.:``Pretending Is My Best Forte``:.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Hello!!!!!I just came back from Jurong Point and I'm so damned sleepy but I dun want to sleep.If I do,I'll be having a very big difficulties sleeping at night.So yah,I'm trying as hard as possible to stay awake now.

Tuesday
School started at 11am.N I should be able to make on time cz it start late.But I did not.I arrived school at about 1115am.All due to late chatting with Cicakmat ah!!Not blaming you,just blame myself for not waking up early enuf to be in school on tym.Yah2,went for BCM.Didn't do much cz there was a Role-play presentation.Surf the net.Went for lunch afta that with Ijal and Ayen.Steven didnt come cz he over slept.Had lotsa fun during SW.We played badminton like professional!!!Hakz!!!

Went to Causeway with my mum and watch CicakMan!!!!My god!!Gerek ehk cete tu!!!I love it to the max!!It was funny.Very funny.Anyone wanna watch?Ask me to tag along k.I dun mind watching it again sey.Hehe!!!Then went to eat this Ice-cream on waffle.MashaAllah!!Sedap nyer hingga menjilat kaki ehk.It was so delicious.Must bring my Darling and Dearie to try it!!!Confirm they will love it sey!!

Watched the Spore vs Msia soccer match.It was a draw.Okie lah,mostly I spend the night just relaxing.Didn't do much.Then went to bed at 11pm.Didn't watch The OC!!I think I'm going to buy the whole season of the drama serial!!!I think that would be betta!!

Wednesday
I was 5 mins late.Arrived school at 905am.Miss my 815am bus thus the reason I was late.Went for TPS but Mrs Lim haven't arrived so we went for breakfast at the canteen first.I bought alot of food.I think I'm gonna have my menses soon ah.My appetite has been so good and I'm eating alot!!Shared my food with Ijal and Darling ah.Furthermore,if I ate alone,I wouldn't be able to finish it.Afta breakfast,went for class.Some group did their presentation ah.Me and Ijal was surfing the net and Ayen was sleeping.

Went for this Rock gig.Wah!!Totally not my type of genre.So I didn't pay attention.Keep disturbing Shima and Yani.N they were so irritated by me.Hakz!!Sorie gals.Just love to disturb you larh!!Hehe!!After an hour,we were suppose to go for our class and we did.Went for EVM and had our presentation.No preparation at all!!Ijal and Darling never seen the slides before.They were so blur while doing the presentation.Hehe!!Sorie bebz!!!

Afta EVM,suppose to go BCM but Ayen was tired and sleepy so we went to SA room for awhile.Ijal played his games and I just surf the net.Got too carried away and went to clas 45mins late.Mr Lee was kinda annoyed but luckily he didn't scold or wad ah.So yah,after 15mins,class was dismissed!!Hehe!!Macam pathetic ehk.

Went home with Darling,Ijal went to Woodlands.I was so sleepy that I fall asleep instantly after boarding the bus.N I miss my bus stop ehk.When I woke up,I was at Boon lay.Hehe!!I was thinking how come I'm still at Boon Lay sey.I tot I just fall a sleep for a moment.Then I discover that the bus was heading back to Clementi sak.Like so ~Duh~!Changed bus and head home.

Reached home,continue sleeping.I was like so tired.Woke up at 730pm.Had dinner then watched A Idol.Had a good laugh with my bro who was watching with me.Yah2,then had my rehearsal with Steven for our Role-play.Yup,we did it on phone cz we got no tym to meet.After that,call Cicakmat up.

Chatted with him till late ehk.Too much energy cz I slept in the afternoon.N god,he is losing lotsa weight ehk.If only I could lose weight like him.Within 2 weeks,he managed to lose nearly 5kg sak.If only I culd be like him,losing weight so fast.Hey cicakmat,take care of yourself sey.Jgn nanti kau hilang sudah.Asyik lose weight jer.Jgn2 kau amik drugs tak!!!Kau amik drugs ehk!??!?!!Jgn Mat.Aku kater jgn,jgn mat!!

Thursday
I was on time!!!Reached school at 9am.Went to student lounge to help Dearie with her event.Then went to class at 930am.Did a few rehearsal with Steven before we had our presentation.Okie lah.Finally,it's over and done with.Feel so much relieved!!After that,went to LT for Dearie event.It was a Dance Talk.Okie ah.I love the goodie "bottle".Then head for student lounge for refreshments.Wah,lepak abis ehk kat saner.As we ate,we watched John Tucker must die.Gerek plak cete nyer.

Then went for EVM,skali got spot check sak.Shocked sekejap.Afta the spot check,we went home evnthou the class wasnt over.Went to creative den to JP.On the way to JP,all the 3 of us fall asleep ehk.Went I woke up,I realised we have arrived and almost all the people has gone down.Wah!!So piaseh sak.Lincah2 sey tron.Hilarious sey.N I can bet,I look horrible when I sleep,esp in the bus.Hehe!!!N I notice Mr Gilera on the road while waiting for 198!!!Haha!!!

At JP,jln2 with Steven and Darling.Then I went to meet my mum.I dun noe about them.Had dinner at Pizza Hut AGAIN!!!N yah,my lil sis joined us afta sch.Makan2,cete2 den went home.N yah,have on comp since I reached home.Just take a few break here and there for my prayers.

N today,Prison Break is gonna be 2 hours long!!!Im gonna be glued on TV for 3 hours.I wont ans any calls,reply any sms or wadsoever.3 hours!!Yes,cz 1 hour b4 that,I'll be watching my chinese drama serial.Hehe!!I cant wait sey.Betta get all my drinks and titbits ready for the shows!!!

Haziq Haziq Haziq..Here I am again blogging about you.Dont know what has been happeening to you nowdays.You dun sound as cheerful when you called me.I can sense your sadness.I really hope you would share it with me and let me be your comfort.Pls ehk,dun keep everything to yourself.What am I here for?I just miss the old you!!!Yes!!I really do!!!

