Helo!!!Hmm,posting my updates again.Okie,kinda fast huh.Well,I just couldn't get to sleep ah.Slept the moment I reached home till 8 plus just now.Ish!!!

I was listening to my bro's window media player *as usual* and I discover this song.Title: How Come.Artist:D12.This song remind me of the tym when I had an argument with one of my best boyfriend during sec school days.Luckily for me,there was an angel helping the both of us and we manage to be close.Much much more closer than before.And the best thing was,he treat me even better than before.=).N I still love him!!!

Just share the some part of the song.Here it goes:
How Come.. we don't even talk no more
And you don't even call no more
We don't barely keep in touch at all
and I don't even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We been Beefin Now
After all the year we been down.. ain't no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!

To me,this part is the one that make the song power to the max lah.It was meaningful during that tym ah.I wuld sing to it all the tym.Well,it's over now.We are still frens.N yah,I still love him.*I know I said it jz now*

Was blog hopping and I came across this post by someone.She blog about something that kinda caught my attention ah.She was trying to forget this guy she loved.I was like thinking,why the hell would you want to forget him?If you loved him,just make him part of ur life.Think of happy moments.N most imptly,think positively lah.I realised something,the more you try to forget the person,you actually think about him/her more sey.Yes,this is very true.

If you guys remember about 'Brown eyed guy',you know what I mean.Yah,I used to have a massive crush on him and all.Totally massive huge crush sey.Haha!!I will laugh when I think about that tyms.Dearie and Darling will agree on how massive my crush was.But then something happened.I totally wanna forget about him and all ah.Like totally no contacts and all.Totally no connection ah kire.But then,I think again,why shuld I give up on someone I love.There are many forms of love.

Love between frens.Love between sibling,Love between a mother and a child.Doesn't mean if you love a guy,you have to love him as your someone special.So after thinking stuff out,I love him more as fren now.Of cz,at first it was difficult and all.I wasn't sure if my feeling for him is still there or not ah.My gerls totally don't believe that I could do it.But then as we get to know each other better and treat each other more like a real fren,my so-called feeling for him just fade and it's gone.The moment has past.I treat him totally like my other frens.

N yes,I dare to say he is part of my life now.He is just the other someone,other than Dearie and Darling,whom I share everything with.Tempat mengadu nasib lah kire.Hehe!!!N yah,I admit I will miss talking to him whenever I'm busy working.But it seems like he has a telepathy with me ah.The moment I think of how long I didn't call him or msg him,he will be calling me.Haha!!!Mcm kener jer timing tu.

Of cz,I gotta thank Dearie for making me believe in mysev.I still remember the advise she gave."He is someone you love,why do you want to forget him?Treat him as a fren and love him as your fren.I'm sure that will be better."My gerls kinda don't allow me to totally lose contact with him ah.They feel that it is sucha waste.N guess what,treating him and loving him as fren is def better sey.

We enjoyed each other company.Okie,wait.I enjoyed his company.But I dun noe about him ah.He totally know when to make me smile sey.It's like so natural for him.That is one of the things that he did since we became close fren.

N thru him,we gotta know few other people whom became Dearie and Darling frens.I'm sure Darling will agree with this.Btol tak kambing? Haha!!Lotsa stuff happened ever since we became close and all.We went out on several occasion with Dearie and Darling together with his fren.N yah,it just been great lah.Although there are obstacles that we went thru but we managed to pass it.He handles stuff kinda okie ah.Maybe he think maturely.Not as impulsive as I am.

Hmm,maybe I shuld link this gerl ah eventhou I totally dun noe her.Let her read my blog.Maybe it culd be of some help to her.* Tapy aku raser,tk yah lah*It's not easy.Really.Might as well,you turned your love to some other form of love.That is much much easier.N it does have many benefits.*I'm saying this as if I selling some insurance policy sey.Haha!!*

I'm sure Dearie and Darling will go like this after reading this post,"Yelah,post pasal dier jer pe.Mentang2 dah jady best fren.Asyik puji dier jer lah.Hehe!!"Hey Dearie and Darling,I got say this to both of you,Without you gerls,how the hell would I manage to be bestfren with him?It's because of you gerls jugak pe.You both gave me your fullest support.N I'm totally grateful for it and appreciate it alot.You gerls are my pillar of strength sey!!Love you gerls larh!!!

Okie,guess that will be all I have to sae lah.*berat ehk topic*Yah2,feel free to express your comment.Be it you agree or not.Up to u lah ehk.Diff ppl,diff opinion pe.Till den people.....

12:21 AMY

N yah,I wanna show everyone this pic.I find Zulfakar's smile so captivating.Thanks ehk Rahmat for the pic.Hehe!!

12:38 AMY

Okie,Time to reply to my Beloved Taggers!!!Thanks ehk you all!!!Gerek ah krg!!!

hudz: yelar tk g skola tgk movie..terok arh kau...haha...aku pun samer ehk..!!bsk jumper pt skola..kecoh2 agi..best!!panjang nyer entry...alar skali skala tarok pics lar...ok..hee...
maS:K2,aku dh letak gmbr.Hapie?Hehe!!!

Ayen: faruq..izzat..brian..lagi saper lagi..hehe..wow!!skg ku nyer turn lak ckp ku confuse maner satu..
maS:Ish!!!Kau nie..Nie smua hanya memuji jer!!Haha

jane: wei! you can tag on my blog everyday! but you never update yours everday! =p
maS:reading is easier than updating lah.Hehe!!!

leah: sowie lah bout the straw prank...kater gurauan berkasih...ahaha....aku geram sak!!!!!!!!!!!! dgn tu teletubby.......soooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ish!
maS:Haha!!!takpe,aku dh biaser dah...=) eh,teletubby tu anak sedare aku tau!!!Haha!!

rahmat: c...i've told u..wakaka...klaka ah kau..pegang mop eh..niwae,thanx 4 the support..and the pics..nyahaha...
maS:Yah2.You are great in the ring okie.Dah lah,jgn ketawer kn aku lagy...well,no problem ehk...kater bestfren pe...=)

Wah!!!You guys read my update fast ehk.Hehe!!Thx guys!!!

12:24 AMY

This is Boy's match.The one in Yellow is bdk National.Best ah match nie!!!Boy is one of the best pesilat I seen that day ah.Gerek ah boy!!!
I think this was the tym when Rahmat wanted to attack him ah.I'm not sure.Ask him ursev if you wanna know k...Hehe!!
That's rahmat and Fazrul.Great match I must sae.Well done bestfren!!
My SweetHeart ehk!!!!Love him the most!!N he was actually trying to grab the camera!!Naughty ehk!!

12:10 AMY

Hello!!!I am so dead beat!!!I've not been having enuf rest since CNY and my body is now aching all over ehk.Haiya!!N yah,just wanna make known to everybody,I WONT let any of my family members join SILAT!!!!Will xplain later k.

Thursday
Yup2,went to school.But I reached really late sey.Class was supposed to start at 9am but I reached at 10am ehk.People were already doing their presentation.Luckily never missed Hudz's presentation.Hehe!!After class,we got 2 hrs break.Okie,so went to SA room.I was having this super duper massive stomachache ah.Wah,they purposely talked about shits ehk.Tak ker kurang ajar tu.Temper jer.

End up,I went to my Obek's house to release wadever that has to be released.Met my swit lil cutie pie ah!!!Cute bangat!!!Will post his pic later k.So yah,Obek cooked this chicken.Eventhou,Darling and me just had lunch in school,we still eat thou.Hehe!!But Darling was worried that I might just have my stomachache again.No!I didnt.Hehe!!

Had EVM but started late.So yah,after sch,accompany Rahmat buy his finger guard and ankle guard.He needed it for his coming match.N he actually twisted his index finger during training ehk.It was so swollen sey.Takot aku tgk.Remind me of my thumb when it was hit by the hockey ball.Same ah,the swell like hell sey.

