Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Friday was a great day.I was awake by 11 am as I cant wait to go to sentosa with my sistaz.Having to be assigned to bring Fried rice for the crew,I cooked.Yes!I cooked it myself!!Hehehe.After taking a shower,I called up ayen n pyja to confirm our miting place n tym.So off I go to pyja's granny hse to help her ut with other foods that shuld be brought dere!When to JE,met Fyza up.Then we proceed to Harbour Front!Upon reaching,we actually wanted to get dere ourself but we got lost.Tulah step pandai jer!!Luckily,afta calling Asen,Fauzi gave the right direction n he came to fetch us.It was a tedious way up to the chalet.Lady Luck was with us as a kind soul gave up a lift to the chalet.
The chalet was okie.Had fun with my sistaz in the swimming pool.We didnt go dwn the ebach cz one of us didnt want to.Afta swimming,we eat.Then swim again.Then eat again.Then swim,then eat.It goes on frm 5pm till 8+.At 815pm,I went up to the chalet n finds out that fau has stolen a container of bbq chicken wings n eating it with Indz.i was their partner in crime as I was asked to bring up a bottle of cili sauce for them.I cleaned myself up in the bath room.The moment i step out of the bath room,APM was on!!I stayed in the room till 10.Njoyed every single moment i had in that room with fau,indz,ayen,fyza,pyja n huiling.Baring2,joke2 n oso watched TV togeda!went home with pyja.My dad gave her a lift cz she stayed near by our blk.Since I was so tired,I wanted to went to bed.But itu Mat ehk,msg aku lah plak.End up,I sleep at abt 1am.
On sat,I was awaken my a very sad sad sad news.My tok Haji who has been fighting for his life for two mths has passed away!I cant hold back my tears!I cried!!He is juz so close to me.I still rmmbr my visit to hosp,he was smiling when I enter the room.Read my previous post,u will nvr have guess that he will leave this world.He was doing well,now suddenly he was gone.I wanted to visit him sat cz I went to sentosa on fri.If i noe,I wuld have gone to visit him 1st b4 going to sentosa!!
I went to his hse at abt 8+.He was lying on his bed.He looks really calm,as if he was sleeping.I kissed him.I read yasin for him.I read lotsa al-fatihah for him.Memories juz keep rushing back.My Granny told me that he was looking for me on the fri,since I was the only one who always accom my Granny to visit him.I cried the moment I heard that.He was looking for me!!No wonder I feel kinda of bad when I saw the SGH sign board when i was on the way to sentosa.I just cant hold back my tears that day.I will always rmmbr him when i look at my left arm.It was him who heal it when i fall from the monkey bar when i was 5.Now,I have nobody who read prayer for me when i take big exam.He's gone but memories of him will forever stay!I will never ever forget him cz he is so dear to me!
I've been going to his hse for daily prayers for him.N I am going to do so till his 7th days.Since I didnt do much when he is still alive,let me do someting for him now.
so sorie peeps..tt'z abt it.bye
2:23 PMY
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Helo!!Well,Just wanna inform u all,I am going for the bbq tmr!!YESH!!Thou,i cant stay as late as I want to but still I can go is enuf for me ah.I am truly madly looking forward to it.Hope my sistaz can be dere too n njoy ah.
Nothing much happenned dis past two days.I keep sleeping.My bodyaches,my head hurts n my having a flu!I tink it must be due to last sunday outing.damned it!
Oklah.I will update more soon after I get back frm sentosa tmr or maybe the daya after.See yah!
1:00 PMY
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
I have actually posted some pictures I took when I was in KL.Not many,just very very few.I've been going out every single day since I came back from KL.By sunday,I was really worned out!
