I'm full. Just had my sahur. Ate Roti John,Cupcakes & Oreo Cheesecake. Who in the world would Sahur so much food ehk. Hehe!! N yah,today is my Big Brother's Birthday.!!! He is 22 years old. Let's Sing Him a Birthday Song.

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Abang...
Happy Birthday To You
*Claps**Claps**Claps*
May You Have A Great Year Ahead.

It's 345am now. Should be sleeping but instead here I am updating and surfing the net at wee hours. My eyes seems to be at it's peak period after midnight. No matter how tired I am,I will be awake at 12 midnight and only be going to bed at 5 in the morning. Weird sleeping habits I must say.

Friday
I was awaken at 1pm cause my Dad & Big Bro were going for Friday's prayer. Dad was already nagging away. Giving his Khutbah Juma'at at me cause I woke so late when everybody else in the house are all up ehk. So yah,I woke ehk. On the TV and just stare at it. The moment Dad's out,I went back to sleep. Told my Mum to wake me up before Dad comes home. N luckily she did. If not,I'm dead. Will be hearing khutbah Juma'at for the second. Who would want that?

So I was finally awake at 230pm. N some sort of energy just strike me. I switch on my TV and start tidying my room. Throwing all the unnecessary stuff that has been collecting dust for the past don't know how many years ehk.

While cleaning,I saw a box. My pink rosy box. The box that have been the one keeping all my secret stuffs. I opened it up. It has been exactly 2 years since I last open it up. Imagine how dusty it is. Opening it up just made me go back to the past. Though I've promise Dora & Adek to let go of the past but I must admit,it is still fresh in my mind. I haven't really manage to let go everything. I read all what I wrote in the WWSS handbook. It was like a diary. Looking at the old pictures,how kentalan buah lychee Dora,Dearie & Darling were. Haha!!!

Gerls,u you gerls should look at it sey. Kentalan Buah Lychee plus Mango & Honeydew lah sey!!! Haha!!! I really laugh hard when I was looking at it. Damned funny sey. Maybe I'll post it on frenster if I have the time to scan and upload it. Haha!!!

So an hour was spend looking and reminiscence past by looking at all the stuffs. Then a text message from Adek came saying how sick he was. Immediately I stop everything. Shower & rush down straight to Jurong Point. In the midst of rushing,I actually bumped into alot of stuff in my messy room that I somehow got injured. I even knocked myself against the door ehk. I thought the door was opened but it wasnt so.. U can imagine what happen lah ehk. Typical of me to bump into stuff when I'm in the rush.

As soon as I arrived,I saw Adek. His nose was red. Went to Guardian to get his some flu tablet & Redoxen. Yah,he didn't fast. He already ate panadol before I came. Still,I don't care. His antibody is not strong enough. Get him to drink his Vitamin C. More of forcing ah him. Susah sgt gytu nk makan ubat. Chatted & stuff before he went back at about 530pm.

Work from 6pm till 1130pm. Totally busy busy busy. It was hell. Luckily Serene allow the Muslim crews to break fast eventhough there were really alot of guest ehk. I really appreciate her gesture ah. In return,I didn't wait till my break ends. I punched in early to help her clear the crowd.

After work went for midnight movie with Kak Rina & Adek. Lucky for me,Phillip allow me to leave early if not I'll be rushing like hell. The movie start at 1130pm sey. We watched Balls Of Fury. Damned funny & crazy movie. Movie bites were unavoidable. Hungry monsters we are. Had Nachos combo plus Popcorn Combo plus Cheese hotdogs and also some crackers. Darling & Dearie will sure enjoy it. Hehe!!! I cant stop laughing sak. Though some parts were rather solemn,but still,it was a great movie.

I miss watching movie with my Swytaz lah!!!! Popcorn throwing,tearing of the containers and so many stuff. Going out of the theater will always be a scene cause all our clothes will have popcorn. Gerls!!! Must watch movie again k!!! Last was during Dearie Bday sey!!!

After watching movie,we head down to Boon Lay. Thought of eating Nasi Lemak. But the Q was so long and none of us wanted to Q up. So end up,we bought some drinks and lepak together with Kak Siti,manager from Bukit Batok. Lepak till 4am before we head home. Had my sahur then head for bed.

Today I woke up at 11am. Start working at 12 noon. I was so sleepy during work. My eyes could hardly open sey. I was already weak by the time the clock strike 530pm. I just feel like sleeping but too bad,I cant cause it was chaotic during that period. People started streaming in and lucky for me,someone finally took over my counter and I leave at 630pm.

Went to buy food for break fast. Bought Hokkien Mee and fruit salad. It was such a blessed. Breaking fast today seems to be like a feast. Abang Zaihan brought Ikan Masak Tiga Raser while Kak Rina brought Sambal Prawn. It was so nice sey.

After breaking fast,as usual,I did satisfy craving. I was going on fast. I satisfy it with three at one time. I know it's bad. But one or two doesn't seems to be enough. I added my dosage. N it felt better after that. More energize and all ready for any actions. So I head down to mcCafe. Since Alby was alone,I helped her out. Yup,I can do Frappe now. N take orders okie. Well Done Mas!!! Haha!!!

After which I head home at about 845pm. I've promise my family that I will be celebrating my Bro's bday. So yah,arrived home and all of them were waiting for me. I ordered an Oreo Cheesecake for my beloved bro. Thanks to Bestfren for getting it at a discounted price. =)

After the cutting cake ceremony,Bro gotta go out. He wanted to celebrate his birthday with his peeps. Out he went n off to bed I go. I was so damned sleepy. Woke up at 1230am. And I've been online since. But in between,I rushed in to the kitchen to eat. Then to my room to satisfy my craving. All in for today is 7 ehk. The quantity has increase. haix....