Went home then sleep.Was supposed to werk that day but I wasn't feeling well.So rested at home.My parents went to visit my cousin in the hospital.So,I was left alone ehk.Biaser ah.I woke up at about 10 plus.The gerls called me.Yah2,they asked me along to Dbl O.But no,I didn't went.I wasn't feeling good still.Found out that my dad went fishing.So I snuggle up my mum's bed and slept with her.Felt better after that ah.Hehe!!

Friday
No PIE!!Went to school at 9 plus.Slightly late.But still,okie ah.Darling was even later.Faizal came next.His tyre punctured lah.N he look dark ehk now.Maybe cz he is riding his bike ah.So hungry.Get Darling to buy me breakfast.Thanks ehk.Love u!!After eating,perot buat hal plak.But no,I didn't went to my Obek's house.We were half way thru when my stomach suddenly went okie.Hehe!!Mentel ah perot aku nie!!!

After school,went to watch Epic Movie with Darling and Dearie.Haha!!kelakar ehk cete nyer.We three watch the movie lepak abis.Kaki kat atas kerusi depan.Makan popcorn,hotdog,eggtart and mcm2 lagy ah.Aku pn tk ingat aper ah.N Dearie played a prank on me!!!She turned the straw upside down.Tak baik sey!!!

Went home,get ready to go werk.Wah,penat sey.Tak larat nak gy keje.I even reached late to werk sey.But luckily my manager was there ehk.Kire fav manager was there ah.But I wasn't in mood ehk.Ngantok giler!!So I end up giving attitude problem to him.Macam guilty sey.He didn't scold me or what ah.Instead he scolded my parther.Wah,makin lah guilty aku.After werk,he even helped me punched my card out.Like after so much attitude problem I gave him,he still so kind.Mcm tak baik sey aku.So I went to talk to him.Apologize nie smua,n he said "okie,nevermind.I understand."Selamat manager aku nie okie sey.

Went home and sleep.Tired tired tired sey!!!

Saturday
Wah!!!10am start werk oredy sey!!!My eyes were like half open ehk.Terpakser lah aku tahan all the way ehk.Werk till 630pm.Then went home,get ready to go to my grandma house.Wah,lepak abis ehk kat saner!!!Tgk Pesta Perdana sampai abis kat saner.Went home at about 11 plus ah.Then we went Bukit Timah to eat at Al-Ameen.Gy Bukit Timah dgn seluar track and t-shirt ehk.Selekeh abis sak.Ish!!!

Eat and eat.I was craving to eat Ikan Bakar ehk.So makan lah ikan bakar mlm2 buta sey.Reached home at about 1am.Lek2 with my brother first then went to bed.I need to wake up 10am in the morning ehk!!!

Sunday
Yah.I did wake up at 10am.But golek nyer golek mcm kambing atas katil,akhir nyer bangun kul 1015am.Kelam kabut aku jady nyer.Promise to meet my cousin at 1130am at Jurong East.So yah,hurriedly prepared mysev.Baju pn tak sempat gosok.Pakai stokin sampai terbalik.Then I realised my whole family was already out ehk.Only my bro was still sleeping.Called my mum on the way to the bus stop.She was shocked ehk.She goes like this,"Wah!!Bukan main awal keluar rumah.Kul brape jer Rahmat nyer match tu?Nak tlg dier warm up ker?"Haha!!Tat was what my mum said to me ehk.

My mum nie kan,kdg2 pandai nk buat kelakar sey.No,she wasn't scolding me ah.She was just being sarcastic sey.Tak pe,dah biaser dah.Reached JE at exactly 1130am but my cousin and her husband wasn't there yet.Hehe!!So yah,have to wait lah.They came at 1145am.And my sweetheart was there!!!Haha!!Gembira rasa hati ehk!!!Hehe!!

All the way,I carried and played with him.Sayang anak sdare aku sorang nie sey!!!Arrived at AMK but dun noe how to get to the CC.Rahmat ah,sembarang jer.Padahal namer CC tu is Cheng San CC.Dier blg AMK CC ehk.Ader kiter terkial-kial cari AMK CC.Pls ehk mat,direction tu kalo nk kasi,biar btol2.

End up,we have to go up this hill which was so steep.Wah!!Berpeluh-peluh sey aku.Exercise ehk!!Hehe!!Reached there,some match has already started.Okie,wasn't geared up at first lah.So went to jalan kat blk and you know why ehk.At about 3 plus,then best2 nyer match baru start.

1st that was really an eye-opener was the match between Boy and this pesilat national.Wah!!Power to the max nyer!!Both are also great!!I really enjoyed watching it.Anak sedare aku sampai tertdo-tdo ehk.Next was Rahmat and Fazrul.This fazrul is also national nyer.Wah!!!Tak sangker si Rahmat nie bagos jugak ehk.Jatuh kan bdk nie smua.Okie,I'm amazed!Tapy tak bleh angkat part yg dier suroh aku amik gmbr ah.Sempat ajer nak pose.Padahal dah nak masok ring ehk.Haha!!!

N last but most fantastic skali is the match between both national ah.One of them was under Zulfakar.Wah!!!The way he fight ehk,lemah ah jantung aku tgk.Power lah!!!Jantung aku mcm nak terkeluar biler tengok bdk2 nie nyer match sey.N the injuries that attain,mashaAllah....Sumpah aku tak akan masok kan org2 yg aku sayang ke silat!!Tak sanggop aku nk tgk injuries drg!!!

Afterall,it was a good match ah!!Power2 lah bdk2 Seligi Tunggal Kemuning!!!!N Boy is sucha funny guy.Tak sangker ehk aku,dier tunjok kan jari dier yg koyak.Terkejot aku!!Yah,it was a great experience lah.Bleh gy lagy ah.Hehe!!

After match,went to JP.Makan Pizza Hut!!!Yipeee!!!Suker aku!!Haha!!!After makan,I bring my sweetheart to McD.Bbl jap dgn bdk2 kat saner then go back Pizza Hut.After mkn smua,balik ah.Penat sey.Sumting funny happened in the bus juz now.I was like half asleep and I was going to alight.I tot I was holding to the bus-pole.But I actually wasn't.I was holding to someone's mop that he just bought.Haha!!!I was wondering why it was moving,skali ruper nyer mop lah!!!Ya Allah!!Malu nyer aku!!!!Haha!!!

Hmm,I shall post some pixs which I took during the match.But not so good in quality ah.They all moving ah when I took the pic.Nvr gv me a chance to take a good shot.Ish!!!

N yah,giving up on someone you love is def difficult.Be strong and maybe you can do it.Just don't give up so easily.I've done it and I'm sure you can too.So try k.I'm here if you need my help k.U noe when and how to get me right.So yah,anything for you so that you can overcome this obstacle.

K lah..till then...

9:30 PMY

As usual,I'm Going to replied to my Beloved and Loyal Tagger!!!I still heart all of you lah!!Muax!!!

Dora:Kau nak waffle tu ehk?Datang ah umah.Aku buat kan kau.Confirm kau addicted nyer.Hehe!!=)

Nana:Sedap tau.You noe how delicious Gelare nyer waffle?If u do,then you will know how it taste.Ffffuuuuyyyyoooo beb!!Haha!!!

Rahmat:Alah,kau nk waffle tu jgk?Gy ajer Causeway.Ader jual.Gelare is at 3rd floor.Kalo nk free,dtg umah aku.Aku buat kan.Haha!!!Yelah,aku bwk camera lah.Aku nk amik gmbr aku and my gerls.Haha!!!

Ayen:Haha!!Kau nie pon.Jgn lah ckp mcm tu.Malu aku!!Hehe!!Cant wait to meet you tmr sweetheart!!!!Hehe!!

Eha:Yup2,im doing fine.Thx for the drop by.Take care aite!!=)

Nana:Tompang aper ehk?Basikal bleh ah.Kreta blom lagy.Fail ah beb!!!Hehe!!!Niwae,thx.See yah later in sch gerl..

