God I miss this Boy!!! My Prince Irfan Azhary!!! Argh!!! Miss Miss Miss Miss him!!!! I want to HUG & KISS him larh!!! Drop dead miss him!!!

N for gorgeous,beautiful & understanding Bytchez!!!! I miss you gerls damned fucking a lot sia!!! Next meet up 1st march k. Please please please!!! =) N I just realised,I don't have a picture taken together with Elegant Bytch. I only took picture with her daughter. =p

12:53 AMY

I cant seems to get into MSN. What the hell is happening? I cant check my hotmail. What else? Just what else I cant check and get into? It has been a stress week since Monday. I prefer last week larh!!!

Friday
I met up with BF and Darl for dinner. BF passed several tests. N he was proud of it. Well done BF!!! =) We actually bump in BF's Bro & his GF so we had our dinner together. After dinner bump into Bonafide Bytch & Tengku.

So BF & Darl went home whereas I hang out with Bonafide Bytch & Tengku. Macam dah lamer kiter tak keluar 3 people gytu. Joke around and disturb each other before taking 187 and went to Norlin Seafood. Tengku purposely called Firhan up and ask him to join us for dinner.

But too bad he was already on the way back and already had his dinner. =( Okie,it was fine. I met up with Elegant Bytch & Ejat. We had dinner. For me, it was the 2nd dinner. Of course I didn't eat much. I had satay only and share it with Elegant Bytch. =)

After dinner,went home and all. Rested awhile before heading for bed.

Saturday
Work till 7pm. Then off I went home. Like so damn early sey!!! I didn't know where to go and who to ajak go out with. So yah,I head home. Then unplanned & unexpected,I bumped into Nicholas. He was sending order at blk 910 and saw me. He honked and shouted for me but I didn't hear as I was hearing my mp3. I only notice him when I turned as I was wondering why is there a bike following me. Hehe! =p

So we lepak at my Void-deck and chatted till Roy gave him a call asking where he was. Then Roy came and joined us. Continue lepak-ing till 1030pm. They have to go back work at 11pm. So yah,it was fun ehk. =)

I head home,shower and watched TV then head for bed.

Sunday
Working at 12 noon. So yah,working till 830pm. Then stayed till closing with the Boys. At 3am,Hafiz came with his friends,Salman & Yan. Then joined by Yulee,Nick & Roy. It was like a huge gathering. But all boys!! It was fun. We played card till 530am sak. Fuulaamaaakk!!!! Keje giler!!!!!

But nevertheless,I enjoyed it. We had a lot of fun. I had a lot of fun. The memories there,right in front of 7-eleven will never be forgotten. Eating Thai Fried Rice, joking and laughing. Not forgetting the card game and how Nicholas faithfully teaching me, Roy keep laughing at me and Adril making fun at me. God!!! I' going to miss them.

Reached home,shower then head for bed.

There!! Wasnt that a fun week. Met all my Bytchez,my BF & Darl,My Closing Peeps & those who no longer working. It was so great!!!

This week sucks!!! I'm just looking forward to karaoke session with Bytchez and Azyan with Atok Boey on Thursday. N 1st March,East Coast with my Bytchez!!! =D Bytchez,Jgn tak jady ah.
Monday
Woke up at 2pm and I showered again before doing my PR report. I was on it till 3am sak. Taking only an hour break at 9pm till 10pm because of my drama. =) I had to do the invitation card,brochure and some other stuff.

Lucky Cyclone Bytch helped me,if not I am not sure till when I will be stuck at the Operation plans.

As for today,another stress day cause I cant do my Frontpage!!! Argh!! Damned!!! I don't know if I cant fnish it on time sey. It is due this thursday. Damned!!

Let just see how it goes lah.

Oh,yah. I made my stand. Okie,I know I'm changing it AGAIN. But I guess this is the final decision. I'm not giving up on Mr Firhan yet. Someone gave me this...

It's Hard To Wait Around
For Something That You Know
Might Never Happen.
But It's Even Harder
To Give Up
Especially When It's Everything
You Ever Wanted. =)

Like so true sey. I just want to thank Glamorous Bytch for it. I didn't even tell her anything sey. I just blog and she read. N she tag and sms me messages that makes me think and ponder. My 13 years friend is just so understanding. Bytch!!! Thanks ehk!!! Like you said,"It's not wrong to love."