K lah..till den...

Biar Berputar Utara Selatan
Ku Tak Putus Harapan
Sedia Setia

5:35 PMY

Monday, January 22, 2007

Helo!!Okie,I'm not going to type in the song again.I think it's enuf ehk.Just came back from my nite class.Not just ah,about 11pm just now.

Sunday
Working day!!!I woke up at 12 plus.Very very tired.Had a good nite sleep cz I think I didn't hear anything.Thank a zillion to my ear plug!!!Hahaha!!Had my breakfast plus lunch with mum in the kitchen.Then surf the net b4 getting ready to go off.Yah2,reached early ehk.So lepak2 with the manager first.Okie lah.Kire frenly jgk ah drg.Then had an orientation with Serene.She is my shift manager for that day.Werk,werk,werk.Till 8pm.

During werk tym,something funny happened ah.N guess who I laughed with?I laughed alone ehk.Macam bodoh ah.But I really couldn't control ah.I was like a mad person.Must find kakis to laugh with me ah.

Went home and text Sayang.Sayang was so excited about me working and stuff.Lek ah Sayang,I can handle it lah k.B tau lah aper B buat k.N I'm doing this not only for myself but my family and u too k.

Reached home,watched Dance Floor then this Dilema Wanita on suria before going to bed.While watching all these TV shows,I was still text-ing with Sayang.So slept at 11pm.

Then at 1240am,receive a text msg from Sayang.Sayang couldn't sleep thinking of some problem.Yah,exchanged text msges with Sayang with eyes half open.But I was still aware of wad's going on k.No worries k Sayang.

Monday
Woke up at 730am even thou I set my alarm clock at 720am.My mum woke me up.Yah,so had my shower and all.Received text msg from Darling and Ijal.Replied them and chop chop get ready for school.

Reached school at 855am!!Early ehk!!Very early!!N nowadays,Darling LOVES going to school early with me cz Darling get to take the same bus as Blondie.Okie,he's cute.Then went for TPS class,but didn't do much cz of teacher wasn't there.Joke2,laugh2 with Ijal,Steven and Darling ah.Sampai kener marah ehk.Tu ah,dah besar mcm gajah pon tak tau nk behave!

Afta class,went to Fuad Rahman talk.Shall not comment too much.Those who went there will know what it is like.But still I enjoyed myself with Fuad singing his song.I like!!!I even bought his CD!!haha!!Okie,Im not a big fan of rock but still I bought it cz I have xtra cash in hand and I get a free photo and autograft okie.Yah,all for $10.Now,Im proud to say I have two local singer CDs.

Went for lunch with them all.Lotsa stupid shitty stuff happened during lunch.I almost cant finish my lunch cz I feel like vomiting seeing wad Ijal and Steven did to Ayen.My God!!!I cant stand it ehk.Quickly get them to SA room.I know I'll be able to glued them to the computer in there.N yes,they are glued to the comp the moment we reached there.No nonsense.

2pm,EVM class.But was too carried away watching Ijal playing his game that we went in class at 230pm.As we all know,during EVM lesson,Steven will always fall asleep.Followed by Darling then Ijal n lastly me.But today,only Steven fall asleep.Darling wasn't able to fall asleep cz ahem ahem is very near her.Hakz!!Me and Ijal was like concentrating abit ah.Yah,onli abit.At 3pm,Steven had to go.Paham2 jer lah.The rest of us stayed till lesson end which is at 345pm.

Waited for Dearie.She had to meet Malcolm.Dearie,I know you are going thru a rough situation now.But hey,do relax okie.No point getting fucked up with this kind of people.They are not worth your anger and your tears and your wateva.So pls k.Just ignore them if you want to.But dun angry2 with everybody lah k.Takot tau gegerl.

Went home with Dearie and Darling.Fall asleep almost instantly ehk.Woke up and there I was at Boon Lay Sec bus stop.Woi!Lamer tu tdo.Darling alight also I didn't notice ehk.Went home,had dinner,shower,pray then lepak at my bro room with him.

Lepak abis ah kire nie.Baring2 with my bro,tease each other like nobody biz until my mum scold as we were too noisy ah.Hehe!!Biaser ah,me and my bro always like this.He is just so irritating sey!!!I cant stand his voice!!Hakz!!!Then get ready for our night lesson at Teban.

Reached home,chased him out of the comp room cz I want to use it.Since he has this "study week",he has been hogging on the comp like 24 hours sey.So damned frustrated!!!N yes!!Tonight,I get to use it!!

As for now,Im chatting with Cicakmat.Hakz!!I noe how u feel k.Hehe!!!Wont say it here,nanti malu plak kau!!!Wakakaka!!!!=D

K lah..Till Den...

Relaku Menunggumu
Seribu Tahun Lama Lagy
Tapy Benarkah Hidup
Aku Akan Selama Ini

PS:Darling and Dearie,Please ehk,dun stress yourselves up over small things.Look on the positive side of life k.Love you both!!!Muax muax muax!!!

11:43 PMY

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Burp!!!Im full sey.Just had my dinner plus supper.Yup2,packed from Jurong East!!My Nek Mok cooked today.Yum,yum!!Sedap lah beb!!N Im so happy lah today.Hehe!Will go into detail later k.

Thursday
I was early ehk.Okie,not so early ah.I reached abt 920am,usually I reached at 930am.I'm making a new goal this mth and that is to come school by 9am if possible.N here is the GREAT part,when I enter class at 920am,there was NOBODY in class ehk.Only me and Mr Lee,my BCM teacher.My spirit was dampen ehk.I was like so fucking early and then there was nobody!!!Mcm Sial ah!!!Okie,wadeva.So I called Dearie up.She said that Imran Ajmain was having a talk in the Lecture Theater(LT).I was like "Really?!".I wasn't so into him ah but I love his song seribu tahun lagy.Then Dearie dampen my spirit by saying "Alamak,they said the LT is already full ah baby."I was so mangkok!!Okie,nvrm.I sat thru BCM class with Mai and the gerls.Then at 10am,Ijal came.Went thru class together.But let's get this straight,we weren't concentrating.Ijal was busy text-ing and I was busy talking on the pone.Hehe!!