10:42 PMY

Hello people!!!!So,did you all miss me?Haha!!Yah,niwae,Happy Chinese New Year to all who celebrated it.I know I'm kinda of late in wishing it.But nvrm lah,atlez I still wish right.Werking during CNY was really great!!!Yah,it was tired and all but with great people ard,of cz it turn out great sey.Better brace ursev people.It's gonna be a long entry!!!!!

Saturday(CNY eve)
I started werk at 330pm but I woke up at 12 noon.Yah,my lil sis promise to make pancake for breakfast and so she did.That was the reason I woke up early.Hehe!!!It was more breakfast plus lunch ah.Okie,nice.Pandai jugak adik aku nie.Tak mati kebulur kalo aku tgl umah dgn dier.Hehe!!!After eating,prepare myself then go werk.

There wasnt any crowd.At nite was like NOBODY sey.I dun noe how many tym I mopped and sweep the floor.I even wipe the tables and chair with sanitizer.Totally like nobody sey.I helped Kakak Sapiah with the closing ah.Arrange the table properly and all.After doing all that,talk and talk with the counter crew.Then 1130pm,finish my werk.Went over to McCafe.Faruq was there.I bought my Oreo Cheesecake and Apple crumble.Wah,sedap ehk.Slept at 2am after text-ing with Dora and Rahmat.

Sunday(CNY 1st day)
I start werk 930am.Cant wake up ehk.My eyes was like glued!!But I had this dream that if I was late for werk,they are going to extend my werk tym.Wah,I quickly woke up and shower sey.I had plans that nite and I dun want to extend my tym.It was like so funny.

Morning was kinda free ah.Not many people.But after my break,it was like terrible!!!!People just keep coming.Kitchen was in sucha mess and we were like so busy.Luckily all Malays were in the kitchen.Abg Zaihan was the Production Controller(PC) so he keep asking me to continue cooking.Wah!!!Penat ehk!!Maner nk kener keluar masuk freezer,gy chiller!!Wah,penat!!!But I maintain ah cz luckily Abg Zaihan was there to help me and all.He wasn't so demanding ah.Understanding lagy ader.Luckily he was the PC.

By 8pm,still going in full force.None stop from 530pm.N I was supposed to be done.I called out to my manager and said I needed to go.He wanna extend me but I dun want.I got plans sey.N at the same tym also,Brian and Abg Han gotta go break.So all the three of us stopped and others replace us.Wah,then in the crew room we lepak abis sey.Rest my feet for a moment.N Abg Han praised me for being so diligent.He knows my station was the most difficult ones but I maintain my product.Hehe!!

Knock off and guess where I go with my family?Kiter gy Mustafa lah!!!Haha!!!But b4 that,went to Zam Zam for dinner.Wah,I was so lazy to eat ehk.Never felt this tired b4 sey.I ordered my Mee hoon Goreng and eat it so slowly sey.Nak angkat mee masok mulut pon mcm malas sey.Nak ajer suroh org suap kan.Haha!!Then went to Mustafa.Wah,ramai org ehk.I mean ramai Bangla ah.N I learned something from my dad that day.He told me that if u cant differentiate between an Indian and a Bangla,see their face.Indian usually has moustache.A bangla dun.So that nite,in the car I keep saying,"Oh,yang nie Bangla.""Oh,yang ini orang India."Haha!!!

Keep saying it till my bro and mum was irritated.They said it's not important to differentiate them.Haha!!!Aper ah drg.Shopped alot ehk.Bought lotsa junk food for myself.Then my dad said,"when are you going to eat all this stuff?By the tym u come home,it will be near midnite."It set me thinking.Btol jugak kater bapak aku.But still,I go ahead and buy it ah.Esp my boost!!I bough 16 of them!!Haha!!It was in one big pack ah.I'm addicted to BOOST!!!N it's all because of STEVEN!!!

Went home at about 1am.And I was so tired ehk.Had my shower then sleep ah!!!Luckily I was werking at 1230pm the next day.

Monday(CNY 2nd day)
I was assigned to kitchen.Busy like hell ehk.Luckily people are around helping me when I cant handle it.Sue was the PC.Kitchen crew was so fucked up ehk!!People were like dinosaur sak.Order huge number of product sey.My hand was so cramped!!!During break,I totally rest ehk.I was even too lazy to eat.I slept in the crew room.So tired!!!

Missed my lunch and resulted in gastric ah.Luckily my Actal pills were around.I've never leave home with them now.I'm depended on them.Espcially during werk.Get gastric so easily sey.At night,my manager dropped by.N I was busy that tym.He said "Hi" to me and I was like "eh,Hi."Then he continued,"wah,busy ah today.Must be tired ah you."I was like,"yah2,tired sey."Then he went off ehk.

Nicholas came in just when I wanna finish werk.He loves to tease me sey.Yah,finish werk at 10pm and off to home.Received msg from Rahmat.Msg dier samer jer tau.Tkder soalan lain.Beb,skali skale tu,tukar lah cara kau msg.Kau nie pon!!=)He went to Marina ehk.Miss talking to him on the fone.Ever since I start werk,it's like dah lamer tak bbl gytu.Msg pon sekejap jer.Miss talking to my best fren lah!!!

He is like super duper excited for his coming match this sunday ehk.And I'm going to support him together with Dearie and Darling and Dora.Hehe!!!Okie,Rahmat,kau ader byk supporter ehk.After text-ing,watched TV and I made mysev waffle lah.Hehe!!!Sedap beb!!Eventhou,it was like 1am,I still eat it.I dun care!!Slept at ard 2am.

Tuesday
Start werk at 430pm but b4 that I got something on.Called Dearie up.She keeps asking me out and I miss her lah!!So chatted on the pone for awhile and all.Lepas kan rindu lah kater kan.Then off to werk.Called Darling up too,but she was kinda busy.Nvrm.I understand.

Werk was kinda lepak but onli at nite.Evening was like hell.Busy.Dun noe how to describe lah.Then at 9pm,there was like nobody ehk.So,you can guess wad I did lah.Mopped and sweep the floor dun noe how many tyms.Arrange tables and chairs.Helped McCafe.Keep going there.Bbl dgn Kak Aini.Btw,Kak Aini is Abg Han's wife.Izad was also there.He is one helpful guy ah.Hehe!!!

After werk,buy my Oreo Cheesecake again.I'm addicted to it lah.Then went to kitchen to disturb Nicholas.He is doing closing.So I purposely asked him and he said,"Yah.You stay lah.Then helped me.After that we go home togeda."E'ehk,melampau ehk.I just said I dun want and took my bag.When I wanna go home,disturb him again.Said that I'm going home.Haha!!!

Went home and reached at about midnite.All were asleep.My bro is still not back.Gy maner jer..Shower then off to bed ah.Penat ehk.

Wednesday
Didnt went to sch.Got something on.After that,went to watch movie.Protege!Gerek ah cete!!It's about Junkies!!!N I love the lil gerl acting in the movie.So cute!!N one guy asked me this qn when I was about to sit down.He said,"are you sure you are in the right movie?This is a mandarin show u noe."N I replied,"This is protege right?"He nods and I said,"correct lah.I'm watching this movie."Hehe!!I find it funny lah.Org melayu tak bleh tgk cete cina ker?

Went home at about 730pm.Got a pone call from my dad and my cousin met with an accident.He was hit by a motor.Ish!!N he is only 10 years old sey.Haiz,wonder how he is doing.Hope it is not so bad lah.

Lately,I find it difficult for me to breathe.Keep having this chest pain.I'm afraid that I might get my asthma again sey.Haiz,hope not lah.N yah,my gastric pon getting worst ehk.Actal pills must always be ard.Anytym can get gastric sey.Susah lah kalo asyik kener depend on pills.

N yah,I miss Steven and Ijal lah.Miss their crap talks!!!Haha!!!Meeting them tmr in school!!Yay!!Cant wait!!!Ah,senang kate I miss my class ah.Esp the gerls whom I always talk to.Hehe!!For the first tym,I cant to get to sch tmr.Hehe!!!

K lah.Thx for reading my LONG entry.Till den..