On thurs,I went out with Ayu n frens.We went to Bugis n I bought myself a jade pendant which I've been eying for a very long long tym.It is expensive sei.$8.90!To me,it is really expensive!!I am not werkin okie!!So after that,we walk from Bugis to Esplanade.I was really tired!We just relek2 there.Have a good chat n talk craps!Senang kater,aku buang2 maser lah kat situ.So i went back abt 8+ as I was really tired.I went home with dis gerl named Diyana whom is one of ayu's fren.When reached home,
On fri,it was really hectic.My dad asked along the whole family to Masjid Sultan for the Friday Prayer.So at abt 1130am,I started to iron my clothes which i really hate!After which,I have my shower n get ready lah.We went out at abt 1230pm.We were kinda of late.After the prayer,we ate at Zam Zam restaurant.We had murtabak!!After that,we went to ECP juz to relek n cycle.Had fun.At about 6+,we headed to my grandma hse who was not feeling well.We didnt stay long.We went to Punggol after our evening prayer.My parents fren has juz given birth to a baby gerl.So cute!!We stayed there till 10.I receive a call at 9+ abt Leah not answering Ayen n Fyza calls.We all started to panic!!She is the kind who always keeps everyting to herself!So we were kinda concern as we were afraid that she mite be facing some problem.But actually she was just tired as she had to do OT almost everyday.Haiyo!!U make us panic lah gerl!
On sat,I went to Halal food fest at expo with Obek Ju n Obek Lan.I bought few slice of cakes from the Royals.It is really damned nice!!I spent nearly $15 on juz a few slice of cakes.Bt I tink it is really worth it.It is so delicious.Then I also bought few packages of Pao n siew mai.Kinda of remind me the wwss days where I will always eat them during recess tym with my frenz.After which,we went to westcoast to Rojak!!Cik Y togeda with Cik Nek joined us.Not onli them,they had their youngest son with them.Imagine there we 7 ppl in one small car!hahaha.It was really an experience for me!I went home at abt 830pm.At abt 1039pm,I called ayen up.N we had a really long chat.My week will nvr felt completed if I dont call her n have our morning chat.We chatted till abt 4am.We really need to rest as we were going out that day itself.
On sun,I went to have lunch with my mum,lil sis n lil bro first b4 I met Leah.We actually supposed to mit at 5pm.But as usual,she was late!End up miting at 530pm.After which we took MRT to lakeside.Met ayen dere.Luckily she wasnt late.We procced to JE only to found out that Fyza was going to be late.So we waited.Captured some picture of ourself.At abt 6pm,Fyza arrived.We took the train to CItyhall.They were few culture boys in the train.We know that they are heading to the same place as well.A huge incident happened in the train.Some one slapped me hard that I didnt managed avoid.It was so painful that I kept quiet for a few moment.Few ppl in the train was shocked!Guess that nvr seen person gotten a slap LIVE!So we alight at CityHall.On the way to esplanade,I called tasha up.*Niways,tasha is one of my sistaz too.But we hardly mit,onli chat on pone n msn.*She has reached dere n we were so hapie when we finally got to mit!!She asked me along to skank with her at 7pm where Gerhana ska cinta(GSC) will be performing.But my other sistaz wasnt in mood yet to skank.So I skank with Tasha only lah.Ppl stare n wonder.But I dun care!I came down to njoy the music!Best of all,I was skanking next to Danial!!HE IS SO CUTE!!I met him once at FCP last year during Skafest.So we kinda of knew each other.We have even chatted on MSN.Hehehe.He was Tasha's pal lah.So cute lah him!!When the band nearly finish,few ppl were moshing.He nearly fell n I helped him.Skali,I oso nearly fell n he helped me lah!That is why I prefer rudies than other culture.
GSC finished performing at abt 730pm but they later had another performance at 10pm.So we kinda of relek2 first.Skali Fyza lapar lah plak.So we head down to Marina Sq.Fyza was kinda high that day.She was dancing n singing.I cant help it but keep on laughing.She was really crazy!!We bought some food n drinks at 7-eleven.We ate at the staircase.At abt 930pm,we went back to esp.We met up with Indra,Haris,Sheena,Ramizah n many more lah.We went to Nokia powerhouse early as we wanted to see GSC upfront n personal.But damned it,many ppl has arrived earlier than us!FUCK!