Mr Lee let us off at 1030am.I called Dearie and Darling up.They were at the LT,meeting Imran.Drag Ijal to LT with me cz I wanna meet Imran.Wah!!Sampai jer LT,lotsa students were taking pics with him and asking for his autograft.Aku pon kaypoh2 ah.Hehe!!I took 2 pixs with him alone.Went back to Dearie and Darling and show them the pics.Then Dearie told me Sleeq was there.N I goes "who the hell is sleeq?!".Totally no idea bebey.N she said he is Imran lil bro.I was like oh,okie.Dearie said he is hansem.I find him rather cute too.Cute ajer.Hehe!!Dearie asked me to take pixs with him.I was okie.Lagypon,the guy is cute pe.Went down.Instead of just taking with Sleeq,I took together with Imran again.So I'm in the middle ehk.They are tall lah.So I asked them to bend lower so that I dun look too short.U can have a look at the pic on my frenster k.

Okie,afta that we went for our lunch.Lapar ehk aku.Steven arrived soon after that.Had lunch togeda.Afta lunch,went to LT again.This tym there was a talk by Trinaqi production.Annebelle francis and Diyana Halik were there to give a talk about their production.The talk was okie lah.But I love the dance performer betta.Drg nyer dance move was power to the max sey!!!Dearie and Darling like the white-tee guy.Hakz!!!

Afta the talk,we went to cityhall for excursion organise by our classmates.We went to this Civil Defence heritage Museum.Quite fun.Of cz ah.Dearie was there.Darling and Steven was also there.Aper lagy!Mesti ah gerek!!!Crap with Mai,Hudz,Yani and Shimz.That add even much more fun!!Yipee!!!Haha!!!Afta the outing,rush to JP.Had a date with my mummy,lil n elder bro.Went for lunch plus dinner at PIZZA HUT AGAIN!!!Hehe~!!!

For the first time in the world,I had a part time job.hehe!!Serious!!Totally damned serious!!!So that Thursday was my OJE.It was from 6pm till 10pm ehk.I was lucky.The staff there was frenly.But I dun like the fact that they call me Siti ah.It sound like Cynthia okie.Haha!!!Had a few laughter by myself ehk.Seeing some ppl just make me wanna laugh ah.Well,I've set my mind that no matter wad that is gonna happen in this job,I'll just see the positive side of it.Kener marah ker,kener maki ker,penat ker,aku akan redha!!!Hehe!!

I miss a lil moment with my Mr Miller.But nvrm,at least I get to meet him for awhile ah.Bleh lah tu.Afta watching him,had my shower and pray before hitting my bed!!!

Friday
I was early!!Yes!!I was on time.I reached school at 9am okie.9am!!Hit my goal ah!!Love myself for it!!Haha!!!Went for PIE.But didn't stay long cz Steven is going to have his debate.So me and Darling accompany him to meet Mr Lee.While he was discussing with him,we went to SA room.1015am,we went to LT for the debate.Steven was the 1st speaker.I know he was unprepared for it.His voice was rather soft ehk.Hehe!!But still,I salute his confidence.=) Ijal came 1/2 hour afta that with Nash.Our class didn't won ah.But atleast we are the runner up.Okie lah tu kire.

Had lunch togeda afta that.Had Nasi Lemak.Been craving for it sey.Then had a few chats and laughter togeda before all head home.Well,as for me,I went to meet my sweetheart.My only sweetheart.Hehe!!Saper lagy kalo bkn Mr Irfan Azhary!!MashaAllah!!Cute lah anak sedare aku srg nie.!!!Love him to the max!!!He was very restless that day ehk.He dun want to sit down sey.So I had to carry him jer.But nvrm,I like.N that day,he keeps shaking his head ehk.Like as if he is saying "no".Everything I ask,he shake his head."Irfan nk susu?".He shake his head."Irfan nak tdo?".He shake his head.Haha!!Cute ah.I like!!!Hakz!

Went home at 3pm.Had a nap till 530pm b4 preparing to go to Masjid Alkaff.Since it's the New year in the Islam calender,there was some zikir and baca yassin at all mosque ah.But my dad decide to go to Masjid Alkaff cz there is this Sheikh from Mecca coming to gv some syarahan.Yup2,so went there.Stayed till late.Reached home at 1130pm and checked my hp.3 miss call from Sayang,1 from Dearie and 1 sms frm Cicakmat.Didn't call Sayang back cz I know she will be asleep.Text Cicakmat and gradually fall asleep.I think it was like at 1230am.

Saturday
Too much stuff happen.Morning rush!!!Went to Pioneer Mall for my injection.Then Giant for some grocery shopping with Mummy.Then to Jurong Point for breakfast plus lunch before doing some shopping.Go home at 1pm and had my nap.Woke up at 330pm and get ready to go to S'pore Arts Museum(SAM).B4 that,had to do some admin stuff.And waited for Dearie,Darling and wanie.

Went to cityhall and reached there at about 615pm.Struggle to find the place ah.Nvr been dere b4 ehk.Yha2,but finally we managed it alright.Bought the tickets and stuff.The event was called Speakeasy.it's like a hiphop gathering ah.Whereby,they'll intro new groups to us.Okie,Im actually not a big fan of hiphop cz I nvr understand what they rap about.But being a saint,I decide to go cz I accompany Dearie.And I tot I may get some new experience ah.Slalu lepak jer,skrg gy bende2 mcm nie plak ah.It wsa okie ah.Thou I still dun understand wad the rapper rap or sing about but I appreciate their effort and salute their confident.