Sayangku..
Kemana Kau Menghilangkan Diri
Sungguh Payah Untuk Ku Mencarimu
Kembali Lah Kepadaku
Seperti waktu Dahulu

8:42 PMY

Replies to my Wonderful & Beloved tagger!!!!

Jane: Tak boleh lah. Dah bis. Hehe!! =)

Adek: Yah,i know. N you always 'Greet' me with good sleeping poisture when I get home ehk!! Damned you!!

Hudz: Saper yg kecoh?! Kau ker aku sey? Kau tu yg slalu high. Angkat drugs ke haper sey!!! Haha!! aku ingat tak der class lah. sembarang jer kater aku tdo!!!

leah: yup2,taking off. Let's go to the beach ah. I miss them ah. Kalau tak nak,tkper lah.Aku gy sendiri. * step pasrah jap* Hehe!!

2:28 AMY

I'll just start today's post with some stuff which I find very meaningful for me ah.Read first ehk before reading my post aite.Hehe!!=)

Around the corner I have a friend
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it,a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,

For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I miss him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his phone.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy and just too tired

Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner,yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir,"Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner,a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.

If you miss someone,tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might
be too late.

Seize the day.Never have regrets.
And most importantly,stay close to your friend
And family,for they have helped
Make you the person that you are today.

There!!Meaningful kan.So people,you better tell the whoever you are missing right now.Not that I wish this will happened to you,But hey,you never know beybey.Nowadays,lotsa people are dying while sleeping or just too suddenly.Haix,dunia nak kiamat agak nyer ehk.

Okie,let's get back to what I've been doing the past two days.

Hmm,actually nothing much is going on around school.For BCM,my other classmates are presentating their PPT.I love Ah Beng presentation just now.It was very entertaining.Didn't know that he was that funny.Hehe!!Lesson learned,Dun Judge People By Their Looks.As for EVM,didn't study much cz I wasn't concentrating lah.Totally lazy week for sch!!!

But it was different for my werk.Been werking everyday till 11pm.Few new crew are joining us.And my manager drop by on thurs.He look so smart in his jeans and t-shirt lah!!!Haha!!I said "Hi" to him.And guess what he said?He said,"Wah,today you say hi to me ah.Must go buy 4D oredy."Kurang ajar kan!!I know lah I'm not as sociable as other crew yet.But no need say until like that ah.Tak baik sey dier.Tapy takpe,aku okie go jer.

N yah,Hafiz was also on schedule that day.Sombong ah dier!!!Aku tak tegur dier pon.Asyik aku jer kener tegur dier,dier tak bleh tegur aku ker?!Jalan dah!!!Oh yah,Amirul was also on schedule.But for 4 hours only ah.He's schooling.Great jugak budak nie.Make my life happier werking.Brian had 3 days off.Tmr then he will coming back ah.Tu lagy satu member gerek nyer.

In all,werk has been okie for me ah.Managers are great.Never get scolding from them YET!!Crew member are helpful.And yah,I enjoy my werking life.Get to meet artist some more!!Hehe!!At least,it keeps me occupied and not wasting time thinking about some stuff that is irrelevant and unimportant.

Remember the B&J ice-cream I bought?Wah,dah nak habis ehk.Sorie ah Jane,cannot gv you already.You go buy ursev k.Haha!!It's cheap tau.Now got promotion,2 for $18.90.Usually,one will cost $11.90.Buy 2,then one gv me k.Hehe!!

My mum bought some instant made waffle,so I made ice-cream waffle just like in Gelare.Fulamak!!!Sedap ehk!!!I added some ingredient of my own.I added in nuts,whipped-cream,chocolate fudge and maple syrup!!!The taste was really ffuuuuyyooooo!!!!Cannot be describe lah baby!!You gotta do it on your own and taste it.My indulgence with this ice-cream had made me grow side way ah.Haiyo!!Haiyo!!Haiyo!!!

And hanging out with Hudz in school has been crazy sak!!!Cant stop talking about my palace,her 5 room flat,Mai's studio house and Pulau Berani ah.Haha!!!Giggle up everytym we talk about it.And we always gets scolding from Mai.Aper ah dier.No sense of humor ah.Hahahaa.!!!

Oh yah,when I reached home just now,my mum was watching this malay movie.Wah,sedih ehk cete nyer.Terharu aku tengok!!!Haix.The story is about a women sacrifice.Sad,very sad.

I guess this will me my last post for the week.I'm gonna werk till Tuesday.N the werking hours are damned long ehk!!Yeah!!Gonna chiong all the way!!!Luckily,great ppl are also werking sey!!Hapie,shalala,it's so nice to be hapie!!!Hahaa!!!

K lah.Wanna sleep oredy.Tmr werking ah!!Nytz people!!!

Mengapa Kau MeninggalKan Ku
Apakah Kesalahan Ku
Yang Ku Buat Kepada Mu
Sehingga Begini Akhirnya

1:17 AMY

Okie..I'm gonna reply to my loyal taggers here..Hearts you all so much!!!!Muax!!!

Leah: Chinese guy tu manager aku.Faruq is the McCafe guy.Hehe!!

hudz:Ish!!Sambil keje tu,sambil cuci mata lah.Kau nie pon!!kau pon samer kan!!!wakaka!!!Let's be crazy togeda!!!Bleh msk IMH samer2.Haha!!!

Eha:I was in the jiwang mood this week ah.=)

Ayen: Ikot kan hati nak meet up,tapy penat ah beb.Aku amik leave satu minggu juz for u all k.nnt kiter kua k!!

Rahmat: Ehk? sakit hati.Okie,jgn celebrate ah k.tc.

Nana:oh,tak gy sch ehk.Mesti celebrate besar-besaran kan..Hehe!!!Hapie V day to u too beb!! =)

Dora: same to u aite. Take care.

11:50 PMY

I was listening to my Bro's Window Media Player when I came across my all time fav song.Guess what it is?It's from Savage Garden.Title:Truly Madly Deeply.Wah!!!Power ehk!!I'm still so in love with the song.I shall type the verse that I love most.Here it goes...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

Touching kan?!Hehe!!Mood Jiwang plak lah sekarang ehk.Hehe!!N yah,I read a quote just now and found it very meaningful.Just wanna share it with you all.It goes something like this ah.Love Is Unconditional Till It Hurts.This is so true for me.I tend to love people too much but too bad for me ah,the person always hurt me.Then when we tried to get back togeda,it will be hard.The love is no longer as deep as before.

Not that I hate them or wad ah.But it's just so difficult for me to love the person back as deep as before cz I'm afraid.Afraid that something might happened again and I'm hurt once more.People might said that I'm selfish or wadsoever ah.But I'm the type that learned my lesson fast.I dun like to have a repeat of unpleasant moments.I wanna my life to always be a happy one.

But I guess God always have something plans for me that I have to face no matter what.Be it good,bad or disastrous.I just have to strong and try to handle it the best as possible.Dugaan Hidup lah kater kan.Haix,ntah lah ehk.Aper nak jady,jady lah.

Let's just go back to what I did last few days.

Monday
Late,late late!!I was late ah.I reached school nearly at 10am.Steven was also late.Darling gave me 10 miss call ehk.Hehe!!Okie,I know I promise myself I'll be on time.I woke up at 7am but I went back to sleep ah.Tu yang buat lambat sey!!!Ish ish ish!!!Had TPS,we did about this tour agency tingy ah.Interesting ehk.N my god,1st class seat in the air-plane is fuyyyoooooo!!!Best lah baby!!I wanna give it a try lah!!!When will that be ehk?*Wondering*

Afta that,BCM.Had my PPT presentation.Okie,I talked alot.Topic relative pe.Haha!!Banyak lah story aku.Now,I'm over and done with my projects,presentation and wadeva other shits.I'm only left with EXAMS!!Which is in a month time.Better start revision.*Mcm real jer*

Went for lunch then SA room before going to EVM.Wah,I slept thru out the EVM lesson ehk.Very very tired.I love the way Darling woke me up.Felt so loved!!Haha!!After school,accompany Dearie to JP with Darling.Oh yah,Steven joined us too.But he left at about 530pm.Dearie shopped lotsa stuff ehk.Mainly,she bought stuff for Kyo ah.Gaji aku blom masok,kalo dah,aku pon beli sumting untuk dier sey.*I'm serious*

Went to Delifrance for dinner.Darling was craving for the tuna tingy ah.Dearie blanja us!!Thanks ehk Dearie.Had lotsa laughter while eating.Cant stop tasting each other food and all.Dearie love the soup.N gosh,Darling ate very slowly ehk.She said she was enjoying every single bite.Hakz!!Yelah tu!!!When it was time to pay the bills,we discover that was no NETS!!!Argh!!!Stupid!!!Dearie went to withdraw her cash while Darling and me stayed behind and karaoke.Hehe!!