The first song was played n i was already skanking.My sistaz still wasnt in mood but after few beats,they start to skank.There were alot of bodysuft.Damned it!All my sistaz kena from them sei.Me n ayen was hit on the head while leah her contact lens even came off!!Fuck ah!Ganas sei nie bdk2!!Luckily,there were some rudeboy who tried to protect us from dis bloody irritating stupid ppl!!I managed to skank with all my sistaz n even apis.I didnt managed to skank with indra.Dier sebok skank dgn adek sedare dier!At the last part,there were alot of moshing!Leah even fall n ayen shoe nearly came off.Ayen was screaming "kusot aku kasot aku!!"hehehe.During that tym it wasnt funny but after recalling it,it was very hilarious.I tot Leah fainted when she fall as when i tried to cant her up she just sit still.Luckily,dere was dis guy who help her up.We didnt managed to thx him.Without him,maybe me n leah culd have been stepped by ppl.There were moshing like crazy sei!!Bdk2 nie smua btol nyer ganas!!Tu lah,Mat dah blg tapy aku buat bodoh jer.Kan padan muker aku!!It was really an experience sei.I didnt expect ska gig to turn out to be dis rough nowadays.There was really a huge diff since the last ska gig i went which was last august.I went home at 1130 with my sistaz n pitam kids.Me n Leah catched a cab back as it was already midnight!Our area is so eerie.Betta be safe than sorry.
On mon,I woke up late.I did my laundry n went back to sleep till 6pm.I literally slept the whole afternoon away.At night,i went to Masjid Hasanah for syarahan by Uztat TM Fouzy.Reached home at abt 1030pm.Watched Dia.After Dia ended,i called ayen up.We chatted till 430am.We talked abt the ska gig n many ting lah.
Today i was supposed to mit fauzi up to go giant.They are having chalet this thurs.But i woke up late n i didnt went ah.I am also unable to go for the chalet tingy as my mum didnt allow.Haiyo!Nvrm,I will try to ask my dad.hehehe.Hope he allow.
oklah peepz.It has been a long post.So sorie.byez!
1:32 PMY
Monday, March 20, 2006
12:43 PMY
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Saturday!!As usual,My sistaz wanna go out n have fun but always dont noe wad tym to mit n where to go.It'z really crazy when we were planning tings.But when we are out,we always dont wanna go home!So after planning n changing plans *dun noe how many times*,we finally decided to go dwn to esplanade n juz hang out,have a good sistaz chat n picture taken!So we met at abt 430pm n adeq n pyja joined us!!Finally,all my sistaz are dere!!So much fun n laughter were shared.Thou,one of us was rather not in the mood but the rest were hip n happenning as always!!There was a band performing dere n some crazy sistaz of mine were doing head-banging as she heard the song.That was really crazy!!
After watching the band,we had a great chat n puff puff away.I was kinda of irritated by the groups of ppl who were infront n beside us.All was looking at me with this certain look on their face.I know that they must be wondering why am I with this grp of ppl who are smoking while I,myself,am wearing a tudung.WTF sei?!I tried not to be bothered by it n juz laugh away n happily chatting with my sistaz.But inside,I was actually furious.I just cant stand this kind of ppl sei.Suker hati aku ah nak kawan dgn saper!!Atleast my sistaz are not backstabber n hypocrite like some ppl whom I know.Nampak jer baik,tak hati busok!!What makes me more furious is when Beyonce met her Exbf.This guy has tattoo like all over.Since the otherz were in the toilet,I accom Beyonce to met him.I was actually holding L's cigarette but i didnt smoke.So once again,passer by were all looking at me n then Beyonce ex.Haix.So narrow minded of dis ppl!!I have all type of frens.I dont judge them!So long as they have a good heart n true fren,i dont give a damned to how they dress up n how they handle their live!!I dun wanna befren a hypocrite,onli look n behave their best when they are with me.To all those tinks i am not in the right mind cz I hang out with them,TO hell with u all ah.I dun care n i dun bother.They are my frens n I love them!!