Receive a phone call from Darling just now. Wah!! Rindu Mas dengan dier ehk!!! N she miss me too!!! Hehe!! She told me okie. =p Dearie also called me up ehk. Hehe!! Dearie & me has been web-caming with each other for the last few days. It's like meeting her sey. Hehe!! Darling!! Beli lah web-cam!!!

For now,I'm sleepy. I'm heading for bed. Till then people...

PS: I'm Glad We Talk. =)

3:45 AMY

It's gonna be 150am in a minute time. Hehe!!! I'm so happy today. I'll go into details later k. =)

Yesterday outing to Geylang with Kak Rina & Sharinna & Jannah were so much fun fun fun!!! Met with Kak Rina after solat Asar then proceed to meet Sharinna. Even on the way to Paya Lebar,Me & Kak Rina were already on 'high' mode. Kept laughing & laughing sey.

Arrived at Geylang rather early,so we walked around and all. But we skip the food bazaar first. Nafsu beb. Hehe!! Then at about 630pm,we went to Hiag Road to break fast. That's when Jannah joined us. After eating and all,jalan2 again. Then Kak Rina's friend,Shah joined us.

Laughed & laughed like nobody business. Walk & walk till we were so tired and rest. Ate some food we bought such as Deng-deng,Takoyaki balls,Otak-otak & many more lah. After eating we decided to head home. It was already 10pm by then.

Took bus 7 then alight at Clementi. Pictures were taken in the bus. Even in the bus,we were so 'high' ehk. Sumer lupa makan ubat ah that day. =p Took 99 at Clementi and all separate from there. Me & Jannah took lotsa picture inside 99 ehk. Check it out at my friendster ehk.

Arrived home at about 12 plus. Shower & all before hogging online till 4am. Then head for bed but was waken up by Adek call & Kak Rina msg. Haha!!! Call & msg me just for the sake of disturbing. Cekek darah btol ah. =p

Today!! 27 September 2007... Best day ever...

Woke up at 145pm cause my mum woke me up and we chatted about some people. Okie,gossip jap dengan my Mum ehk. Then give Adek a wake up call but he was already awake ehk. Taik Kambing Btol. Buat penat jer call.

Then get ready to go for my Beijing Olympic Crew Challenge at Pioneer Mall. Ann Nee has sent me to represent Jurong Point. Adek & Fafa were first few to be there. Then Alvin came and joined us. Followed by Kak Rina,Joanne & Yen Ni. Lastly Sharinna.

Shockingly,Francis came too. I was so shocked sey. I never expected him to come down. He came straight from work sey. Seriously,I was totally surprise. Even Adek was surprise okie. All stayed till the end of competition. They never fail to give me their words of motivation & encouragement. I'm so touched. Each time they saw me,they will always remind me to put on a smile. I never expected them to come down after work just to support me. Kak Rina,Joanne,Sharinna & Francis all came down after work sey. Wah!! Touched giler!!!

While waiting for the competition to start,talked to Alan,Felix and all many other managers from other stores. Chatted as if we have known each other for such a long time. It was fun being with them. Even Ray was there.

Adek wasn't really there when I was competing. He went to fetch Dora. But it's okie. Atleast he was there at the beginning. Don't ask me about the result. I got 2nd. Yah,2nd from the last!!!! =p But all my manager said it was okie. Since all the competitor were mostly crew leader or have experience of more than 2 years. I just work for 9 months sey. And I'm not a crew leader or wadever sak.

Ann Nee,Kak Rina & Francis said that I'm already a winner at our store cause I manage to represent them. N with my experience and all,it is already great that I didn't get last. =) So nice of them kan. They all salute me for having the courage in taking part the competition. =D I got a certificate of participation tau. Check it out at my Friendster. =)

After the competition,me,Adek & Dora went to chill and talk. All have been said. All have been done. No more grudges. No more jealousy. Settled!! I'm glad it's all over. Peace to our unique relationship. Let's just be happy together k. If that is possible ah. =p

Now I wanna go & sleep. So tired sey. Till then...

PS: What You Did Today Make Me Love You Even More. =)

1:45 AMY

I'm So Full ehk. Just come back from Al-Ameen at Bukit Timah with my Mum & Dad. Yup,just the both of them. My dad told me something. He said,"Nak buka dengan Kakak punyer lah susah. Kiter gy sahur samer2 jer lah." =p

Since today is my only day that I wont be going out with my friends nor working,I went out with my mum. Woke up at 12 noon and get ready to go out with mum. We went to Jurong West St 42. She wanted to buy some stuff and I bought my Raya shoes ehk. N guess what? I'm wearing heels this year sey!!! Haha!!! I cant imagine myself wearing it on Hari Raya. Confirm I'll put a spare shoe in the car just in case I don't have the patience of wearing it. =p

Oh,yah. I bought a silver Mickey Mouse necklace. Hmm,gonna wear it during Hari Raya ehk. I also bought a new shoe for my work. Koyak dah rabak sei. N Nicholas will always open it up and put fries in to my shoe ehk. Hehe!! Better get a new one before he do it again. It's irritating tau.

I'm starting to wear contact lens again. But only during school ah. Not during work. Went to the optic just now to have my eyes check and all. My degree has gone up but still ok2 baby ah. *Adek Loves to say this* Going to get it tomorrow or something ah. My degree for my left eye is too low. So they don't have the stock in store.

Then went home at about 330pm. Called Bestfren up to ask for his help regarding some cakes that I was ordering from CoffeeBean. Chat & argue. Chat & argue. Until finally we came to an end. My mum scolded me for talking so rudely to him ehk. Padahal Padahal ehk.

After talking to him,had my nap till 630pm before getting ready to break fast with my family. Finally after 5 days breaking fast at McD and keep eating Grilled Chicken Foldover,I have my very own mum's cooking today. Oh,how much I miss it.