Reached home at about 7 plus.Prayed then get ready for my night class which ends till 10pm.Reached home,changed and off to ZzZzZ world.Hehe!!

Tuesday
Didnt woke up late but I reached school late ah.N even miss Jane's presentation!!!I went for breakfast lah.Even Steven reached early sey.Yah,Darling did her presentation and all.I was amazed at her presentation cz she did it so well,esp with the pictures!!I Loike!!!Hehe!!Then went for lunch and drop by for SW before going to Darling house.

At 630pm,werk werk werk till 11pm.Penat ehk.Luckily Brian was around so had fun jugak ah.N yah,Hafiz was on the same shift as me that day.Hehe!!Tgk lamer2 muker,prasan dier nie mcm kerek ah.Ah,wadeva lah!!!Went home rather late.Accompany Ju cz she had a tiff with her guy and she was crying all ah.Me and Brian kept her company.Reached home at about 1230am.Shower then off to bed.

Wednesday
Okie,not on time.I reached at 920am.TPS,she showed a video of some group.Yah,ours will be shown next week.N we learned about diff type of accommodation today ehk.Interesting!!!Then met Dearie up in SA room before going for PIE.Then went for lunch break with Waniee,Orbitz and Nisah.

Afta lunch,Steven went off.Yelah,V Day mah.Byk ehk org tak dtg.Biaser krg ehk!!!Haha!!!Dearie and Darling went home first cz they need to go somewhere ehk.Yah,went to class alone but lucky got Huda,Yani,Shima and Mai.Lepak abis.Didnt concentrate at all sey.Talk and laugh jer.Then we went to LT for this workshop.Okie ah,had lotsa fun with Huda.She was high ehk.Asyik ketawer jer.Esp part yang terrace house and pulau berani.Mcm siak!!haha!!!

N yah,we met Pierre Png and Jessica Liu aka Ruan MianMian.Hansem ehk Pierre Png.And he said "Bye-bye.Balik okie" to me.Hehe!!Not to me ah,to us.Huda,Mai,Shima and Yani were all there too.Then went home.Slept in the bus ehk.Penat ah.Totally very tired sey.Luckily never miss my bus stop.

Reached home,continue sleeping and all.Woke up at 7pm,prayed and had dinner before going out.Did lil shopping on my own while waiting for my parents to fetched me.Wah,I bough Ben & Jerry's Ice-cream two ah!!!Also,Boost,fresh milk and egg.Totally amount spend,$31.90!!!Like wad sey,beli cumer sikit jer dah sampai $30 plus!!Siak btol!!!

Claimed from my father $20.Hehe!!!Biaser jugak.I told him I bought it first,but he has to pay me back ah.Hehe!!He just kept quiet.Ntah dier bagi aku duit ker tak ehk besok.Harap2 kasi lah ehk.Pokai sey!!!Went home and now infront of computer!!!

Weed,estacy,glue and wadever other shits as long as it drugs,I HATE THEM!!!They turn people into JUNKIES!!!!People lose their families,children gets neglected.Like fucking shits ah ehk!!!ARGH!!!!!

K dah.I'm done getting angry and sad and wadeva shit.I just wanna stay happy!!Happy shalalala,it's so nice to be hapie!!!!

K lah..till den..

Tetapi Ini Semuanya Memori
Yang Akan Ku Simpan DiDalam Hati
Pabila Ku Keseorangan Nanti
Akan Ku Teringat Sejarah Kembali

10:17 PMY

Wajahmu..Mengapa sering terbayang dimataku...Haha!!Jiwang sikit jap ehk.N no,this tym I'm not going crazy over some pesilat that maybe Nana n Jane is thinking abt.I'm just going crazy over this cute guy in my werk place ehk.Haha!!He is so cute lah!!!Now,I think I'm werking for the wrong reason ehk.I cant stop looking at the cute guys in McCafe.Carik chance ajer nak masok McCafe sak.Hehe!!!*dah mas,stop it ehk*

Okie.I shall stop.If I am to continue,I'll go on and on non-stop about them.Hehe!!!*still feeling excited*

Thursday
There was supposed to be BCM at 9am.I got NO intention to go but my mum was nagging away and asked me to wake up.So yah,I did woke up and off I went to school.Reached at about 930am.Late ehk!!!I'm not keeping to my goals sey.Haix...So juz went thru some stuff and all.Then went for 2 hour lunch break.I did my BCM Ppt during break and the rest played UNO.Bising ehk dorang.!!Ketawer mcm kat rumah sendiri gytu.

Then at 2pm,we tot of going to EVM,but it was canceled cz there is an event.Mcm siak!!!So went to the event instead.It's about Guest Service in Sentosa.Yah,it was okie.Learned something out of it.The atmosphere in the LT was totally different!!!I enjoyed it.The rest went home and all.Only I attend the event.

Went home alone and I fall asleep on the bus ehk.From Chevron all the way to my home bus stop.Wah!!Confirm burok sak aku tdo!!!But still,I think I sleep very peacefully ehk.Haha!!Lena abis sak!!Reached home,eat and watched TV then prepare to go werk.Werk werk werk till 1030pm.

While waiting for the bus,RAHMAT *Betta put his name,b4 he banting aku msk dlm longkang* called.Nasib lah dier call,ader jugak teman untuk berbual.Haha!!Aku tau dier rindu aku.Wakaka!!!Reached home,shower then off to bed in my mum's room.Hehe!!My dad wasn't at home so I decided to snuggle up her bed and sleep with her.Hehe!!

Friday
I woke up late ehk!!It was already nine when I woke up.N I woke up bcz Steven msg me asking me where I was.Felt so guilty.Cz I promise myself to go to PIE lesson that morning sey.Haix..So I prepared myself and get ready for school and off I went at 930pm.Reached school and call Steven up.Ijal and him were waiting for me in the canteen.Yah,went to class togeda after getting a light breakfast.

During EVM,I wasnt concentrating too much cz I was busy blog hopping and I discover that I noe lotsa people.Ijal was playing game and Steven was sleeping ehk.Darling was late.After class,went to eat again.Eat with Nana,Ida and Jane.Chat2, laugh2 n off we get to know that there was no BCM.Thanks ehk!!!But still,I went to meet Mr Lee to show him my Ppt presentation.Yah2,so after meeting him,I went to clementi to meet my sweetheart ehk.Dah besar lah sweet heart aku,dah kenal orang ehk and he doesn't me to carry sey.He cried!!!Sedih sey.But when my aunt carry him,he keep looking at me.But when I wanna take him,he cried.Aper sey.Sedih aku.Lesson learned,I got to meet him every week!!!

Yah,so I went home at about 3pm then slept for awhile before going to werk.It was kinda of tired ehk.Byk bdk2 CD plak tu.But tak per lah ehk,dah kene keje,nak buat aper sey.Rahmat called and all.He accompany me on pone.Okie lah tu,atlez jln tak srg2 sey.Hehe!!

Reached home and discovered that everyone were asleep.N found my sis O level result on the dining table.She got 14 points ehk for her L1 R5.Wow!!Amazing bebey!!Good job Dah!!!Yah,okie.So hog online and chat on the pone with Rahmat and MSN with Naz who was at the same time at Rahmat house.Helped him do his frenster and all.Ish,dorang dua nie kan,satu mentel nak mampos,lagy satu plak gatal!!!Haha!!Sajak lah tu korang dua ehk.Slept at 5am.