Okie,enuf of those bunch of ignorant ppl!!At abt 9,we went home cz I was going KL the next morning.I dun noe y,But I was really damned tired that night.I immediately head the bed the moment I reached home.I woke up late the next morning n I havent even packed my bag.So I rushed like hell.My father was angry as I was late n all.He said that i shuldnt have went out the other nite.Alamak,kener marah lah plak...hehehhee..So in the end,we went to KL at abt 2pm.Off to KL!!!
"World,world jugak tapy akhirat mesti mau ingat beb".This quote was something i picked up during my stay in KL.Well,I am back from KL dis morning at abt 2 am.My stay In KL was really a short n fully packed!
Day 1
I reached KL at abt 9pm.So we went to my grandpa hse.Unpacked n have hot tea.Chatted with my aunt n all.At abt 11pm,my another aunt picked me n my sis up so that we can sleep over at her hse.
Day 2
I wake up at abt 845am.*wah!early sei.*Did all the impt stuff.Had nasi lemak.My dad picked us up at abt 10 am.We went to Berjaya Times Square.It's a shopping mall cum theme park!All the rides were crazy n not for the faint heart!I cant believe that i took all the crazy rides with my sister.Luckily,I am not the type who vomits or feel dizzy after rides.The only things was my body aches like crazy.Imagine being thrown countless times.Crazy Crazy Crazy.If u are going KL,drop by that place k.After that,we went shoping.I combed the whole shopping center cz I was looking for this symbol target shoe which Mat asked me to buy!My leg ache!!In the end,I couldnt get it.I tot of buying some clothes but it cost a bomb sei!If compared to S'pore,here is cheaper.At nite,we went to Petaling Street.It is some sort like Bugis Street ah.The bargaining part was really crazy.Here is one incident.My dad wanted to buy this shirt.It stated at the price tag RM299.My dad bargain ah.He asked to give cheaper.So the person says oklah.Give Rm100.Imagine that!!U can get the price so low.In the end,after bargining again,they gave Rm90.After that,we walk walk and headed home as it was nearly midnight.
Day 3
We went to Masjid Jamek in the morning.This is some sort like Geylang,where u can find lotsa clothes which can be made into baju kurung etc etc.So my mum beli lah kain2 nie smua for our relatives in S'pore.We had our lunch at this Chicken Rice stall in a shopping centre.WAs rather nice.I was full!!REached my grandpa hse abt 4pm n i straight away go to sleep!!I was awaken at abt 630pm where all my relatives starts to come.So had an afternnon tea.Then i had my shower,pack my bag.After the evening prayer,we had dinner which my fav Mama Ton cooked!!Yummmy!!!Then we start to put all our luggage in the car.Hugs n kisses were xchanged!!At abt 830pm,I was on my way to S'pore!!!I reached hm at abt 2am.miss my bed!
yup,so that was how packed my holiday were.I wake up at abt 1130am cz Mat sms me asking for his shoe!well,too bad Mat,ur shoe cant be found!Den i msg all my sistaz to announce that i am back!!After the afternn prayer,i went back to sleep till 6+.I was really happy that i didnt miss Teman Anugerahku.I cant miss that!!And the only reason is b'cz of Khairil Yusoff!!!I really like him!!*enuf enuf*
yah..so that'z abt it...
ps:i've already type dis since wed but didnt post it instead i save as draft!hahaha..silly me!!I will post some pic aite..
8:20 PMY
Thursday, March 09, 2006
I have just finish reading the newspaper article on Nonoi.She was buried ystrdy.Seeing the front page,where her biological father carried her,really sadden my heart.She is so small.It just make me recall of my lil nephew in Kl who is abt her age.It is really tragical that such ting happenned to her.To muslim folks who is reading this,bacer lah alfatihah buat nonoi k.May her soul be with the good ppl.
