenduri was GREAT!!!

By 5pm,we were actually already packing and preparing to head back to Singapore. Yes,by 530pm,we hit the road and were on the way back. Only stop at Gelang Patah for dinner then head home straight. Reached home sweet home at 11pm.

Of course,being me,I didn't head for bed. Watched the TV till late.

N since I came back from KL,I didn't actually went out cause I was down with fever,cough n flu. Only tomorrow I will go to JP cause Mum needed to go bank. Me too. I bought some stuff online and needed to transfer some money.

So yah,that's life for now. I'm going to start work again next week but not everyday lah. I promise BF & Darlz Shasha we would catch a movie next week. So wont be working on Saturday, only on Sunday.

I don't know why but ever since I've been working morning shift,I don't get to meet my closers. Macam sad gytu..... I miss Abg Zaihan,Hafiz,Ezat,Bryan & Mirul lah!!! Yes,there are my fav closer. The fun we shared during CNY recently is the only memories I have of them. Further more,I don't have the 'feeling' already lah. I mean dah macam tak feel connected with the crews. Get what I mean? Last time,I will miss them greatly if I don't work for 2-3 days. But now.... Yah,I do miss them but not as much as last time. The 'feeling' kinda faded.

Mr Firhan hasn't been good to me. Lately he is very cold towards me. Okie,maybe we are both cold to each other. But his action and attitude are the ones that make me react in such a way. We no longer talk unless during work. We practically ignore each other. Yes,ignore each other. Other than 'Hi' & 'Bye',there are no other words we say to each other. It sadden me. But do I have a choice? I don't think. I choose this. I have to handle it. I have to endure.

I totally got no mood if he is around which is actually the opposite of what used to happen. Why does things become this way? Why that sudden cold treatment from him? Where's the jokes? Where's the provoking words? Where's the laughter we used to share? Where's the moment we used to sms each other? Where's the moment we used to wait and walked to the interchange together?

I just can't find the answer. N I actually cant be bothered to find an answer. For wad sey, it will just sadden my heart even more. Worst,what if I cant take it. So the best solution is just go on pretending. Yes,just go on pretending as if nothing ever happen. He is just someone who step into your life and will be gone soon.

Look,if Leah can handle shitz that she receive from Kyo,why cant I handle this. This is nothing compare to what Leah has gone thru. Nothing!!! Totally Nothing!!! So yah, just be happy k mas.

I have my family, my cousins, my Dolliez, my BF & Darlz. What more can I ask for? They have given me enough happiness and I'm sure they will continue to do so. God is very fair. What I plan may fail cause God has better plan for me. I'm just waiting for God's plan. =D

Till then lah people. I'm gonna continue watching Romantic Princess on Crunchy roll. Wu Chun is so cute larh sey!!! Hehe!! =D

PS: I Hate Myself For Loving You!!!!

10:05 PMY

It has been a week since I last updated. Not that I'm busy or wad but it's just that I'm having ample rest after my exam. I have been lazing around in bed since Tuesday. I think that's enough as I think I have put on weight because of too much lazing around ehk.

But last weekend was fun. It was a Kuzzin Outing!!!! Woohooo!!!! We went to watch Vantage Point *sumpah cete byk rewind ehk* at Plaza Singapura with Cik An & Cik Siah,our most supporting Uncle & Aunt. =) But as usual lah,the three sibling plus Eka was late due to the traffic jam at Stevens Road.

After the movie,we wanted to had supper but before that we needed to buy for Aysha her Birthday cake. So,Kakak,Abang,Abang Hezbul,Eka,Adik n me all follow my bro's car so that we can buy the cake whereas Aysha and Hedy followed Cik An's car.

Finding Bro's car was a really adventurous one. We actually couldn't find the car park lah sey!!! I think we combed the whole B2 like 4 times before we actually decided to try other level and only manage to find the carpark at level 2. Imagine how selenger we were!!! All the 6 cousins were just so blur!!! But it was kinda a funny experience as we manage to joke about it ehk. Kakak keep saying that if we were in Amazing Race,we are SURE to be the 1st team eliminated!!!!

Gosh!!!! It was really an experience ehk. Then after buying the cake at Swensen for Aysha,we went to meet the rest at Esplanade. Even there,we kinda get lost cause we couldnt find the way out. All doors were already locked sey. Luckily Mr Security Guard was around. He showed us the right way. I guess that day was really Kuzzin's BLUR Day lah. Semua blur,baik yg dah tua atau muda!!!! =p

After meeting up with the rest,had the cake cutting ceremony then off to super at the eating place near by. Lepak lepak there till 2am before all heading home. =) Below are just some pictures taken during the outing. Most are with Cik An lah. Will get from him soon. =)


Due to the rather late outing,I had difficulties waking up for work on Sunday but I manage to lah.Double F,my HERO managers,were around. It has been a long time since I met Fadly. Suker ehk kiter dapat keje with each other. Gembira!!! Cant help but keep teasing him. Even had lunch with him and all. Finished work at 530pm. Chat with Fad and all before going home at 6pm.