Saturday
Woke up at 1pm.Had lunch and off to werk.Was supposed to start at 230pm but the moment I step into my werk place,manager asked me to sign in cz not enuf ppl.N it was onli 210pm sey.Yah,so I werk till 11pm.Tired!!

Went home,shower.Then watched this Jackie Chan movie.Cant help but keep laughing and laughing.The show was really funny sey.N I'm a big fan of Jackie Chan sey.Then Dearie called me and told me KYO!!!It's KYO people!!!The guy that made me value my frenship,my family and so many other things.The guy who made me strong!!!He is OUT!!!Yeah!!!Thank Allah for that!!!

I knew they went Johor to meet Kyo and all.Kyo even talk to me on pone but I didnt know it was him.End up talking rudely to him.Haix,regret it.I hope I get a chance to talk and meet him sey.Maybe one day,I'll go Johor with Dearie and Darling togeda and meet him.So yah,slept at 2am.

Sunday
Woke up at 735am,get ready for werk and off I went!!!Werk till 2pm.Had lunch there.My CUTE manager was there!!Haha!!!Tapy,bdk McCafe tu takder lah.=( Okie lah,talked alot with my manager.It was a busy morning and not enuf crew.So even manager had to do werk and all this.Hehe!!

Reached home,prayed then off to take a nap till 7pm.I used my ear-plug so that I could sleep peacefully.My house is alwasy a din if it's on sunday.It's full house bebey!!!

Woke up and prayed and watched PCK final season show then off to dinner with my family at SeriLaut.Met Dearie there with her family.Hehe!!!Okie lah,tasted the food there.Still,I prefer the JooChiat nyer.

Reached home,called Rahmat up.Dier sakit lah.Tu ah,suroh makan panadol tak nak plak.Haix.Mcm ner nak baik.Degil!!!Just hang up with him at 230am just now.He can no longer take it and decided to head for the bed.Hope you get well soon k.

N yah,Indra send me a song just now.He composed the music himself and I was the first one to listen to it.Wow!!I'm honour sey!!It was nice.Cant believe he did that.Hehe!!All the best with u and your band okie...

Best News of the week!!
Release of KYO!!!Im totally happy for Dearie.And he actually saw us when we send his stuff down to AWP.N gerls,did u both remember what I said?"Jgn2 Kyo nmpk kiter sey.Aper kater kiter jerit panggil namer dier."N it is so true that he saw us.The guy who captured Dearie heart.I hope he treat her good.Kalau tak,aku panggil Rahmat banting dier.Haha!!Mcm real ajer.

Shocked of the week...
Haziq msg me and told me that he missed me.He missed the old me who love to joke ard and all.Hey,it's not that I dun wanna joke ard with u anymore but it seems that we are drifting apart.I no longer feel connected to you.Ntah lah ehk,aper reason nyer pon aku tak tau.But I really hope we will get back like we used too.I miss u too sey.I miss you.

K lah ppl,nearly 330am and I'm still not asleep.I have lesson tmr at 9am okie.N I'll be on time!!Promise!!!

Apabila Kau Tiada DisisiKu
Hatiku pun Mula Terasa Sayu
Wajahmu Selalu Terbayang-Bayang Difikiranku
Wahai Sayang....

PS:Dah lamer tak jumper Dora ehk....

3:20 AMY

Okie...I guess I'll reply you guys at the tagboard thru these post k.Too many of you lah.But really,I totally appreciate you guys tagging my board.Ader sikit life ah aku nyer tagboard.Hehe!!

Jane:Kalau psl drg,mmg aku slalu excited giler nyer!!!Haha!!Aku nyer fullstop tertinggal ah sebab tu bbl non-stop.Hehe

Ayen:There's no need for you to tell everybody ehk.It's not impt k.

Hudz:Biaser jgk.Biler part dier jer aku mcm nie.Haha!!Dun mess with u ehk?I'll try not to k..Haha!!

Nana:Aku raser btol ah.Haha!!Ntah ehk.Aku pon tak tau.Dah2,aku dah stop dah psl dier.Maybe ah.Hehe!!Aku tak mentel ah.Aku cumer memuji jer.Haha!!

Rahmat:Aku tak kater pon kau ADIK aku sey.Aku cume put "adik" as a name.My blog,suker hati aku ah.Yah2,I know ur date is only wit HER.Bagos ah kau nyer passion for silat is still burning.Great for u!!N pls ehk,saper yg blg,kau n Naz adr sumting on?

Yani:Aku tak lmbt ah.Aku cumer....Haha!!Okie,I'm late!!=)

Dora:Shopping with u?Def a no!!I cant take it.Sorie,but that's the truth k.Bias ehk.Suker hati lah aper kau nk pikir k.No comment.Fai?ehk?Dier tgk mcm nk mkn ehk?Nasib baik dier tak mkn sey.Hehe!!Lionel Lewis is cute!!Sebok jer!!

2:51 AMY

Nearly 230am and I'm still not in bed.I'm doing my BCM PowerPoint Presentation.N I'm like so brain dead now.Too tired I guess.

Hmm,school start at 11am today but I was slightly late.Reached school around 1120am.Nowadays,I'm so lazy to go school sey.Like no motivation.Hmm,maybe I should do something about this.

Arrived in school,then surf the net.The guys weren't there.Ntah maner dorang pon aku tak tau dan tak nak amik tau dah.Suker hati dorang lah nak datang skola ker tak.Aku dah malas nak jager.So yah,left me with Darling.But we weren't bored or what lah.Jane,Nana,Ida & Yani were all there talking with us.

Had lunch with Dearie and frens.We laughed hard about the Makcik tingy.Haha!!Giler nyer Orbitz!!Muker sampai merah sey dier ketawer.Yah,then we went to LT for this talk.I was like so sleepy that I felt that I'm sleep walking.

After the event,went home straight!!I slept in the bus the moment I board it sey.Confirm burok nyer!!Perduli ah!!Aku ngantok giler sey!!Arrived home n I land immediately on my bed without taking out my socks or even changed!!!Penat!!!My mum was irritated when she saw me in bed that way.But lucky me,she didn't scold while I was asleep like she always did.She must have known that I was too tired.

Woke up at 5pm then prepare to go werk.Yup,werk till 11pm.Gotta know this "new" guy.He's cute!!Haha!!!N Abg Han told me that he longed to know who "siti" is.N only today we met.He has been werking there for long but it's just that my schedule and his doesn't clash.Hehe!!So today was the first tym it does clash.

N my manager drop by.I suddenly realized my manager look so much like Boi.Hehe!!He joked ard with me ehk.But still have that Ah Beng accents.Okie lah manager nie.He helped me alot.Infact,these ppl werking with me always helped me.Eventhou I dun need their help.Baik sgt lah mereka nie smua.

N tonite shift was the best.All in the kitchen were malays.We all kinda went slightly crazy.Abg Han kept singing.N this Kakak was joining him.N Hafiz cant stop cursing and swearing.Even Francis was "high" ehk.Joke dier tak bleh angkat sey!!

Then 11pm,went home after my supper and all.Reached home and shower all.Now in front of comp trying to do my BCM.N school start at 9am tmr ehk.I hope I wont be late!!!

N yah,I dun noe what wrong with me this past few days.I changed my mood very easily.One moment I'll be laughing and joking & the next moment I'll be feeling down and too lazy to talk or even do anything.Just no explanation for it.Nak ckp mood swing,tak mungkin ah.So ppl,sorie ehk if I flare up at u ker or did something which hurt you by saying anything that is wrong.I'll try to control ah k.But do try to understand and don't provoke me if you see my mood is like shit k.Thanks & I'll greatly appreciate it.

K lah..Till den..

Adakah Kau Yakin
Akan Cinta Ini
Adakah Kau Pasti
Ini Akan Bertahan Selamanya

PS:E'ehk,Banyak Nyer org Tag board aku.Happenin plak sey..Haha!!Thanks ehk krg...