After breaking fast,went out to Jurong Point. Went to McD to check my schedule and all. Had Mooncake which Boss bought. Sedap plak ehk. Then went to fetch my dad and we went to Courts at Bukit Timah. My dad bought a bed for my bro & lil bro. I was the one who test the mattress.

Now I know that mattress come in different condition. There are Firm,Xtra Firm,Medium,Soft & Xtra soft. I love the Xtra soft. But it's very expensive sey. I tried almost all the mattress there. I lay down and toss & turn. Luckily no people cause Courts was closing soon. Left few people only.

Payment were made and we head down to Al-Ameen. I had Tandoori Chicken & Cheese Naan & also wedges. Macam dah lamer tak makan nie smua ehk. N of course,I drank my all time favourite,Sugarcane juice!!! =) Mum & Dad had kway teow goreng and share the wedges with me.

Done eating. Of course we wanted to go home and Dad pester me to drive home. He told me it has been a long time since he saw me drive. Alamak,tros sakit perot ehk. It has been two months since I last drive sey. But being me,I just take the key and drive lor. Lazy wanna hear him nag. Luckily I was okie while driving ah. Traffic was rather smooth. But only when it comes to parking ah,tu ader sikit nyer susah ehk. Still,I managed to park it myself!!! =)

Now me & Dearie are looking at each other through web-cam. Suker kiter kutok2 each other ehk. Standard procedure ah nie!! Haha!! Sometime I cant believe that me & Dearie have been friends for 14 solid years sei. Amazing Amazing Amazing. =D

I've cried so much for our unique relationship. I've given so much for our unique relationship. I've sacrifice so much for our unique relationship. I'm not going to give up on this relationship so easily. I know I love you & I wont deny it any more. But don't worry. I'll keep my distant. I know you are in relationship now. I respect that. I don't wanna to be the cause of your argument with her or wadsoever. I guess I just have to get use to the fact.

K lah.. Till then.. Going out with Kak Rina & Sharinna tmr!!! Yeah!

PS: I Miss You Sia. =) Cant Wait Till We Meet On Saturday.

1:12 AMY

Argh!!! Gastric sia!! Nabei!!! Now I'm resting on my bed while the laptop is on top of my stomach. At the same time updating my blog. Watching TV and listening to my blog song ehk. Doing so many thing at one time ehk. Like so greedy right. =p

Hmm..After helping mum cook Lontong Goreng just now,get ready for work. Arrived work rather early. Managed to go Cafe & chat with Adek and Iwan before punching in. Then kena assigned counter. Crowd was rather okie for today. Not so much ah. Can still survive. Had Hor Fun. Adek buy for us at Banquet. Thanks ehk.

Then before punching out,help Abg Zaihan with CI and all. Before going back,walk with Kak Rina at the Pasar Malam. Kiwak!!! There were so many Doreamon merchandises!!!!!!! I'm in love with them!!! I wanna buy. I don't care!!! I wanna buy!!!! N I wanna buy P.Ramlee movies too!!! I love his movies so much ehk. Can make me laugh over n over again even after watching it ten thousand times ehk.

Haiya. Wanna buy so many stuff with so little money. Hehe!! Berangan jer lebih. Entah bleh dapat semua ker tak. I'm eagerly waiting for my next pay. I'm gonna spend like hell!!!! After that,I'll tone down. =)

K lah. I'll stop here. My stomach hurts ah. Nie gastric ah. Nabei!! Dora all ur fault lah say I'll kena gastric. Kan dah btol2 kene gastric.

Till then..

PS: See You Soon My Love. =p

12:51 AMY

Hey Hey Hey. Just woke up at 130pm just now ehk. Yesterday accompany adek to closing. I know how to close cafe already tau!!! Okie ah,I know 20% of it ah. The rest my adek do himself ah.

Work was like a battle of war for yesterday. Totally lotsa people from 5pm till 8pm ehk. Even Francis,who has punched out,helped ehk. Sophia has to even take over my counter so that I can break my fast. Luckily was the Azan start,Abg Zaihan get me a cup of water. I drank a sip only cause I was still serving my customer.

Break fast with Abg Zaihan,Alif and Adek. It was rather okie ah. After breaking fast,crowd was rather relek till I end work. Can even chat with Abang Zaihan at counter front.

I'm telling you all ehk,my bad habit is getting from bad to worst sak. I think I'm totally addicted to it sey. I can feel very lethargic when I don't have it sak. N can even fall sick if I don't have it for a few days. Wah lau wei!! I don't know what to do about it sei. It is very difficult for me to do anything cause I'm an addict now. Someday I will quit but maybe not now. I'm not strong enough. N with so many things on my mind,I just let it out through this bad habit of mine. Haix...

Just had a talk with Bestfren. We are meeting tomorrow night. Yeah! Lamer dah tak jumper bestfren aku sei!!! Had a chat just now and we manage to talk and clear some of my uncertainty. Thanks ehk. For now,he is the one I turn to when I have doubts. His advice are not bias. Though he is younger but he sure is much more mature in terms of thinking ah. =p But Mat,You are being unfair to me tau. When I have problems,I talk to you. But when you have problems,you never talk to me. Aper sey? Gyni kau kater Bestfren? I just wanna let you know, I'm here if you need someone to talk to k. Promise I'll always try to be by your side when you need a friend around. =)

Working today at 5pm till 10pm. Breaking fast at store again. Hmm,I guess with Kak Rina & Fadly ah. Ann Nee ask me to come for work today as she needed more people nowadays. N yah,I'm being chosen for the Beijing Olympic Challenge ehk. N I'm representing my store sey. Kiwak!! Felt so pressurize seh. I'm the type if joining competition,always want to win sey. I hope I can win ah. Ann Nee,Fafa & Adek are coming down to support. Hehe!! Macam paiseh plak ehk. =p

Hehe!! K lah.. Till then.. Wanna help my mum do some cooking. -.-

PS: I'll Never Forget What You Teach Me. =)

2:26 PMY

It's 230 am. I have Botak by my side now. Hanis is taking care of Gemok today. He want to sleep with Gemok ehk. Each time I miss them,I just hug both Botak & Gemok. Kire macam lepas kan rindu ah tu. N it works. Hugging Botak & Gemok tightly really let go of the feeling sei. =)

I'm sending Dearie the video I've made for Swytaz Anniversary. Hehe!! Cant wait for her to watch it. N yah,before that I was talking with my Adek on the phone. Kecoh nie dua beradik bebual pasal managers kat tempat keje ehk. Marah2 tu perempuan yang tak tau pkir!!! Macam maner bleh jady R.M pon aku tak tau. Buta agak nyer org2 yang promote dier!!! Nabei!!!