Rauzan was launching his new album in which I bought it okie.I just have this feeling that he is going to make it big.His vocal is alright.I've not listen to the whole album yet but heard few tracks of it.Okie ah,I was able to figure out what he was singing ah.Okie,good.N I bought his cd cheap ehk.Only $10!!!And even get a free autograft with "Mas Love" written on it and 2 picture with him.Hakz!!!Happy ehk saya!!

Not only that,I took picture with Imran again at SAM.But didnt take it with Sleeq.Dearie did!!Hakz!!Confirm happie sey dier!!!Then chop2,had to rush to JE.Went home with Wanee Orbitz.We were crazy ehk.Tak sangker pnn nie pn giler mcm aku jgk.We keep laughing on the way back home sey.I think my stomach hurt ehk.

Reached home at about 11 plus.Text with Sayang.Then went online and chat with Cicakmat and Sayang.N being me,I accidentally kick the plug and my computer turn off.Too lazy to on back so I went for bed.Read my 8 days.Rain is on the front page ehk!!N he is having his gig today at 8pm!!!Hakz!While reading my 8 days,Rauzan was rapping at the background.=) Fall asleep while reading the magazine.I tink it's about 245am ah.N I stuff ear-plug into my eyes ehk.Cz I know sunday morning is always noisy in my house.My lil sis will be busy cleaning the room while I"M ASLEEP!!!

Yah,Im working today.4pm till 8pm.Hope it will be a happy werking tym!!Hakz!!!

My god.Long entry for this post.Hakz!!Sorie ehk....I think I went into too much detail ah.But nvrm lah ehk.Krg suker kan.wkakaka.

K lah...Till den...

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ku punya banyak teman lelaki
sepertinya ku kan bahagia

1:00 AMY

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Hello How are you,Love your hair, Love your shoe.Hakz!!Okie,I know that's lame.But each time I said hello,I feel like singing this song.Hehe!!

Yeah,I'm over and done with my EVM event.Yipee!!I'm sure the rest is happy too sey.We are so over with this!!Okie,let's see what happened on that day....

I woken up at 815am by Ayen's phone call.I was supposed to meet all my group member at 9am in school.Hell Shit!!I was late.Just when I hang up on Ayen,Ijal called.Wah!!All was already on the way to school sey.I was late!!LATE!!!Argh!!Panic sey.So I quickly had my shower,dress up and brisk walk to the bus stop.Macam Cartoon lah sak!!Hehee...

On the way to school,Ijal called me up saying he will get the things from Shim hse and bring to school.Phew,I no need to rush to Shim hse sey.Waited for Ijal at Admin office then went there to get help to set up our PA system in Dance Studio.Ijal was in charge of this.While Mr Jamal and him busy doing that,Ayen and me started to arrange the chairs,sweep the floor and stuff ah.Everything was almost settled by 11am.Then Steven came.Did his sound check and all.

Went for breakfast plus lunch.Was damned hungry lah sak!!!After that,assigned Ijal and Steven to get Ice while me and Ayen set the refreshments table up.After Ijal and Steven came back,we make the drink and all.Yah,by 1230pm,all the food arrived.Pyja came.Invited guest lah konon.Wah!!She dress up really well ehk.Okie,I know she is so called our "main Sponsor' lah kire kan.

Then at 1240pm,the speaker arrived.Wah,the speaker look different ehk from the pix he gave me.Almost couldn't recognise him sey.He was the one who approached me.Yah,okie.So help him out in setting up the laptop and stuff.Malu ehk saya bobal dgn dier.It's like so awkward sak.Hehe!!N he has 5 Cs tau.My god!!

Yah,1pm came.People came.The crowd was okie lah.At least 2 classes was there.So I'm okie with it.That was also my targetted number of people.The talk wasn't long.Great talk ah.After the talk,the audience get to have their refreshments.And I went to send the speaker back to carpark and send him off.Hehe!!I was just trying to be a good host.

Yah,went back to the place and people were eating and all.Didn't eat much ah.Like no mood.But I ate my honeydew alot sey.Chat with Pyja,Ijal,Ayen,Steven all on the bench.Lotsa laughter were shared,moments that can never be replaced with money or wadsoever lah.

After all had gone,Ijal and me cleaned up the area and wast everything.Steven n Ayen cleaned up the dance Studio.Managed to clear everything before 4pm ah.Then Ijal and Steven went home first.Pyja,Ayen and me went to meet Mr Chin to returned the keys.Went home togeda.

Had our dinner togeda at Gek Poh KFC.Lotsa laughter were shared ehk.I think if we didnt tone down,we would have been chased out of the place sey.I dun noe what we laughed about,but I do know that my stomach hurt from the laughing and Pyja cried.Haha!!Continue laughing and laughing till I was SLAPPED by Ayen.Ouch!!Sakit sey adn people in the bus looked at us.Yah,slapped!Well,she always does that to me.I'm like used to it sey.But it still hurt thou.

I was dead tired when I reached home.But I wanted to watch PCK and The Arena so I didn't sleep first.Then watched The Peak,great drama ehk.I Like!!After that then I went to sleep.Though of waking up at 1245am for The OC but didnt managed to.So I missed OC!!Fark!!!N guess wad,eventhou I slept early,I was still late for my class.I woke up at 815am eventhou I set my arlam at 715am.Haiya!!!Terok ah!!

Today was great!!I just came back from my lunch plus dinner with Leah,Ayen N Steven at PIZZA HUT!!!Yes,pizza hut.Since some people couldn't join me this friday,so might as well, I go with them today sey.Yup2,had great fun and laughter there.And ONE funny incident happened that make one of us heart STOP for 2 second.Hehe!!It was a disaster!!Imagine talking and burping at the same time.N you witness it first hang.I'm sure you will laugh your ass off.We laugh for a long tym ehk.And being me,I stopped for awhile then continue again.Hehe!!

Haha!!I just love eating with them larh!!Gerek ah!!Let's go again but when we have enough cash ah.I know now all our cash are depleting.Me too!!!=(

School is getting better and better each day!!!!I like.Like I've always said,with Steven,Ijal and Ayen around,I'll nvr get bored in school.NEVER!!!I love having them around.They are my joy and laughter.Love you people ehk!!!Hehe.