2:27 AMY

Something which Darling gave me to read.It seems kinda true ehk...Hehe.Go and read yours ah.Is it true for you all too?=)

:PISCES:.
The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high Sex appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants.Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.


.:VIRGO:.
The Virgin, Dominant in relationships.
Sexy. someone loves them right now.Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

.:SCORPIO:.
The sex addict. Can be mean.
EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.)
(GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

.:LIBRA:.
The lame lover.
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.

.:ARIES:.
The Liar...
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to messwith. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=)Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

.:AQUARIUS:.
Does it in the water..
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

.:GEMINI:.
Nice.
Love is one of a kind. Great listeners.Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing..
VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.

.:LEO:.
The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud.
Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

.:CANCER:.
The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.


.:CAPRICORN:.
The passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants.
BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.


.:SAGITTARIUS:.
The Sexy one.
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna be with..
you might end up crying

.:TAURUS:.
The Tramp Aggressive.
Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want.Extremely outgoing. Sexy as Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

10:06 PMY

I'm so fucking tired.Today I confirm sleep at 10pm!!Right after the LAST episod of The Peak.Elvin Ng is just so cute!!!Wow!!

Saturday
Woke up early in the morning to do my laundry.I woke up at about 930am.Then at 1145am,my manager called.She said I was on schedule that day,2pm till 10pm ehk.I was like so shocked!!!I didn't checked properly the previous day and I tot I wasn't werking.Then I negotiate with her abit and she said "Okie lah,you work from 1pm till 5pm k."Fuuyoooo...Nasib.I already got lotsa plan in hand sey.So quickly prepare mysev and straight off to werk.

Werk was fun that day.Mcm2 hal terjady.It was fun ah.Bdk2 nyer pon bleh tahan jgk ah.Yah,then afta werk,quickly changed cz I had plan with Adik.I was supposed to accompany him for silat at Clementi CC.Adik lambat ehk.I waited for him.Training start at 5pm but we arrived at about 545pm gytu.Star Karat sak!!N let me get this clear,it was damned FAR to walk from his place to the Clementi CC.Patut lah Adik sekarang makin kurus ehk.

Yah,so watched him train.Kesian jugak tgk dier ehk,lagy2 biler part dier kener tendang dgn partner dier.I was kinda of shocked!!But he is okie lah.*I think*N so,afta I watched him train,then I know how Zulfaqar and Imran train.Confirm dorang lagy penat dari Adik sey.Dorang lagy hari2 sey.Haix.Lesson learned.Kalau tak minat,jangan masok silat k.U gotta have that determination and passion to be in the martial arts.

Afta training,went makan with Adik at Mr Prata.Haiz,patut lah dier kurus ehk,makan pon sikit.Tengok dier makan,aku plak yang macam takder selera.But I totally love the Cheese and Egg Prata sey.Sedap Giler!!!!Ikot kan hati,nak ajer aku amik prata Adik,tapy tak nak ah.Nanti tak psl2,aku kener banting dgn dier!!!Went separate ways after the dinner.He got a date.

I went to Bugis.Met Dearie,Darling and Sayang.They went shopping ehk.I didn't follow cz I'm not a big fan of shopping with them.That's why I went to accompany Adik for training.Yah,when I arrived at Bugis,they are still not done.So I went to jalan2 on my own first ah.Bought ear stud for mysev and all.At about nearly 9 plus then we walk to esplanade.Dearie wanted to buy some stuff for her sis.Met Fai there,shocked of the week ehk.Tak pernah2 dier tegur aku sey.N Sayang was already panicky when Fai kept looking at me.Hehe!!

So then,we walk at the way to Lau Pa Sat for supper.Order satay,BBQ chicken and Jellyfish rojak.Makan lah segala ehk.Haix,maner badan tak naik ehk?Makan tak ingat dunia.Yah,so we ate and laugh.Biaser jugak lah.Then Dearie's dad fetched us home.4 and half of us at the beck sit ehk.Sempit!!Tapy tak pe lah.Haha!!Dah biaser jgk.Reached home,shower and receive a msg from Adik.Texted with him for awhile then go to sleep.

Sunday
WERK!!!At the normal tym,9 am ehk.Wah,tired.But the morning crew was fun.Thou we were busy and stuff,but it was great ah.The kids there kept disturbing me cz I was kinda awkward & slow doing all this new stuff but they were patient and all.Nasib lah.The manager was also okie.Kalau tak okie pon,aku kener okie kan lah.Just have to tolerate lah.Like what I've said b4,kener marah ker,kener maki ker,kener aper ker,Im going to tolerate!!!N think positively!!!YEAH!!!

Werk till 430pm ehk.The longest tym ever since I start werk.After werk,accompany Dearie and Sayang buy some stuff then met my mum and had dinner togeda.Yup,all the four of us with my two younger sibling.Went home and shower and all.Then watched soccer!!!SINGAPORE WIN ehk!!!Had fun watching with my family.Macam kat stadium jgk.Shouting and swearing.Haha!!Byk buat doser ah tgk bola nie.N Im so attracted to Lionel Lewis ehk.=)

After watching it,ate my supper which my lil sis cooked.Sedap lah bebey!!Was about to watch TV when Adik call me up.Yah,so we chat till 3am and off I go to bed.

Monday
Lucky for me,my dad send me to school.So I wasn't late and all ah.Went for TPS and it was like so pathetic.Only Darling,Me and Ijal were attending the class.The rest went to this heritage tour ah.Haha!!Kesian kan.Then went for our class event at MPH.Ok2 ah.During the interval,chat with Jane and Nana.Macam dah lamer tak jumper dorang ehk. Hehe!!!Im sure they will be smiling when they read this cz I talked alot.N it was all so.........Haha!!!Biar lah dorang jer yang tau sey.=)

After the event,went to AWP to send Kyo's stuff and all.Sesat jap kat Admiralty ehk.N the police was so sarcastic.He said he was able to hear our voice from distant away.Guess we were too noisy lah ehk.After sending his stuff,we went to Causeway and had light makan2.Went home but we stopped by at Seri Laut ehk.Tak per lah,Dearie nyer pasal,aku sanggop!!!Haha!!!

Reached home.Rest awhile and all.Now in front of computer ah.Moment later,I'm gonna watch my Chinese Drama.Hehe!!!Then I'm gonna head for my bed.Penat ehk!!

K lah...Till den...

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8:25 PMY

Dont Walk Infront,I May not Follow.Dont Walk Behind Me,Cuz I may Not Lead.Just Walk Beside Me and Be My Friend.So meaningful kan!!!I was reading this email from Dearie and discover this.I find it so meaningful and decided to share it with you all....N people!!I'm so happy!!!Haha.You will know soon why.N yah,it's gonna be a very LONG post.So be prepared ehk.

Friday
I didnt went to school sey.I was so tired.Even while watching prison break,I was like half asleep sey.During advertisement,I close my eyes.The moment it ends,I straight head for the bed.I tot of going to Johor with Mum and Dad but kena tinggal cz I woke up late.Ijal called me at 930am and told me he was in school alone,The rest didnt come too.Hehe!!Sorie ah beb!!Kiter penat giler sey.Yah,so I woke up at 2pm and had lunch which my Dad bought for me at Johor.Then rest a bit before getting ready to go Tan Tock Seng Hospital.

After that went to Teck Whye and visit my Uncle Anuar who had an accident while he was working.Half his face is kinda burnt.Just hope he get well soon lah ehk.Then went home.Ajak Baba eat at Clementi.Rahmat told me about the chicken rice there being so nice.So I tot of giving it a try ah.Ntah btol ker tidak.But then,I fall asleep so my dad went home straight.=(

Reached home then watched TV.Hehe!!Tot of watching Dark Water.But I was too scared to watch it ah.So no choice,I went to my room and sleep.Lagy bagos!!Haha!!