Adek,remember. Let me be the one scolding you for the mistakes you did and not others. I hate it when I see others scolding or reprimanding you. I cant stand it ehk. So I hope you don't blame me for being harsh & strict on you. It's for your own good. I've been trying to back you and putting in good words for you in hope you will change for the better. Don't dissapoint me dek. Please lah,listen to me k. Don't ever repeat the same mistake again okie. I hope you wont. Even if the whole world give up on you,remember you have me & ur wifey support aite. =)

Today work was hell ehk. It's like a war sak. Guest totally in. So tired sei. The only lepak time was at about 4 to 5pm ehk. Tu part, me & Fad relek a bit. We just did some menial work at store and all. Wah!! This Fad ehk is totally like my Bestfren sey. Bebual bleh tahan sarcastic sak. Abei suker nah usik aku ehk. It's like totally menguji kesabaran sey working with him. Luckily he is not the first person whom I met is like this. If not,confirm can cry sey kena disturb by not only him but also Nick,Bryan & Francis ehk.

I guess all the tiredness is forgotten cause we have each other at the counter. We motivate each other and all. Please ehk,don't ever think it is really a 'good' motivation. It isn't okie. We motivate each other by together cursing & swearing people. N also being very harsh & sarcastic towards each other. That's our motivation for each other. At times,I really can erase my tiredness when I'm with them sei. Hehe!!

Today break fast at store again together with Fad,Bryan & Ain. After that,went to Tech Whye. Aysha ask me to accompany her there cause she got no kakis. Hehe!! So yah,I went there eventhou it was already late. Arrived there,lepak and all before heading home at about 10 plus. Reached home,watched TV with Mum & Dad before hogging online till now.

Dearie has watched the video!!! She laughed like hell sak!! Haha!! Well,Baby & Darling.. When are you gerls gonna get the video from me ehk? Tak nak tengok ker? I spent 12 days doing it you know. Bukan senang ehk.... =) Hope you get it soon aite.

Hmm.. K lah.. Wanna sleep.. Tired...

PS: I'll Keep It As If It's My Life. =)

2:31 AMY

Tired tired tired!!! Should be sleeping but I cant cause my cough don't allow me to. Nabei!!! Just had my shower and feeling so fresh ehk.

Today is like the most tiring day ever sak. Managed to sleep only at 4am then woke up at 1050am to get ready for work. But the stupid bus was late ehk. Btol menguji tahap kesabaran aku sak!!! Arrived work at 1202pm. Late sia!! Luckily never kena scold. Serene & Sophia just told me to call up if I cant make it in time.

Kena assigned counter. Wah!! The moment I start,people were streaming in sei. Damned a lot of people. Don't know where they come from and there were only 3 counter crews leh. Wah lau!! Damned tiring lor. N the crowd like forever never ending sei. Macam nak tercabot lutut aku!!!

To make it even worst,there was no fries crew. We have to pack fries ourself. Wah!! Buih tahan leh!! During break,rest awhile but still feel tired. N to make it worst,I kena extend till 9pm. That was the time I finally eat after the whole day fasting. N I was supposed to break fast at my Aunt's place today sak.

Really very very tired. Even the manager pitied us cause there never expected such a crowd. We seriously blame her sak!! Cut labour!! Cut labour!! Cut labour her head arh!!! Bodoh!!! Nabei!!! Bagero btol!!!!

Oh yah,have you been to the new Bossini store. They just renovated their store. N it's in lime green colour ehk. Nice nice nice!! N I'm aiming for this t-shirt that I've been falling in love with. Not only that,I saw this Casio watch. Wah!! Damned nice sia. Lime green colour leh. Nice sei!! Gonna get all this stuff ah. But before that,I have to clear my handphone bill,my insurance,my concession pass & getting my hari raya shoe. So,most probably,I'll get this stuff after Raya ehk. But no matter wad,I WILL get it!!! Hehe! =p

K lah,I think I wanna rest. Tomorrow is another battle for me. Luckily tomorrow is Kak Rina & Ann Nee n yah,Fadly as well. Atleast gerek2 nyer manager ah. Hope I can survive sey. I think I can die of exhaustion sey if everyday short of crew like this. Buto ah kau!!!

Nytz people!!!

PS: I'm Just Miss Your Voice & Ur Perfume Smell. =)

11:41 PMY

Feeling so fresh and clean right now. Just had my bath and all. Hehe!! So,how's everybody? My cough is just getting bad to worse sak. Especially during the night. It is so bad to the extend I cant sleep sei. But once the sun is up,the cough is gone. Oh,how great is that huh.. To make things even better,the construction that is happening RIGHT IN FRONT of my room start their work at 830am ehk. Can be said I have a very bad eye bag now. -.-

Wednesday
Woke up rather late. Hmm,I think at about 1pm. Then chatted with Ezat on the phone till 330pm before getting ready for work. Work from 5pm till closing ehk. Kiwak!! Guest in lah sei. I didn't even bother to report to shift manager. I straight away help in the kitchen. It was so damned busy and there was only 3 crews,Fadly,Kak Rina & Jasca. How great is that?