N yah,Dearie gave me a good news today.Eh,no.She gave me the good yesterday but I only get to see the letter today.Hehe!!There you go Dearie,didnt I tell you he will be out soon.I hope he changed for good.I'm happy for you too k.I want to meet him ah.I want to him the guy who has make you be a stronger gerl.Well,he make me stronger gerl too.From him,I learned to treasure my family and friends.

Hmm,k lah..i tink that enuf for today.I'm dead tired ah!!N yah,finally,I've found out who is tagging my board.Hehe!!You ah,biaser ehk!!Jgn buat lagy!!Lain kali tulis namer btol sendiri k!!

Kurasakan Pudar Dalam Hatiku
Rasa Cinta Yang Ada Untuk Dirimu
Ku Lelah Dengan Semua Yang Ada
Ingin Ku Lepas Semua

PS:I'm going to be a very busy Gerl soon.

5:15 PMY

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Hey Hey Hey!!Hello, how are you, love your hair, love your shoe. Hehe!! A new song I learn from Steven. Cute sey the song. Hakz!

Okie,I know it has been nearly more than a week since I last update my precious and beloved blog. Not that I'm coming up with excuses,but what I'm going the type is all the truth and nothing but the truth. * Macam Naik Court Plak* Hakz!

Reasons:
1. My mouse was spoiled. It couldn't move and sometime it get stuck.
2. I'm busy doing my EVM proposal
3. My bro took control of the computer almost everynite

Okie,that was more or less the reason why I didn't update my blog.So let's back track wad I did last week.It was rather happening ah.N furthermore,it was the first week of school!!Hehe!!Met all my sweethearts everyday sey.

Monday
Came to school rather late.Steven wait for me at the canteen.He was on time.Ijal and Ayen was even later than me.So no big deal.Did some revision cz we were going to have our test soon.Yah,after which when for BCM but didnt do anything much.Then went to SA room,Ijal n me used the computer while Ayen N Steven enjoy their 1 hour nap.2pm,went for EVM.Didn't stay long.Went out at 3pm as I got something to attend to.Met Pyja and went there togeda.After my appointment,I discover Steven and Ayen came by.So shocked to see them around.Didn't expect them to come.After that,went for dinner together at Westmall.Great ah!Gerek bebey!!!I love it!!!

Tuesday
Ayen didn't come school.She took too much pills that she couldn't wake up.So left me,Ijal n Steven only.Went lunch.Then SW whereby, we went to the gym.All went crazy in there.Macam tk pernah gy gym gytu ehk.Haha!!But had fun and all.It doesn't feel right to have one of us missing ah.So the vibe wasnt really there.Went home,stop by Ayen's house then Pyja house before reaching my own house.Did my proposal till 5am.And at the same tym,trying to study for my EVM test.Wah,penat ehk!!

Wednesday
Went to school late.Even Ijal and Steven managed to reach school before me.Miss TPS lesson.Then went to SA room for nap time.Sleep till we nearly miss next lesson sey.Too tired.All were struggling to go to next class.The moment we arrived,we all sleep sey.I guess all were just too tired.Did our EVM test.When to NUH and visit my Mak Long but before that,went to donate my blood at the blood donation centre.Wah,this time the pain is much worse ehk.That poke the needle very deep sey.Even till today,the bruise is still there.Ouch!Went home and sleep,Wake up at 2am to finish my proposal and once again sleep at 5am.

Thursday
Normal!Woke up late.Went school at 11am instead of 9am.Yah,miss the 1st lesson.Continue doing proposal in school and all.Did admin stuff as a group.I got to say this.I'm very PROUD of my group members.They are all very committed and responsible!!Im lucky to have them!!!I was like so sleepy sey.My eyes are like half open and couldn't concentrate much.Luckily,went I started to talk nonsense,they all like wake me up into reality.Hakz!!Thou,I was tired and all,but I still accompany my dear Fav Boyfren to Queensway.He need to buy some stuff and I kinda of pity him cause none were free to go with him.So being a good saint,I accompany him!

It was raining heavily when we wanted to go home.So we chill at MCD 1st.Had our dinner then went off at about 5pm.This time I went home and print all the neccessary document needed to be submitted and slept rather early this tym.I slept at 2am.

Friday
Yup,so submitted all my reports and proposal.Finally,all was done.Kinda tired and all but I think it was worth it ah.Went home and I was running a temperature.So was my mum.So I slept till 8 plus.Sayang came by to get her laptop and pass me some stuff.Yah,then msg Sayang and chat with Cicakman till late.Slept at 5am again.This tym not bcz of proposal or wadeva shit but I watched DVD.

Saturday
Lepak abis ehk.Woke up at 4pm,Just to watch Mr Wentworth Miller.Then we back to bed and continue sleeping till 7pm.N I woke up also bcz Dearie and Darling called me up.They wanted to go out but I was too tired plus lazy ah.So we end up going to Dearie home and lepak there till late.Since no one was at her house,we felt like it was our home.We cooked,puff and did so many things.Just like as if it was our house and we lived there togeda.Went home at abt 11 plus and hog on to the computer before calling talking on the fone till dawn.

Sunday
Woke up early to go breakfast with MUMMY!!Hehe!!Yup2,I woke up at 930 am eventhou I slept at 5am okie.Shop2,eat2 then went home.Help mum to cook before I went to bed n slept till 6pm.Woke up and get ready to go to visit my Mak Long again.After which,went to WestCoast for dinner plus supper.Went home,called Sayang up and chat till 2am before hitting the bed.