Reached home,laze around before started to study ehk. Then went to bed at 1am.

Monday
Last day of exam!!!! =D It was B.A. Mak Datuk punyer lah susah...Nie kalo JUST pass pon dah kire bagos lah sey....... After exam,went lunch with Jannah and window shopping for awhile at IMM then head home.

From that moment onwards start my ample rest. It drags all the way till yesterday morning. I really never do anything. Just lazing on bed watching TV or VCD then sleep. N yah,not forgetting watching the repeat of Hikmah at 4pm ehk.

The only time I'm off the bed is when I need the toilet,eating or showering. Other than that,I'm on bed all the way lah sey.

But when I woke up yesterday morning,I feel I had enough. Thus,I was already up at 10am and did the laundry. Yes!!! All of it. Then cooked ehk. It was a new recipi. Taste nice but not appetising enough if you just look lah. Trying to find ways of making it more appitising.

In the afternoon,I had an hour swim with my Lil Bro. Eventhou my body ached after that,but I think it's okie. Now I'm ready to work again. =)

But my next working day is Saturday. So yah,just have to wait. I cant wait for tonight. I'm following Mum & Dad to Johor. That means DVDs!!! Hmmm,what movie shall I buy ehk. Wondering.....

N tomorrow I will be going to Lil Prince house. I wanna meet him!!!! Rindu2 him larh!!!

Saturday afternoon work,Saturday evening,I will be on the way to KL. Sunday in KL!!! Wah!!! Cant wait!!! Eventhou it will a very very very short trip to KL,but it's okie. Atleast I'm meeting my KL families. =)

I miss my HighClazz Dolliez larh!!!!! It has nearly a month since we last met up sey. Hmm,rabak rabak.....But it's okie. We already had a date. 5th April 2008. Hey,we could celebrate our 3rd Month together sey. An advanced one lah. =) I'm missing you Dolliez so so so much tau!!!!!! =(


K lah. Till Then. I wanna watch Romantic Princess on Crunchyroll while waiting for Ayen's call. =)

PS: It's Going No Where. =(

1:14 PMY

It's Good Friday today and I will be working later on. I just came back from the coffeeshop opposite my blk. Kak Rina,Sharinna and Hafiz were there. Lepak2 for awhile before returning home at about 3am just now.

Earlier the day,I was at Marina Sq studying with Jannah despite the heavy down pour. We had lunch at Qiji. Makan besar lah sey!!! Maner Laksa,Cheng Cheong Fun,Soon Kway and Popiah ehk. After revision,we kinda go shopping together and I'm so in love with my new blouse. =) Jannah bought a blouse as well and a shirt for her husband. Then off we went to Bossini to buy The Simpsons t-shirt for Ilhan and Irfan. =D

Not only I bought a new blouse,I also bought a new soft toy. It's Stitch ehk!!!! Loving it!!! Looks so nerdy hugging that lil ting sey. Cheap sey. Only 10 bucks!!! =)


Oh yah!!! Mum bought me a ring cause my previous ring was already very loose and Mak Long had a cash voucher from Heart-To-Heart. So yah,Mum bought me a ring!!! I'm loving this week lah!!!! =D
Since I didn't went for mugging on Tuesday, I went shop shop at JP. And bought myself perfume as my Anna Sui perfume has already run out.This perfume has a very sweet and soft smell. Not too over-powering lah.
While window shopping in John Little,I stumbled upon this Foot Spa and thinking of giving it a try. I've tried it. Okie lah. My feet was so relax after using it.
Dear Azyan chicqadeez went to KL previous week and bought this very tempting Lollipop which I don't know when I can actually finish eating. I have been eating since beginning of the week but it is still not finished yet. Hehe!!!
Remember 1st March I went to Kak Rina's lil nephew Birthday celebration. I just receive the pictures from Sharinna. So yah,below are the pictures. =) Njoy!!!





Due to all those shopping,I only left with $20 till 3rd April. Tell me how I am going to live....I'm staying at home lah.=(

PS: Meeting You Later. Wonder How It Will Be.........

3:58 AMY

Okie. Bad news. One of my Mum's Kakak angkat husband,which is also her Abang angkat,just passed away. I was the one who picked up the call from his daughter sey. Terkejot aku mlm2 saper plak called. I was already anticipating that it was going to be a bad news. I was just praying it wasn't a called from Malaysia. Indeed it wasn't but I'm just as sad.