I helped out at McChicken Station. Still going steady but at about 6pm,it was chaos. There was a bee-line outside and all who came order so many stuff ehk. Kitchen was in the mess & there were only 3 crews,Kak Rina,Abang Zaihan & me. It was just GREAT ehk. We were like Octopus ehk,hands all over helping each other. But the amazing thing is that we don't owe any product. What customer want are all ready. All the kitchen crews really work hand in hand. =D

Stayed till closing and helped out as CI. Managed to finish everything by 12 midnight sey. That is very very fast okie. Learned quite a few stuff from the closers. Thanks guys. Then lepak in store with Kak Rina,Serene,Sharinna & Fadly till 2am before going for supper. Had supper at the opposite blk. Chatted & laugh like hell. Only Kak Rina,Serene,Sharinna,Adril & Ming Hui will know what I'm talking about. We laughed till our stomach hurt sak. Went home at 4am.

Laughing put aside,I was actually quite stress up with someone. But I just got this to say to him,"If you think quitting is the answer,by all means,go ahead. Whatever I said seems to fall on a deaf ear. I'm not going to say anything anymore. You are old enough to think and make the right choice. But just think,your actions will hurt a majority of people. Think before you make your drastic decision please. "

Thursday
Woke up very very late. It was almost 2pm when I woke up ehk. I woke up also because my Obek Ju called asking me what time I will going there. Paiseh sak. =p Woke up,first thing I did was on my laptop. Then chatted with Ezat,Fafa n Kakak Khairiah till 315pm before getting ready to go Clementi.

Before going to Clementi,sent my Dad's food at Jurong West. Reached Clementi at about 5pm ehk. The moment I reached,Baby came running to me with his walker ehk. Hehe!! So cute sak!! He just finish eating. * Tak Puaser Tu baby tau* After finish eating,my aunt gave him a bath. Cute tau. He bath in the sink ehk. Go & check out my frenster profile. His picture is there.

After his bath,I took care of him while my Aunt cooks. I tried on his shoe which I bought for his Birthday. He love it ehk. Smile all the way and hold on the shoe ehk. Hehe!! Cute ah baby!!! Then when I said to him "Sayang Mama",guess what he do? He kiss me tau!! Yah,kiss me on my cheek!!!! N no matter how many time I ask him to do,he will still do it. I Love Him Lah!!! =D My love for him is definitely not a waste.

Then when I want to go off,he ask me to carry him. Okie,I carried him. My aunt asked me to just put him in his walker. Wah,he doesn't want ehk. He kicked the walker away and purposely close him leg so tightly. Nakal sey!! But finally after a few tries,I managed to put him in ah.

Left Clementi at about 6pm. Was supposed to break fast with my Swytaz today at Marina Sq. I wanted them to taste the Ayam Penyet which I had with my cousin. But sadly,Darling was breaking fast at her Sis's house and Dearie just woke up as she just came back from Johor this morning. So,I just cancel the plan since not all will be there.

So I went to break fast at my work place with Kak Rina,Fadly & Sharinna. It was a big feast. We had Kebabs,Treasure Meal from Long John,Chicken Rice,Nuggets & McWings. Oh yah,not forgetting,Mooncakes which is my favourite!!!! Felt so full sak.

Waited for Kak Rina to end work at 11pm. So while waiting,Me & Sharinna window shopped. We fall in love with the SAME ring of the SAME design. We immediately bought it sey!!! Hehe!! Then after which,we played at the Arcade. We race with each other ehk. She won. My driving skill rusty already ah. Dearie & Darling,this shows we need to head for arcade again!!!!!

After that,we continue walking and went to Toys R Us. We decided to do some Art Work. =) It is a key chain which we can design ourself. So we did it!! Not identical but nearly the same. You can check out our 'art piece' at my frenster account.

Went home at 1115pm together with Kak Rina. Arrived home and realised my Mum & Dad went to Johor ehk. So yah,shower and stuff. N I've been online since then. Today is just a happy happy day for me. Manage to get some load off my shoulder & release some tension. Thanks Kakak Rina & Sharinna for that. Thanks for the company gerls.

You may say that I'm petty for bearing grudges. You may say I'm being unreasonable for taking to heart about what you said. You may say I don't treasure our friendship. You can say anything & everything. But it's me who feel the pain. It's me who feel the hurt. It's me who has to bear it all. You wont understand how I feel. You never will. I admit I'm a difficult person pacify. I admit I'm a difficult person to handle. I admit I'm difficult to understand. I know that. N I wont blame any of you if one day I were to find out you can no longer stand me. I wont blame you for leaving. I wont blame you. I wont blame anybody. Cause it's my fault. I'm just a difficult person.

K lah people. I want to sahur then head for bed. I'm working tmr. =) Till then....

PS: The Way You Look At Me Makes Me Love You More.

1:33 AMY

Life is so difficult. Hidop Susah,Mati pon susah!! A script from P.Ramlee movie. If I'm not wrong,it's Madu Tiga.

Friday
Busy Busy Busy Day. Start off my day with an early early chat with Mr Bestfren at exactly 12 midnight ehk. Chat & Chat. Dah lamer takder bestfren talk lah kater kan. Then help my mum with the preparation of breaking fast with all my relatives later. Yup,all my relatives were going to break fast at my house that day.

Once I finish helping,went to bed and slept till 2pm ehk. Shower and prayed before helping my mum intensively with the cooking and cleaning of the house. Tired lah sei!! Around 630pm - 7pm,all my relatives came. Total of 40 people in my house ehk. Kecoh like pasar malam lah sei!! The whole living room was filled with people. Not forgetting the dining area & also the balcony. N me,I was thrown far to the kitchen. No more space outside ehk.