Monday
Get my dad to send me to school.I was late.Then went to meet Mr Chin regarding our EVM.We are gonna have our event tmr.Yes,tmr!!!We are the 1st group to do it ehk.Yup2,scary sey.Hehe.
Went to buy some stuff with Ayen at Sheng Siong.Lepak ehk.Hehe!!First tym did shopping with her sey.Hakz!!Gerek ah.Bleh buat lagy.Then wait for Ijal to fetched the goods and send to Clementi.Saw this one guy.Very cute ah.Let's name him Gilera.Fuuyoo,cute giler bebey!!!Before this,I met him before but he wasnt as dark as he is now sey.Haix,if he is fair,cnfrm cute gilernyer!!Hakz!!K Mas,Stop ehk.Pls ehk.

Ziq,dun noe what's been going thru your mind.You seems to be a different person now.I no longer able to connect with you.You've changed.Alot!!Be it physically or wad.But remember Ziq,I will still be here the same person who has always been there for you.I'm not going to changed that.I hope you are happy with what you are doing now and don't regret it in future.Love you!

N yah,been getting lotsa werid people tagging my board.Saper lah hamba-hamba allah nie smua ehk?Langsung aku tak kenal!!!But nvrm,it's okie.So long you dun create trouble for me.

Okie,so today I'm gonna have my event.Jgn lupe dtg!!haha!!

K lah..Till den people..

Aku Redha Apa Yang Berlaku
Berbahagia lah Oh Sayang Ku
Kelukaan ku Ini Usah Lah Kau Perduli
Biar Ku Berduka Dalam Tangisan Rindu

PS:Im Scared!!!HAkz!!

12:18 AMY

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Helo!!I just came back.N ermz,Im not feeling too well.But luckily Dearie came to my house n gave me this Actal pills which supposed to cure gastric pains.Of course ah kena gastric.I didnt eat anyting till 6 plus.I was feeling so weak just now but felt slightly betta after taking the pills.Thanks ehk Dearie!!Appreciate that you came by!!Seeing you and half the pain was gone!Serious!!!

Okie,so I went to Causeway yesterday.My dad,mum n both older n younger bro followed.So we went to Cold Storage.I took everything that caught my eyes and also stuffs that I feel like eating.Shop2,take2 den head for the cashier.My dad even bought me n my bro Honey Roasted Chicken each!!!Wah!!Hehe!!

After that,went to Bukit Panjang and visit my Granny.She cooked soup tulang.Wah!!Sedap ehk!!Had two servings.Went home at abt 6 plus.But we stop by somewhere for dinner first.Reached home then lepak in my room cz my lil sis isnt ard.Then my mum started to call me out cause she discover that I bought lotsa chocz.Hehe!!I bought one big packet of Boost!!Steven is the one who make me addicted to it.N also I bought a box of Ferrero Rocher.Okie,I know it was a bit overboard ah.But it's my fav chocz sey.

My dad just shook his head.Then I was kinda rebelious and said "Next tym dun bring me ah if I cannt buy anyting."Then my dad said "I can bring you along but keep your hand to yourself.Dun keep taking stuff.You wanna me go bankrupt ah".N he was making this funny face and I cant help it but laugh.Haha!!

So went to watch Kuliah Cinta.Jiwang ehk cete!!Afta that watch Supernatural.Hansem sey the guy.Haha!!But not as hot as my Mr Wentworth Miller!!Wakaka!!Then went to my room and lepak again.It's like been so long I didnt have the room to myself.Texted with Sayang.Read magazine.On a slow music at the background.Wah!Feeling abis sey!!Hehe!!Then at 2am,Darling called and we chatted till dawn.Laugh and joke abt many things.It's like so long since we chatted on fone sey.Hehe!!Nice chatting with you Darling.

Woke up at 3pm and get ready to meet my sec sch frens for dinner.But all was late.So I head for my game in arcade first.Then meet Lewis and we head for CityHall.Alight at JE for a moment cz we had to wait for Mija n lil Isha.Yah,lil Isha followed.Hehe!!It was kinda great having her ard ah.Disturb her lil bit,tease her but then I kena punish ehk.Her 'kakak' was very fierce.Cannt talk to Isha rudely lah,cannt disturb her lah,cannt scold her lah.Everything also cannt.

Reached Cityhall then I took over lil Isha.Her mum has to wait for her dad.Yup,so me and Sayang took care of her.Luckily she didnt cry or wad ah.Went to ate at Cavana.Had my Lemon Chicken Rice.Dearie,I had Lemon Chicken rice and I remembered you sey.I love you love it too.=) Yup2,afta eating went to esplanade and joke ard,talk and many more lah.Me and Mija just couldnt stop laughing sey.Esp the Donald Duck part sey.Laugh n laugh till Lewis couldnt take it sey.Hehe!!

At about 915pm,Mija has to go.Lil Isha needs her rest.Okie,we understand.So the rest decided to WALK to PS to fetch Adeq afta werk.Yah,we walk n walk n walk.Penat ehk.Tak sanggop sak aku nk buat lagy.So Adeq finished werk at 1030pm.So went to Macdonald and waited for her.Had light supper with them.After which,all went home.Ananthi and Pyja gotta get home b4 11pm.

So yah,I reached home kinda early that night.Usually I'll reached at 12 plus but that day I managed to reached home b4 12.Of cz my mum was hapie and all.I was home early mah.Luckily I reached home early.I wasnt feeling too well when I reached home sey.Had this gastric attack!!!Wah,it has been along tym since I had one sey.I was like so weak.I vomitted everthing I ate out!!Wah,I feel so terrible.Texted Dearie and complain to her.I think I complain too much that she became worried sick and came by my house to send some pills.Awww!!!I was so touched!!!Thx Dearie.

Afta taking the pills that Dearie gave,I felt much betta.So went to do my proposal.But get then went out of mood afta few pages.Yah,so went to chat with Sayang and Cicakman aka Best Fren.Hehe!!Chat2 and chat till dawn.Then went to bed at abt 4 plus.