Cik Sani,as I have always called him since I know how to talk,was just like my own Uncle. We always visit each other families during Hari Raya and other families events. But I guess it has been awhile since we last met. If I'm not wrong,last was during Hari Raya Haji or maybe Hari Raya Puasa. Either one lah ehk.

I remember he used to tease me but hey,it was what I will always say,"Gurauan Berkasih". I will remember for sure. His laughter and the jokes he used to make. Cherish the memories. Al-Fathiha.

Back to updating my blog. I'm still down with exam. Now I'm left with the LCCI exams which is a total drag for me!!! ARGH!!!! Give me reasons why I took up this diploma?!?! I'm done with Meetings,which I can say was "Ok2 baby arh". Next exam is Wednesday & Thursday,which is Microsoft Office. N I hope to at least get a credit for both exam.

B.A,Business Adminstrative. This is the biggest obstacle!! It is so dry!!! So boring!!! So many facts to memorise!!!! N the book is damned thick!!!! I haven't been opening it since 5 months ago. I feel so demoralised by just looking at how thick the book is.

But I'm trying very hard to overcome the obstacle. N I'm getting Jane to overcome it with me. We are actually doing our revision on B.A together at Marina Sq McD from Monday till Thursday. Each day we will be revising for 4 to 5 hours. Let's just pray what we are doing is worth while. But it's okie,everything will end on 24th March 2008!!!! I'm going to scream the moment I step out of the school!!!!!

That's LCCI. Hoping it will be over soon.

As for school,I'm done with ITE ehk!!!! Gladly announce that I have finish all my module!!!! 2 years has passed. N that is sure fast!!! I can still clearly remember the 1st day of school,2nd May 2006. Ain & me were in the same class. N we discover that Faizal was our classmate and get to know Sufian(Steven),who is now my Best Buddy. Oh,just too many memories in ITE lah sey!!!!

Nothing much happened last week. Went to Johor after P.R exam and as usual,DVDs,shopping and eating. N yah,talking about eating,Jane said I have gained weight sak. Yes,I do admit I did gain a few kilos after school closed and I have been going supper and indulging in Ice-cream. Thus,the gain of weight.

Okie,I'm determine to lose it soon enough. Maybe before I meet up with my Dollies!!! Dollies? Saper tu!?!? Hehe!!! Well,the creator of High Class Bytch has decided to change our name as 'Bytch' are now too commonly used. So,we are now called High Class Dollies. Hehe!!! Mcm so gerly gytu ehk.

My body has been aching since Friday due to the Sports Day organise by my company. We had this badminton match. N I played against this boy who is 2 years younger than me and was in the school badminton team. Westwood badminton team to be exact. He is good!!!!

Then I had to work. One of colleague couldn't make it so I had to cover him. Work till 12am before lepak-ing till 3am. BF and Darlz came to have dinner at McD on Friday. I think BF look slightly fat lah. Hehe!!! =p. It has been quite a long time since I met him. I think it has been 3 weeks.

Chit chat for while before I get to work and he went home with Darlz.

Saturday was a very very tiring day. Crowds were mad and manager mcm blur ehk. Not all,but only one of them. Buat gua nyer darah up ajer!!!! Being me,I pretend I'm not affected lah. Just do what I have to do. Finish at 9pm as I helped out at Cafe. One of the beanie was on MC. Then went home with Kak Rina as Kak Izan fetched us.

Due to the hectic schedule,I was down with fever on Sunday morning. Blergh!!! Msg Kak Rina saying I was MC and all. Cuddled up in my bed till noon before I really had the energy to get up. Continue mugging till late night.

As for today,after exam,Jane & me went to Marina Sq to start our revision and we manage to cover Unit 3. We will continue again tomorrow till Thursday. Tiring physically as well as mentally.

But I sure do look forward to Saturday!!!! Birthday celebration with my cousins!!!! Cant wait for that!!!! Counting down to Aysha birthday on the 23 March!!! Best Nyer!!!! That is the only day I'm going to loosen up myself after a week of revision. I deserve it right?

Before this,I was actually watching ANTM. N god,I think Nigel Barker is so good looking even though he is married and has a son named Jack. I even went to do some research on him and stumble upon his blog. He definitely looks better with that nearly "botak" hair. Really!!! I think I would prefer guys with that kind of short hair lah. One example, BF looks good with his short hair. Aku nak carik lelaki botak & handsome mcm Wentworth Miller or Nigel Barker larh!!!!!

I have decided. Decision clearly made!!! No hesitant and no changing of it. I'm quitting McD by end of this month. I'm going to talk to Ann Nee about it this Friday. My last day of working will be 30th March. I'm done with McD. Will talk about it again after I have talk to Ann Nee aite. Pray that she will willingly let me go.