After eating,chatting & gossiping session for most of us while cleaning up the area. My gossip partner wasn't around so I just chit chat with my aunts & uncles. After that,we all solat terawih and then most head home ah. Only few stayed behind to rest before my brother sent them back home.

Rest awhile before I went out to meet Ezat under the void-deck. Chat with each other till 2am before we head home. I just got this to say for you bro..

Not that I don't trust you,but I don't have that confident you will be able to keep to your promise. Now problems have not arise,you can say anything. You can promise me everything. But once something crops up,I just want to see how you going to react. I never held on to any guys promise cause I know they never keep to their promise before. I know I'm hurting you by saying this but I guess it's better you know it now than later. I wont blame you or anybody if anythings happen. I'll just take it as a test from god.

Saturday
I'm working!! Yup2. It was damned tiring. Plus I was like fasting ehk. Never eat till 705pm. I was hungry like hell sak. After work,went to meet Dora. Had a chat with her and all. Well,I guess the chat doesn't came to a good ending cause something she said has hurt me much too deep.

What more can I say?? I guess I'll just forget about it. But hey,I'm the type of person that can easily forget but wont easily forgive. N Some stuff cant be forgiven with just the word 'Sorry'. I know it's hard to accept this shit. But I can just swallow everything and pretend nothing has ever happen. One thing for sure,my heart still ache as much as ever and this time even more cause I never expect this to be coming from you AGAIN.

Sunday
Swytaz Anniversary!!!Yup2. It's Swytaz First Anniversary!!! We are One Year Old now!!! Swytaz,an unexpected friendship between four gerls with different personality but hearts which beats as ONE. So much we went through,so much we overcome and we are still trying very hard to stabilize our friendship. It's hard. No doubt it is very hard. No denial about that. But each and every one of us are putting in as much effort as possible for this friendship to last. We love each other just too much for it to end and let it go down the drain. To all my Swytaz,Happy First Anniversary to Us. And please get the video which I have done just for us & no one else. Remember tau. Love you gerls larh!!!

I work till 930pm and then accompany Ezat to do his closing at Cafe. Reached home at 230am. Shower then head for bed.

Monday
Woke up at 230pm ehk. Damned damned tired!!! Shower and all before getting ready to go & break fast at Clementi. Yup2. My mum wanted to break fast at her Sister's house.

Went there to break fast and all. After which,head home at about 10pm after fetching my dad. Lepak in the room watching TV and all before going to bed at 3am.

Tuesday
I woke up early today. I woke up at 12 noon. Then do some admin work for myself and the family before getting ready to go out with my kuzin.

Met her at NUH before going to Plaza Singapura. Shopped there a bit before we walk to City Hall to break fast. We ate Ayam Penyet & Gado-Gado & Our all time fav,Sugarcane Drink. Hehe!! We share everything. Makan Berdamai. That's what Kakak said. After breaking fast,both also non-stop gossip about people ehk. Kutok orang maha kutok sak. That's what will always happened when Me & Kakak met. Talk non-stop & kutok also non-stop. Jahat ah mulut kiter!!

After eating,we went to Suntec City to buy donuts from the Donut Factory. After which,we had dessert at Gelare. We had waffle lah sei!!! Indulgence Indulgence!! Guess what we had after that? We had Pretzel lah plak!!! Fulamak!! It was a totally huge indulgence for the both of us. It has been a long time since we eat this kind of sweet & fattening food ehk.

After that,we went to Geylang. Walk & walk. Indulgence again. Bought alot of food. Let me just list some of them..
1)Kacang Kuda
2) Ayam Madu
3)Kebab
4)Dengdeng
5)Keropok leko

Yup2. That were the list of food we bought ehk. Not forgetting 3 bottle of Soursop Drink and Air Katira. =)

Ini Baru orang kater makan ikot nafsu sak!!! After thinking about all the food I ate,I don't think I'm going to take any solid food for the coming three days. Yah,that's what I'm gonna do. =) Takot gain weight alik lah....

If you are wondering just how exactly I'm feeling now,I just wanna say that I actually also don't know what are my real feeling now. It's a mixture. I think we just take what comes to us. No need to force. No need to predict. No need to do anything. Just take & go. I guess we will be better that way. It's easy for you & easy for me. Don't pressurise me with all your message cause I know how much I mean to you & there is no need for you to repeat it over and over again. It will be meaningless after a while. I appreciate what you have done for me and I thank you for teaching me regarding how difficult & happy life can be. I don't blame you for anything. So, no apology is needed. =)

Sometime I just feel tired,I feel weak and when I feel weak,I feel like I want to give up but I got to search within myself and try to find the inner strength to just pull that shit out of myself and get the motivation to not give up and not be quitter no matter how bad I want to fall flat on my face. Even if it makes me less human,I'm Masrurah. I'm Strong.

K lah. Till then people. Orang pon dah bgn sahur!!! Hehe!!

PS: I Still Cant Get Over You Sia. =x

2:49 AMY

Hello everybody!!! How you all been feeling? I'm a sick chicken for the past few days ehk. Fever,flu & cough have been my bestfren since Friday. How great is that? I just had my sahur. Fasting month has start people!!! Brace up!! Hehe!!

But before all this sickness came,life was great. Went out with Dora & Ezat. It was a great outing. Bought Rahmat's & Irfan's birthday present. I know their birthday are over. I just get my cash lah. Hehe!! The outing was great. Went home rather late ehk. I reached home at about 2am. We lepak at cineleisure billy's bomber before catching the last train.

After which,me & Ezat lepak awhile before we head home.

Saturday
I was a half dead chicken!! I woke up with a fever & bad sore throat. So bad that I could hardly eat anything. N Rahmat have to call me ehk during that period. Suara rock sei bbl dgn dier. hehe!!

I slept the whole morning & afternoon. Dora dropped by around 7pm and all. Lepak till 10 plus before she went home. Hog online till 2am.