Till the feeling slowly fade,he will be the guy that I like,adore & LOVE. Nothing will change that as for now. =) I realised that LOVE doesn't mean you have to own it but it's okie to continue on loving with my sincere heart. It's hard. It's meaningless for you but VERY meaningful for ME. =) I don;t care what others will think cause this is my life. I'm happier handling it this way. Thank you. =D

Okie lah. Till then... I wanna watched,You Got Served! =)

PS: I Wont Sms You This Week Can? =p

11:28 PMY

I cant make up my mind. One moment,I want you out of my life. And the next moment,I will be talking about you. Thinking and caring about you. My principal seems to be very shaky. I cant stick to what I said to myself. I'm starting to hate myself for not being strong enough to control my feeling for you.

But you got your ways of melting my heart. You got a way of trying to make me feel better at you. You got a way to make me love you again and again. It just seems not to go away. It's hard to love you. N it is even harder to have you. Then why am I holding on to you?!

I'm leaving our relationship to fate. If we are meant to be together,we will be. If we are not,then I'm glad I know you. It has been great having you in my life. =)

Lotsa love,
Siti Masrurah...

PS: I Love You Still Can?

3:11 AMY

Just came back from Lepak-ing with 2 of my Bytchez & Azyan. Awan was also there but he got to go at 1130pm as he got to catch the last bus back home. Bytch,you have been asking me what I think of Awan kan. Well,I think he is okie. But I wont give any final say cause it takes time for us to know someone okie. We see how it goes. Sincerely I hope you will go far with him. I hate seeing you getting hurt and such okie. =)

It was a great lepak session. Laugh our hearts out. It has been awhile. It's better with my Bytchez around. I will forget about all the heartache. I will forget about all the unhappiness cause my Bytchez know how to fill me up with happiness & their endless love. Thank Bytchez!!!! =)

Azyan and "Atok" Boey were there too. Tak baik. Abg Boey call me "makcik". That's why I call him "Atok". Hehe!!! =p Kekek jugak dgn dorang nie ehk. It was great lah. Just great. Can I say that? End up going home at 1am ehk. Biaser!!!

N yah,I went on shopping spree today. Okie,not totally a spree but I did spent some cash buying this shoe at Charles & Keith. Lawa giler!!! I love it!! Tapy kinda of expensive ah. Above $30 sey. Ok2 lah.

Hmm,now I actually doing my PR presentation at the same time updating blog and also checking out other people friendster. Hehe!!! Doing so many thing at one time ehk. =p

Oklah..got to go back doing the presentation. Daaaaaaa.....=)

PS: OT today? Pity you.

1:48 AMY

I'm watching The Game Plan for the second time of the day. Cyclone Bytch has left it in my house so I can watch it again. I love the movie sey. She was here at my crib since 1130am and left only at 530pm just now. We fall asleep sey in the afternoon. Haiyo!!!!

Then went to meet Glamorous Bytch with her niece,that minah. Hehe!!! Went home at about 7pm before eating and watching TV till now. At the same time,I was actually doing my revision. Yup,exam coming soon ehk.

Been doing alot of thinking lately. Yah,I somehow feel like giving up on him. Yes. Him. Mr Firhan that is. Should I? Or shouldnt I?

To start off,I shouldn't be even have any feeling for him. It was a mistake to even like him. It was a mistake to even had a crush on him. God!! Eveything was a mistake between me & him. It was my mistake. My mistake. Just mine.

Yes. It is heart-breaking to come to this decision. I was totally into him and see only him in my eyes. No other guys was better looking than him. No other guys was kinder than he is. No other guys was more gentleman than he is.

Our moments spend together was increasing getting better as weeks go by. He was treating me good. He was getting to know more about me. And we keep in touch even if it wasn't about work.
Walking back home together was something that I always look forward to. Even if it is just a mere 5 minutes walk,it was the best moment as that is the only time we will have our moments together without anyone else around.

But it was something that happen the previous week that makes me think. Maybe we are just not fated to have any special relationship. I might be taking it too hard. But I think it's enough. It hard loving him. It tire me out.

Yah,indeed I'm the one who has been hoping and hoping that one day a miracle will happen between me & him but I guess it just wont be happening. I'm done with him. I'm going to stop loving him. This is my 3rd time trying to give up on him. I'll try to make it my LAST one.