As for now,I'm heading back to bed. I got a long day ahead later. N I need a lot of brain cell to help me boost my memory functions. =)

PS: You Made Me Think Twice In Loving You. =(

2:07 AMY

12:50 PMY

Helo!!! Been abandoning my blog for awhile. I don't really have the time to update. Should be revising for now but I just cant concentrate. I need a rest. I will continue soon enough ehk.

Life has been great but let just say not as great as I want it to be. K lah,I wanna rest. See yah. I'm not in the mood lah. Sorry. =)

PS: Majok Ker?

12:45 PMY

Okie. So here are two videos which were taken on the K-Nite.

Below is all singing Mahligai Dari Airmataku. The song that me make suddenly so emosional ehk. And Azyan was kinda shy2 at first ehk. Cute lah she!!! N hell yah,gotta to admit I don't sound good at all sey!!! But don't care lah. Aku suker sudah. =)


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Okie,this video is so-called duet with Atok. But last2 part Azyan joined in then I think the whole clan joined in. Hehe!! Njoy saja yah.. =)

11:47 PMY

Can I shout? Can I scream? Haha!! Yup2. This are just what I feel like doing now. I'm so done with projects,presentation and frontpage. Wooohoooo!!!! I never felt so relieved after holding on to so much heavy "burden". N to pamper myself,I get my Bytchez out with me. Okie,not all my Bytchez went. Only Cyclone & Glamorous Bytch came. But there were two additional peeps that joined us,Azyan and Abg Boey aka Atok!!! =)

It was a great night out. Abg Boey fetch us at JP around 1030pm and off we went to Orchard Cash Studio. Sang our hearts out. I guess we went Jiwang that night. Chose lotsa Jiwang songs and just sing them with so much emotions. Haha!!

Ang Boey kept disturbing me!!! Haha!! Of course being me,I kene kan him back. He is such a funny guy. He cracks me up every now and then. And the songs he chose has all the "weird" video clips in them. Wah!!! One of it was the "Robotic A-go-go" dancer. Haha!!! Typing this makes me laugh again sak. Then there was this penuh semangat main "Air guitar" guy. Wah!! He really played the guitar with emotion. But in actually fact,he has no guitar. =D

We cracked up so badly that Abg Boey cant even sing sak. I was laughing uncontrollably with Azyan till the mike's wire came off. Then we laughed again because of that. Haha!!! It was tiring just laughing sey.

N yah,not only Abg Boey disturb me but also all of them!!! They disturb me singing my favourite Fazley song,Asmara Ini. Wah!!! They really disturb sey. They didn't sing the song but they SAID out the lyric. I was trying very hard not to be distracted n I wasnt. Then when come to the BEST part of the song,Cyclone Bytch change to next song. =(

Immediately "step" merajok ehk. Haha!!! Well,I don't mind lah. It was just for fun mah. No Fun No Joke,No Joke No Mas sey!!! =) Then we continue singing till 230am. We took pictures at The Four Season Hotel. Haha!! We had another great laugh there till I actually squat down cause my stomach hurt from laughing sey. And it's all because of Cyclone Bytch lah.

Her hair kena the light bulb. Then it was hot. Then Abg Boey make joke out of it sey. He said the P.Ramlee script "Nasib baik kau panas,kalau tak,kau jugak aku kebas." It's actually a dialogs from the movie Ali Baba Bujang Lapok. I couldn't contain my laughter no more. I laughed and laughed sey. He did it with so much emotion and action sia. Hehe!!!

After which we went to Al-Azhar for drink. That's when the TAK best part came in. My mum called and was looking for me ehk. Wah!!! Tak pernah2 sey dier call kalo after 12am.

Started to get paranoid and all. Smua orang pon aku perah. *Sorry ehk korang* So we actually went home after that. Mum waited for me ehk. At living room lagy. I just kept quiet and walked in my room. Don't even dare to look at her face.

In all,it was great lah except the last part ehk. It has been awhile since I laughed like that sey. It was a happy night. Thanks to Ayen & Leah my Two Forever Understanding Bytchez, Azyan my Dearest GF & Abg Boey my Funny Atok for all the fun,laughter & joy for that night. Amcm? Next gy lagy? N this time I will tell my mum yang Atok amik & antar kiter. =p

N so,below are pictures of us having fun. Not all,most of it are in Abg Boey camera lah. I'll make sure I get it from him k. Don't worry.


Yah!! I actually have video of us singing but I shall post it next time lah. Rather sleepy now and I have bbq tmr and working on sunday morning sey. Dah lamer tak keje pagy sak.

Okie,nytz!!! See yah... =)

PS: Meeting You Tomorrow lah. =)

1:15 AMY

The Precious: Ratu Masrurah
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My Diamonds: My Family!! =)
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My Sapphire: Irfan
My Emerald: Rahmat
My Pearl: Ijal & Steven




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