There was another case that attracted my attention.A murder case at Henderson.Why are such cases happenning in S'pore sak?Why have all the good n nice ppl gone to?But when tink again,dis cases that is happenning in S'pore sumtym do really bring out the good side of S'porean.One very good eg is when Nonoi when missing.S'porean all over the island join in the search for her.Be it those who knows her or not.All we set looking for all over.When she was found dead,ppl still come n help.They drop by her parents hse to give their deepest condolence.It really touch my heart.There are still good soul ard.Not only that,ppl of other races also came to the burial ground to give their last respect to this lil innocent gerl.Dont u tink s'porean are just great bunch of ppl?Well,that is up to u to decide.
I've receive the news that i am going to KL dis sunday.After so much planning abt dis sunday,it had to be cancelled.I really feel bad.I plan n i am the one who cant make it.WTF!?But i am grateful that my sistaz are very understanding.Thx gerl.I really appreciate it very very much.I will make up for it okie.
okie..bye.
9:05 PMY
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Hello.It seems that I really got the time to update my blog every single day.Nobody is at home at the moment.Been living this kind of life ever since my O level ends.Go take a look at Juzaila blog n see her time table.It is almost the same except that my sleeping hrs is longer n often than she is.Hehehe.
So I've receive a letter from ITE Clementi.I am supposed to accept the course they offer me via online by this coming Mon.After which,they will send me another letter for our registration by end of the month.I am starting sch on 2nd may!
I am kind of looking forward to sch.hahaha.This is silly sei.I am actually looking forward attending the same sch with ayen.Me n her has been togeda for 5 years sei.Atleast we will be able to look out for each other in sch.right ain?hehehe.
I watched AKUSTIK ystrdy.Khairil n the anugerah boys was on!!Omg,i just so love khairil man.He is just so sweet!I can never get enough of him.N tat is why i even recorded the show.From ystrdy till now,I have watched the show nearly 6 times.Silly me rite!Hell yah i am going to watch it again after this.Furthermore,his drama will be telecast tonite.I cant wait!*relek ah mas*I tink i am going crazy over khairil sei.Betta tone myself dwn.hehehe.
oklah.I want to take a shower n do my prayer b4 watching khairil again!!hehehe.bye!
1:14 PMY
Hey.I was reading my whole blog just now and I realise that the topic that I always update on is always abt me n him.I was kind of irritated by myself when I read my own blog.I guess I wont be updating abt him anymore.Not only that I am irritated by myself but also I find it mcm meluat gytu.Tak habis2 bbl psl tu jantan.Yah,so i guess no more of him in my blog.This blog is abt me n my life.N that is wad i am going to update on.
I also no longer feel nervous or excited when he msg me.The feeling is just the same when i msg my sistaz or broz.I tink tat maybe he longer hold a special place in my heart.It doesnt really matter to me now if he msg me or not.Or if we didnt msg each other.But now,when I dont really care,he is the one who keep msging me.I just reply ah cz it's me who used to msg him first.Now it is him plak.Hmmm,I really really tink i had enuf of going over moon whenever i msg him.Feeling dah takder ah.
This will be the last tym I mite be updating abt him.Just wanna take a break with him ah.
1:26 AMY
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
So the high n low search for Nonoi has come to an end.A tragic end.It is really sad.I just cant imagine how a person can be so cruel as to kill the little gerl.C'mon lah,the gerl is only 3 years old!And furthermore,she is so adorable.I just dont noe wad was in the mind of the step father.Even if he is angry at member of the lil gerl family but still there is no need to punish her in such a way!I feel like this is another case Huang Na.It is really depressing to noe that dis kind of cases are happening in s'pore.I really hope the accused will get his well deserved punishment.