Lately he has been on my mind and keep coming to me non-stop.Not that I hate it but Im worried abt him too much.Haziq * I spelled his name wrongly at the previous post n get a scolding*.Yup,he is the guy Im missing right now.I texted him several day b4.N he called me up.Okie,he sound as if he is happy.Maybe he is.I wanna meet him ah!!I really do.But when?When do I get to meet him?Im so busy sey.I really pity him sey.I dun care what the situation is but Im gonna stick and support you all the way.Yup,even if you are in the wrong.Im sure you have your reason why you do it.Call me up k dear.

Darling has not been feeling well for the past few days.Pity her sey.Darling,you take care k.Jgn tk dtg skola plak sey.Kesian kan lah aku.Hehe!!I'll bring some pills for you tmr aite.Hope you get betta soon.Sayang is also not feeling well.She is having this flu.Haix.Everyone is not feeling well.Gerls,we gotta take care of ourselves sey.Let's all get well soon k.N yah,cicakman,You get well soon too aite.Msg me if you are not well.

Ermz,k lah..Till den...

Bukan Kemahuan ku
Bukan Kehendak ku
Atas Kegagalan Cinta Ini
Ku Turuti Jua
Atas Kehendak Mu
Walaupn ku Sedar Pahitnya Bagiku

PS:Get well soon everybody.

12:49 AMY

Thursday, January 04, 2007

I'm over the moon!!!I'm so hapie!!I guess the past two days has been my happiest day since new year!!!Haha!!!!

Yup2,so I met my group members at our usual port.Set the time at 430pm but as usual I was the first one to arrived at exactly 425pm.None had arrived even when the clock show 430pm.So had my breakfast plus lunch plus dinner.Half way thru eating Steven came,he ate with me.To be exact,my fries jer.Den Ijal came.N we kinda get down to discussion almost immediately.Few mins later,we changed table cz our table was so small.Then Steven went to get his food.

Yah,at nearly 5pm,Dearie n Darling came!!!Miss them so much!!!Poor thing,Darling was sick.I really appreciate that she came sey.Yup,so we get down to serious discussion and I assigned everybody their werk.Wah!!We were dead serious sey.All was totally focus but of course there were tyms where Steven n Ijal crack up some jokes and we all had a great laugh.I really appreciate their hard werk that day.Hey,it's not easy getting them to focus sey.But they did.

We stayed focus for few hours.Then at 7pm,I couldnt take it any longer.I got to rest.Penat sey!!So Dearie,Darling,Steven n Me went out to take a breather.Inhale all the fresh air outside.Hakz!!Ijal was with his gerl,Nash.Yah,we kinda gave them so tym alone lah.The rest of us had a talk while taking our breather.Something are just meant to happen.

After the break,we start our werk again.But we were all very tired.So we kinda finish off the important stuff then we start to lepak togeda.Look at the frenster profile using Nash's laptop and had a few good laugh.Had some chocz that Steven brought along.Aww!!N I love it.White chocz sey!!My fav!!I really appreciate it!!

Then went head to MRT station and goes seperate ways.Ijal n Nash went home.Me,Dearie and Darling went to JP.Steven head for the east side.Not sure where he is going.So Me,Dearie and Darling went to our fav hang out place------>THE ARCADE!!!Had two races.In which,both I lose to Darling n win once to Dearie.I was actually laughing most of the tym cz the way Darling drive her car was like as if she was drunk.N I really tink she wants to bring home the steering wheel sey.Haha!!Dearie was also driving like a mad person.Crashing into my car each tym I pass her.Haha!!We all cant stop cursing each other when we hit each others car.Haha!!I love playing the arcade games with them.

When Dearie n Me took 242 home,our bus nearly colided with another bus sey.N if the bus were to hit each other,I wuld the 1st person who will be hit sak!!I was already screaming in the bus when I saw the another bus.It was freaky sey.I thank god immediately when nothing actually happen.Phew~!

N as for today,Im happy cz my Sayang is home!!Yup,home!!Hehe!!Welcome Home Sayang.We meet on saturday k.Tmr I cant ah.Damned busy Sayang.Hope Sayang understand B k.When we meet on saturday,we lepak with Dearie and Darling skali okie.Im sure they wanna meet you too Sayang.=)

N lotsa things been happening that are reasons for why Im happy.Darling called me and inform me of some stuff.Hehe!!I'm happy for you Darling.As for Dearie,your happy days is coming aite.Just be patient and it will come.But dont forget to tell me all about it when you receive it k.=)

Hmm,been thinking alot abt dis one fren of mine.I totally pity Hazik sey.Hazik was one of the best person I know.He is always dere everytime Im in trouble.He knows when Im in trouble and wuld help me out almost instantly.N yet this has to happened to Hazik.I really hope Hazik is able to handle this.Im here okie if you need me.You know where to get me.My hp is always on just for you dear.Call me up and I'll be dere for you like you always do.Dont keep it to yourself.I know you are reading this.So plz,do call me up k.You have been on my though since you msg me.So Hazik,pls k.

My lil sis is gone for camp.Two days sey.Now,I have to do the house chores.Yup,n I did the laundry in the middle of the night cz I cant get up early in the morning.My mum will bring the laundry out in the morning.Yah,I have to fold them.She used to be doing all this cz she is not schooling but now she has start sch,so I have to help out ah.Okie,not complaining but just expressing my feelings.

As for today,my dad has 'booked' me.We are going out afta his friday prayers.N gez where we are going.We are going to causeway point with my mum cz he got this Cold Storage voucher that he wanna use it.So I'm lucky as I get to buy stuff I want!!Haha!!I just love my Baba!!=)

Ermz,okie lah..Till Den....

Mengapa Engkau Dustai Cinta Yang Murni
Sedangkan Kau Tahu Cinta Ku Suci
Kau Robek kan Jiwa Akhirnya
Tanpa Perduli Ku Kecewa

ps:I cant stand how you treat him.Im sorie but I really do!!

ps:Im totally extra hardwerking today.That'z the reason I put lotsa colours in my post.Hehe!!

11:52 PMY

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Happy New Year!! Okie,I know Im a bit too late.But at least I do wish sey.N my New Year celebration wasnt as great as my Darling,Dearie n maybe Best fren.I was at home watching the countdown as I was sick!!!My flu and cough just gets worst and worst.Argh!!