Sunday
Work ehk. I start work at 9am. It has been a long time since I work morning sei. Mak ai!! Had a major difficulties in waking up ehk. Totally cant wake sei. If not for the promise I made with Ann Nee,i don't tink I will go work sei. Yah,so work untill 3pm which actually very early. Didnt hang out or what. Straight away,I went home with Jakin.

Reached home,I sleep till 7pm then watched High School Musical before start on my revision. Head bed at 2am ehk.

Monday
Woke up 930am. Get ready for exam which was commencing at 11am. Arrived school just nice to take the exam. I studied intensely on the way to school but was some how distracted as the Chinese drama "Like father,like daughter" was on air. =p

I had much difficulties doing the paper. To make even difficult was my sore throat and flu ehk. Thanks ah. What could be better than that sei. End my paper at 1215pm when it should actually end at 1pm. For what I stay till the end of paper if I dont know what else to go kan.

After exam,went to my Aunt's house. My mum asked to take something from her house. But before that,went to accompany Darling to get some stuff. It seems that it has been a long time I met her,so many things to tell her sei. Hehe!!!

After all that,head home. Got a message from Dora that Ezat was sick. So reached home,changed and sent Ezat to polyclinic. Yah,then head home after eating at JP. I was already having this massive headache. Reached home,pop some pills and sleep till 1030pm.

Hog online till 2am before heading to bed again.

Tuesday
Woke up with a fever. Body temperature of 37.9 plus a dry flu and cough. Yeah!! How great it was. I just lie down in my bed till noon. Then I was slightly better. Went out with mum to JP. We needed to get some stuff. Best remedy for cough would be Ice Kacang!! Me & mum had that at banquet. =p

Went home at about 5pm then took some flu pills then sleep till 7pm. Received a call from Ezat saying he neede to meet me as he got some major problem. So yah,met him at my void-deck but end up seeing Dora. Confused for a moment!!!

So actually they wanted to punk'd me. But instead they are the ones who got punk'd!!! Haha!! You both are not the masters in this ehk. Haha!!! They got me some Doraemon merchandies which I'm still unable to accept it. But I do appreciate it ah. Somehow,it is just not me to receive gifts from people ah. Sorry ehk. Still,thanks alot for it ah.

After meeting them,I went to Changi Airport to fetch my Mak Ngah who just came back from Jakarta. While waiting for her,Me,Dad & Mum had Swensen's Ice-cream!!! Yeah!! All of us loves Swensen's Ice-cream the most!!!!

Reached home at about 12am then hog online. Yah,something happened. Finally,Rohaizat & Pyja are in relationship. Happened on 12 sept 07 at 3am. =) So happy for them.

Wednesday
Had my OA exam. Okie,I can still do it. After that lepak with Darling & Ijal. Nice nice chat we had. Dont know when will we meet again sei. Maybe when school reopen ah.

Had my Banking Exam at 3pm and I was already having this spinning headache ehk. I just did what I could then leave the exam venue. Met Rahmat to past his Birthday gift. Chatted for awhile before heading home. Dead flat when I reached home. Slept from 5pm till 10pm ehk.

Then I hog online till 2am before going back to sleep.

Thursday
Didnt do anything. Just lepak n lepak. Breakfast with my family then head to Almukminin for solat terawih. Reached home,called Rahmat and chatted till 12am. Now I'm online and doing something valuable. =p

Hmm,k lah. See yah!!

PS: I'm done with you! Peace!

5:42 AMY

Not going to update but I'm so happy seeing so many people tagging on my board. Macam terharu gytu ehk...

Dora: Childish eh?No la..Everione has tis childishness in them.Pyja pon suke barney&Dora seh!!Awww..dgr2 korg due ber-emosi eh??Mcm touchin nyerrr..
maS: pyja mmg slalu childish ehk. a'ah sei. ntah kenaper tah tat nite.


tengku: thankx thankx thankx thankx thankx thankx thankx thankx!!!!!!!
maS: welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome!!!!!


Ayen: alahai touching nyer entry anda..namer sayer pon ader..terharu..gd tat u knw dere are ppl who care n loves u so u appreciate dem more..happy2 olways tau..c u soon gegerl..muax!!
maS: mesti lah namer awak pon ader. yes!! im appreciating them!! c u soon darling!!! muax!!!

mrs kyo: doraemon?? jgn seh mas..later u become like one of them..hehe..and yeah..i appreciate u too lar gegerl ku sorang nie..muamuamuamua!
maS: hehe!! doraemon kurus ah. hehe!!! i love you dearie!!! muax!!!

7:40 PMY

Firstly...I want to wish my best friend a Happy 19th Birthday!! Let's sing him a Birthday song!!!
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Rahmat...
Happy Birthday To You
*Claps**Claps**Claps*
May You Have A Great Year Ahead.

It's 1am now. Should be sleeping but I cant. So here I am hogging online and blogging.

I went to school just now. Was supposed to sign this confirmation letter regarding our exams. So yah,it just took me 5 minutes ah. After that I went to McCafe to study and at the same time,accompany my lil bro who was working ah. I studied for two solid hour before Nicholas join me for lunch.

At about 3pm,my mum called me up as she was at Jurong Point too. So yah,mother & daughter went for window shopping. I'm so in love with Doraemon merchandise!!!! I want to buy ah!! I want to buy the pillow,the umbrella,the door mat,the hp pouch and many more!!! What I know is I want everything!!!! Hehe!! Childish ehk....

After walking around,we head home and I hit the bed immediately!!! Sleepy!!! Woke up at 7pm and shower. Get ready to go dinner with Kak Rina & Ezat at Pizza Hut. Met Kak Rina at 730pm and we head down to JP. Has to wait for awhile as Pizza Hut was full-house. Walk around JP while waiting.