I went to Ngee Ann poly ystrdy.I found out the cut off point for Early Childhood Edu course was 15!N my point is like 27!How the hell am i going to get into that course sei?!The person IC asked me to look for other courses which I can qualify.So i went to the board n sees all the courses cut off point.Seems that the onli courses i was able to take was nursing n some engineering courses.OK!I have totally no interest in them!So i decided at the poly that i was going to stick with my ITE clementi.At first,my dad n mum was fine with it.But later on at nite,my dad kinda ask me why not i take nursing.I was like....Wad sei.My dad made me tink again.I called leah n gina to ask their opinion.I cant sleep.So i called ayen n told her everyting.She was like disspointed cz earlier on tat day we promise to go to ite clementi togeda.So I tink agn n agn till at abt 2 am.N It'z been decided with the blessing of my parents.I am sticking to ITE clementi taking Biz admin.Futhermore,i heard that most courses in SP n NP is full.Now,i am just waiting for the enrolment package n sees when i am getting my uniform n all tat ah.
Enough of my post-sec edu.Few mins before dis,i was sms-ing him.After five days,he msg me.Actually i msg him last nite,but he ZzZzZz ored.So it'z okie.Cz he is werking n bz with silat all that.Must be tired.I told him i was going to ITE n he laugh!Kurang ajar kan!!sial btol!He then say that at ite clementi got lots of faggot.N i was like laughing away when he told me dis.He is like very determined not to let me go to the upcoming skamania.He told me got mosh pit lah,body surf lah n mite even be beaten up if they dun like our dressing.Hey!this is not the 1st tym i am going to ska gig ah.Then i kinda of argue abt him going clubbing ah.He says that clubbing release stress.Yah Yah.wadeva!I am going n That'z it!!So Gerlz,Dun worry!I am coming dwn for this sun skamania!!!Dont worry k.
ok2.i got to go now.I am heading to JP.I want to have my lunch dere!byez..
12:58 PMY
Sunday, March 05, 2006
I am over the moon right now.My long desire to get my hands onto this song has finally been fulfilled!All thanks to my dearest sweety best buddy NORAIN BTE SALLEH!This song is my fav song at the moment.The lyric can be located juz next page on the left.Read it,Hear it,Have it!!It is really one damned good song.
yah.so that about.hehehe..bye..
12:39 AMY
Friday, March 03, 2006
It has been nearly 5 days since i last update my blog.I wasnt really that busy.It was just that my bro reformated the whole computer.It took 2 days.Futhermore I wasnt really in the mood to post.But here i am today,posting again.
The past few days has pass like a breeze.Tmr is going to the be saturday.I remember on monday,I was sleeping like the whole day coz i was so tired the previous day.Then on tues I went out with my mum to JP.On wed,I dun rmmbr wad i did.But i noe i msg him till late nite abt so many ting n everyting.On thur,I sleep the whole afternn away n called ayen in the middle of the nite cz i miss her so much.We end up talking till dawn.Now I noe why the pass few days was like a breeze.hehehehe.
Well,as for today,it was certainly not a breeze.I was awaken by leah pone kol at abt 7+ n she told me she got into ite.So I was already expecting that i am going ite as well.Then at 8:55 am,Adeq called me but i didnt managed to answer it on tym.So I woke up n take a shower before calling her.Little did I know,ayen n her was online at ayen's hp.Okie,so we conference at ayen's hp.ME,leah n ayen all get into the same ite n same course!!But me n leah is gonna appeal at NP n SP respectively.As for ayen,she is still deciding.Okie,that was the morning rush!!
At noon,I went to visit my Tok Haji at SGH.He is certainly getting betta.He was sitting upright when i visit him.I was able to salam n kiss his hand this tym.My aunt said that if he is getting betta,he will out of the hospital soon.How soon?I am not sure yet.
After that,i went to jurong east.It was really unexpected that my lil cousin knows Rahmat,his bro n his cousin.Well,it seems that everyting are turning round n round.We all seems to know each other sei!I just find it funny sei..hahaha
oklah peepz..chow!
11:13 PMY