Okie,let's back track my days.Yup,so I did really stayed at home on saturday.Woke up really late due the pills I took.The effects was really great ehk.The moment I woke up,I felt really hungry.So had my breakfast cum lunch.After which,helped my mum with more cutting and preparation for the next day.Went to wash the car with bro in middle of the night.Like so ~Duh~.Luckily my bro did most of the washing.So yah,went to bed at 12 plus.Gotta have enuf energy for tmr.

So 31st Dec 2006!!It was my Lil sis bday cum Hari Raya Haji.So Dah,Happy 16th Bday aite!!N on that day,I woke up at 645am!!645am okie!!And it's all because of the kenduri that my Lil Sis wanted it to be held due to her bday.Haix!!Mcm2 ajer lah adk pnn aku yg sorang nie.So yah,helped out alot.

My uncle was first to arrived at 945am.Hehe!!I personally invite him.Then all starts to come.Opah,Nek Mok,Cik Yaya n kids n so on...At abt 11 plus,my dad started the kenduri with all the doa n some zikir.It was a rather sad atmosphere.We all have our Tok Haji on our mind.Haix.After the kenduri,it was makan tym!!!I dun noe why,but it's always during the makan tym that I love to joke with all my cousins.Im sure Adek,Huda,Eka n all will agree.After eating,as usual,had our lepak session in my room.

Then one by one started to go home cz they wanted to visit the cementry togeda later.So yah,by 2pm,only left Opah,Nek Mok n kids.N I was on the bed with Mila by this tym.So tired!!N as you can guess,I didnt follow to the cementry visit.I was too dead tired.Woke up at 5pm and my parents werent home yet.So continue sleeping till 7 plus.then watch TV till late.N yah,I countdown the new year at home with my bloster and siblingz.Bleh lah jugak!I know my Dearie,Darling n Besfren had fun counting dwn at whereva there are.Great for you!!

Yah,new year but still my wake up tym is the same.Woke up by noon cz gotta go Jurong East.My Nek Mok is celebrating her bday.Hehe.Yah,so went to JE.When I arrived,most of my relatives were already dere.Jumper lagy sey!!Hehe!!Yah,so had my lunch first before went and have our gossip session.Then went out with adek to the void deck.Biaser jugak ah.Kakak wasnt ard.Bet she has a date with abg farhan.Yah,so lepak2 till 3 plus before heading to clementi.

Reached clementi at about 4pm.Mr Irfan Azhary wasnt dere!!!Argh!!I miss him sey!!Miss him so much!!Gotta meet him up soon ah.Yah,so stayed there till 5 plus before heading home cz Hanis wanted to watch High School Musical.Reached home,take my flu pills and went to bed.Rested till 830pm then watched TV till late.After which,hog on the computer till 3am plus.Tot of watching the DVD which I borrowed from adek by best fren texted me so I wasnt able to focus.Switched it off and went to my room.We texted each other till dawn and off to bed after that.

Hmm,as for today,I woke up at 2pm.I tink I faint.That is wad bestfren will always say abt me waking up late.*bluek*N guess wad,my bro asked me if I actually drive a taxi at night as a part tym job.Kurang ajar sak!!Yah,I know I woke up very late but still there's no need to say like sey.But nvrm,Im used to it.So yah,I watched The Host today.Sucha a touching story abt family.It was okie ah.

Going to meet my members later during the day.Our final meeting before sch reopens.Hope we get our proposal done then we dont have to rush sey.N furthermore,I miss them deadly.Esp Steven,wonder how he is doing.Didnt meet him like a week sey.Yah,another busy day for me.N guess wad,school has start.I mean the official school holiday has end.My lil bro n sis will start sch this morning.My lil bro is now pri 3 sey.Dah besar adek aku srg nie.N my lil sis will be continuing her studies at JJC.Hehe!!Same JC as my bro.Aku ajer yg tak masok JC.Hakz!

As for me,Im starting school next week and tests will start to pour in.Project,test,project,test,I CAN GO CRAZY!!!Haha!!But what can I do,it's part of sch life.Just endure lah.Start doing revision and other bullshit.Haix.Lucky for me,school is fun with ppl like Ijal,Steven n Ayen by my side always.Thanks guys!!

Hmm,pyja is coming home next week.I hope that will finalise.She is on a very very long holiday ehk.Oi,dah tak ingat org spore ker?Haha!!I know she miss me.Yah2,I know.But atlez it's not so bad ah.With modern technology,we are still able to communicate thru MSN,email n hps.So yah,it's still okie.Not so bad ah.But seeing each other physically wuld be betta.Ermz,let's go out when u come back k.Get the whole gang to join plus Cicakman and his frens aite.Haha!!!

Cicakman?Hmm,maybe I shuld call him that.Furthermore,he has lose weight.Haha!!Dah mcm cicak jugak!!

Dearie n Darling,I miss you gerlz sey.Luckily we are meeting tmr.Amcm?Jom ah!!Arcade beb!!!Race lagy ah.Hehe!!Been spending all my extra cash on arcade.Ish!!But playing arcade game is great sey.Esp with Dearie and Darling.Haha!!N darling drives as if she wanna take the stearing home!!Wakakaka!!!

Hmm,A New Year has begun.Will it be the same as my previous year?I hope this year I dun have many bad memories and I really hope to meet him before he goes to China.Yah,I really do.Let's hope I have the courage to face him ah.It has been a long tym since we met.N we didnt end our r'shp well previously.So there is bound to be the awkward feeling when we meet.

Ermz,k lah.Till den..

Malam ini ku sendiri lagy
Seperti malam2 yg biasa
Hanya bulan yg setia menanti
Pagy yg bakal menjelma

PS:Syg,biler you nak balik?Syg tak rindu B ker?

PS:Hey,I hope you are doing fine.I really do.Love you!!

1:15 AMY