Saturday
I woke up rather early.Did my laundry and all.Then by noon,I went back to sleep.Ngantok lah beb!!!Sleep till 330pm then get ready go werk werk werk.After werk,met Dearie and Darling up!!We go arcade!!!Yipeee!!!Dah lamer ehk kiter tak gy.But we didnt race.Too many people.So we decided to go and try our luck in getting this PSP ah.But well,no luck!!So we didnt get.Darling was so fucked up about it ehk.She left the arcade in a puff!!!Hehe.Lek ah Darling,tak tak der rezeki tu.

Afta that,chill awhile before heading home cz I gotta werk the next morning.Went home and took a quick shower and off to bed ehk.Tried to sleep but cant.So msg Rahmat.He wasnt asleep.Then chat on pone till late ehk.Slept at 5am.Fuuyooo...Lamer tu bbl!!!Hakz!!!Biaser jgk ah,bestfren and bestfren kalo dh bbl,dunia pon tak ingat lagy!!!Haha!!!

Sunday

Reached home,ate Dearie Actal's pill.Then I was slightly betta.So I slept till 6 plus.Woke up and did my project,watched Dance Floor and had a great laugh.Rahmat called.Asking if I wanna go watched soccer,S'pore Vs Thailand or not.I was like 'oh,okie.Let me get my gerls first.'Call my gerls and all.N we confirmed going ehk!!Hehe!!

So did my project till late.Our KL trip project actually.I've yet to transfer the video to a DVD.While doing it,I was still on the fone with Rahmat.Afta watching my KL video,I watched this another old video tape.It was 2002 hari raya.Haha!!Had a great laugh and all but Rahmat was pissed.I kept laughing about the video but he cant managed to watch it.N let me tell u,it was really really really very funny.Haha!!How young and innocent ppl used to look.The hair,yes,esp the hair.Mcm se-tong gel ehk letak kat rambut!!!Wakakaka!!!Then went to bed at about 3am.

Monday
First class,TPS.As usual,I was rather early and all.Most group was doing their presentation and all.Me and Darling was busy surfing the net and all.Didnt hear much to what they were presenting.Ijal was late and Steven was sick.Dead sick.He had high fever and keeps vomitting and all.Temperature was nearly 40 degree sey.I was so worried sak.He got three days MC.

So we went go on going for our lesson and as usual,lepak at our SA room.Hehe!!I went off early in totz of buying the soccer tix at Chua Chu kang Stadium.Lady Luck was with us,Yani's cousin has bought it for us.Hehe!!N dear Rahmat was so mentel that he keep changing the number he of tickets he wants.Ish!!Sampai Darling mcm stress ehk kat CCK.

Yah,so we went back to clementi cz Darling wants to buy this tube-dress there.Shop abit then we went home ah.Met Dearie.Gave her some food my mum cooked.Then I went home and sleep till 8 plus.Woke up,n I found the house very very dark.All was out dun noe where.Skali ruper nyer,the car battery was flat and they were at my grandma's lil bro hse at that point of tym.Dah aku keseorangan kat umah!=(

Didnt do much at night.Byk lepak dlm bilik ah.Did some stuff on my own then went to bed.

Tuesday
No class!!Yipee!!!But I still went to sch cz I've got rehearsal with Yani's grp.I was the Emcee for her event ehk,Fun with Pencak Silat.Hehe!!Did it till 145 pm before going to Clementi.I wanted to buy this dress which I saw the previous day.Yup,so I did.It was green colour.I Loike!!Hehe!!Then went to do some of my personal stuff before going to werk till 1100pm.On the way home,talk to Yani about her event all.Run thru it while on the pone.Lucky she call,I got company.

After hanging up with her,Rahmat call me up to confirm about the soccer tingy.End up talking crap and sleep late ehk.Biaser jgk.Bestfren talks!!!

Wednesday
I was early.I have a test.TPS test to be exact.I was like so unprepared for it.But I just sit for it ah.Aper nak buat kan.Darling was late.Ijal too.Then at 930am,the person I least expect to see turn up.It was Steven!!!I was so shocked when I saw him.He was supposed to be on MC sey.Terkejot sejenak.

Yah2,so at 10am we leave the class cz we got AL.Went to Shima hse to help carry the stuff and prepare oursev.We had a briefing by the event organizer.Afta the briefing we set off.Prepare the conference room first since the LT was still occupied.Lepak abis ehk kat saner.

At about 1 plus,I started to do my last rehearsal.Just did it on my own.I was okie at first.When the crowd come,I was still calm and all.I was able to handle it ah.Then when the guest speakers started to calm,I was so nervous ehk.I was like shaking and all.The guests that came were Zulfaqar,Imran,Saeidah and many more lah.N Imran is so CUTE!!!!I'm so mesmerized!!!Haha!!!

I tried to stay clam and all ah.N yah,afta the event,went refreshments with them ehk.Hehe!!Chatted with them and all.Hehe!!I loike!!!Hehe!!*K mas,Stop it ehk*Then took some pix with them.I really appreciate wad Zulfaqar did when he took his pix with me.N he has a dimple!!!Mcm anak sedare aku jgk!!!Hehe!!

Afta the event,Dearie,Darling and me get ready to go to Kallang.We were ready and all.But Rahmat and frens were slow and late!!!Nasib lah tahap kesabaran aku tinggi hari tu.Kalo tak,meletup jgk aku sey!!!Yah,so the 6 of us went to watch the match togeda.Dearie,Darling,Me,Rahmat,Irsyad and Naz.Bunch of crazy ppl!!!It was a great xperience.But me and Dearie mostly layan each other.The rest concentrate too much on the soccer.

Reached home at nearly 1am ehk.The bus driver drive the bus as if we are at the zoo.He drive so slow sak!!Lucky for me,Dearie was around if not I think I will go back to Clementi ehk.I slept on the bus almost immediately afta I board it.

Thursday
I reached sch early.My class has a event at 10am but I was in sch at 930am.Breakfast with Shima,Mai,Huda,Yani & Darling.Steven and Ijal have to help out at Dance Studio with the PA system.The event was okie lah.Njoy the food most.But I didnt eat much ah,ulser sey!!!

Then we had some karaoke session and cam-whoring!!!It was great!!It was fun!!It as njoyable!!!It was the best moment ever!!!I love it to the max!!Esp the pic taking part!!!Hehe!!!We click so well!!Mcm dah bertahun2 kwn gytu ehk.!!!Huda and me was so high cz we had too much caffine.Due to all this,we all went home and didnt go for next lesson.We were dead tired!!!

Reached home and slept till late evening.At night did some uploading of pic taken and watch my final episodes of Prison Break!!!Awwww,Im gonna miss my Scofield.By the way,he look cute when he wear the guard uniform ehk!!!I was captivated!!!Haha!!!Called Rahmat up and comment so much about everything ehk.Tempat ngadu nasib ah kire.Hehe!!

Friday
Didnt go sch.Woke up at 11am.Prepare mysev and go to Macpherson.There is Converse warehouse sale.I shop till I wanna faint ehk.Bought alot of thing for mysev.From head to toe sey!!My dad sae I have to pay for my own shoe.Nasib lah kasut jer.Kalo tak,mampos aku!!Byk brg sey aku beli.=)

Afta the shop2,I felt so hapie!!Hehe!!Then went for lunch plus dinner at Zam Zam restaurant near Sultan Mosque.Afta the went to Bkt Panjang and off to werk from there.Yup,werk till 1130pm.Okie lah,was fun.Manager was in the kitchen,so we kinda had lotsa jokes ard.My manager satu nie,ader sikit cute ah!!Hahakz!!!

N now,I'm updating my blog and chatting with Rahmat.

Oh,yah..I'm thinking of not using my hp anymore.It sucks.Maybe afta I get a new one then I'll continue using it.Darling was unable to contact me sey.Haix..dun noe lah.

K lah...Till den...

PS:Hapie skrg aku dah pakai namer kau?
PS:Sayang,my hp is so cock up!!

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12:36 AMY

The Precious: Ratu Masrurah
Born: Fourth June
My Diamonds: My Family!! =)
My Ruby: Anne & Camy
My Sapphire: Irfan
My Emerald: Rahmat
My Pearl: Ijal & Steven




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