Finally we get a table at about 830pm. Called Dora up to join us. N she did. Ezat was so happy ehk. Lotsa laughter were shared. It was fun ah. Leave JP at abut 10pm then sent Dora & Kak Rina home before me and Ezat lepak for awhile.

We had a "heart -to-heart" conversation ehk. I was seriously on the verge of crying when we talk about certain stuff sei. Macam so sad gytu. N I've finally seen the soft side of my lil bro and he saw mine too. Senang kater,kiter same2 emosi ehk.

Then he did something before we parted. He hug me ehk. N he thanks me for introducing a gerl that he really love so much now and all the happiness that he has been getting. I was touched ehk. His hug was so tight sey. N I can sense his brotherly love. Touching sey. I cried lah sey when I walked home. I suddenly realised that I finally do have a lil bro who loves me & I love him too. A friend to a best friend then to a lil bro. It is such a unique relationship.

Now I know who really deserve my love. Now I know my priorities. I treasure and appreciate every single one of them. Some people,other than my family, who are worth mentioning are

1:00 AMY

Hello hello hello!!! What can I say? I'm feel so blessed. I finally realised how much love I have around me. N yah,now I know I'll never give up easily. I have alot of support and encouragement from people around me!!! Love you all ehk!!! =)

Okie,the past few days has been great but very tiring. Celebrated Irfan & Isha Birthdays. And further more,I didnt get enough sleep. Get to carried away playing with Bestfren's PSP.

Friday
Didn't went to school. Woke up at 12noon and start packing my beg for the chalet I'm going later. After packing,had my brunch then start to get ready for work. Working from 2pm till 6pm. The guest were very in the moment I start work. The place were in total mess sey. Alot and alot of people sak. Tired sei and I don't even have any break cause I only work four hours.

After work,eat and all before chatting with Ezat at Cafe. After which,my dad fetched me and off we went to Pasir Ris. Arrived at about 8pm and I immediately played with Rahmat's PSP ehk. I'm hooked!!! My mum & Dad left at about 9pm leaving me and my lil sis who are staying there.

At about 10 plus,me & Rahmat went to Downtown East to me Shasha and lepak awhile before heading back to our chalet at about 11pm. Kak Lia and Baby has already fallen asleep and the rest were also getting sleepy. I continue playing PSP and everybody has doze off.

Something eerie happened while all has fallen asleep. When Rahmat woke up,I told him about it. And he insisted he heard nothing. Of course ah he heard nothing,he was sleeping sei!!!! Then suddenly his brother came,I was scared ehk. I woke Rahmat up and he scolded me. =( Hump!!!

Saturday
After Abg Iwan & Cass leave their beg,they went to get supper. So had supper at about 3am. Had nuggets and fries while talking to Ezat on the phone. Chat and eat till 5am and then continue playing PSP before dozing off. Woke up at 7am to give Ezat a wake up call then sleep again and woke up at 830am cause all had awaken and talking very loudly.

And since everyone has woken up,we decided to go for morning swim. Swim and swim till 10am then we ordered breakfast. We had a very big breakfast ehk. We had hotcakes & Nasi lemak. I hardly had such a big breakfast sei. After eating, we decorated the place for Baby Irfan Birthday bash that's going to happen that night. Decorate and decorate till 1pm. Then I started to feel sleepy. So excuse myself and had a nap till 3pm.

That is also because Ezat called me up ehk. Then head down to help out since my Obek has already arrived. There were alot of food sei. Then relatives start to come and all. Had lotsa fun. I was the photographer for the day. So I keep taking pictures and all. Macam professional. But too bad,I was using Abg Farid camera. So all the best pictures are there.

Party start at about 730pm. Games were played,birthday song were sang n cakes were eaten. Not forgetting pictures were also taken!!!! It was great. Lotsa laughter were shared. Okie,I was hapie ehk. My parent came at about 11pm cause they got a wedding dinner to attend. After awhile we head home. It was great ehk.

Arrived home,had my shower and all. Then Dora called me up. Chatted till 2am before we head for bed.

Sunday
Was awaken by a phone call by my dear lil bro at 1055am!!! Wah!! I set my alarm clock at 12noon sei. So I woke up ah. Spruce myself then hog online. After awhile,I felt sleepy. So head for bed again and woke up at 105pm ehk. I was supposed to meet Dearie and Ezat at 130pm sei. I rushed like hell sak.

End up,Dearie wasn't able to go so met Ezat and we head down to Mija house to celebrate her daughter second birthday. It was fun. It was great. It was a gathering we hardly had.

After the party,we head down to Jurong Point and lepak at McCafe before going the the void deck. My lepak crew were Emy,Remy,Eja,Ayen & Pyja!! Great great great peepz!!!! I laughed till my stomach hurt ehk. Fun ah drg!!! Head home at about 11pm and it was raining very heavily.

Arrived home,shower then lepak with Ibu before watching TV and msg Dora. She was rather emotional that night. She finally confessed to me how much she love him. N I'm glad that she finally had found a guy she love and he love her even more. It has been awhile since that happen to her.

As I was watching this drama series,something they said caught me and I find it so true. " We will be unreasonable with someone we love cause we know they will forgive us no matter what." Dont you find that true? Sometime we can flare up like hell with that someone we really love. But we know they will forgive us once we apologise. Just think ehk,if that person is just an acquaintances,will be flare up like that? I don't think so sei. Just ponder about it lah k. But I know,no matter what,I will always forgive my loved ones!! =)

K lah, till den. Btw,friendster pictures updated!!!

PS: I think I had enough of fantasying about you.

11:31 PMY

The Precious: Ratu Masrurah
Born: Fourth June
My Diamonds: My Family!! =)
My Ruby: Anne & Camy
My Sapphire: Irfan
My Emerald: Rahmat
My Pearl: Ijal & Steven




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