Nothing is going to happen between us. We are just going to remain as Crew & Manager. Yes,crew & manager. Friends? Maybe. I'm letting go of something I shouldn't even be holding at the first place. It was my own fantasy to think that I could have him.

Yah,decision made. I'll try not to chance it. Yes,I do have the tendency of changing my decision when people try to talk me out of it or try to pacify me and stuff. But then,think again people,it is just impossible. It will never happened between me & him. Never. Cannot.

N furthermore I'm leaving McD. So I guess it would be better if I leave everything behind. Leave all my bad habits,all my feeling,all my hatred or wadever lah. I'm leaving all of it once I leave that place. Yah,will try.

Ya Allah,tabah kan hati hamba mu ini Ya Allah. Cekal kan lah hatinya Ya Allah. Amin.

Yah,that's about it. He will just slowly fade away in my life. =) Infact,I have already fade him away from my life.

Ok people. Take care. See yah.

PS: Nothing about You Anymore After This.

1:16 AMY

Okie. I'm watching Nsib Do Re Mi while updating my blog. N it's nearly 2am ehk. Hehe!! Not that I cant sleep or what but I am just editting and collaging all the pictures over the past few days. It has been great for the past few days.

14th Feb 08
It's Love Day. I had a date with Cyclone Bytch, Kak Rina & Sharinna. We went to watched Ah Long Pte Ltd. It is a really great show. Some dialogue that make us laugh hard were "Blom try blum tau, Dah try hari-hari mau" and "kahwin sama saya." It was just great!! I laughed uncontrollably.

After the date,we went for shopping. Bought a pendant. Yup,all the three of us. Done shopping and I have to work. N damned!!! There were lotsa people!!! There was non stop people coming in from 6pm till 11pm. Wah!!! Nabei!!!

After work,I thought of going back but Ibu & Baba wasnt around. So I stayed till closing. Lepak abis!! There were Hafiz,Amirul & Abang Zaihan. It was really enjoyable. I cant stopped laughing at their ethics.

The most unforgettable was stuffing in the burgers into Hafiz bag. Hehe!! N both me & Hafiz getting scared of the rats outside 7-eleven running around. Me & Hafiz were like "Aaahhh!!". Hafiz keep asking me not to shout as it keeps shocking him and make him even more afraid ehk. Takot jugak dier ruper nyer. =p

Friday!!!
The best day of the week!!! I asked my Baba to bring me and Hanis to Sentosa as there was a Flower Festival. And indeed Baba brought Hanis,Ibu and Me to Sentosa. We really enjoyed ourself. Pictures taking and Dad was very generous sey. He bought the pictures taken and even treat us to take the Carlsberg Sky Tower. N I treat them to Skyride & Luge. Hehe!! Hanis love the Luge. Mum & Dad love the skyride. As for me,I love both even thou I have taken the ride don't know how many time sey. =p

Well people,feast yourself with the pictures below taken at Sentosa aite. =)

1:00 AMY

N yah. Before I go to sleep,what do you think of this t-shirt? Nice? Do tag on my board aite. Tks. =)

2:12 AMY

Helo People!!! Just hang up the phone with Indra Huraira,my Fav Boy during Sec days. He was singing for me over the phone. He really do have a good voice sey. He sang for me,Saat kau pergy by Vagetoz and few of Peterpan songs. Cair aku dengar sak!!! =p

So back here, I am updating after so many days abandoning it. Like I've said,I was busy with work and CNY holiday make me much more tired ehk. And to make it worst,my grandma was hospitalized on Sunday. I panicked and even shed a few tears as I was really afraid of losing her.

N I have been visiting her everyday since she has been warded. Yup,I went there right after school and will only be back home at night by 8pm,after the visiting hours. It has been tiring but I don't mind. She is my Grandma and that what matter the MOST for me. =). Anything Just For Her!!!!

I have learned a new way of updating from Glamorous Bytch!!! That is to put more pictures and let the picture do the talking ehk. That way I don't have to update so long and so wordy!!! So yah,feast your eyes my loved ones!!! 1st,just look at some stupid picture Maisarah took during class. Damned!! We were bored!!! =p


Enough about school. Below are just some pictures of me and my working friens cam-whoring after closing. During CNY,work was very hectic. Damn hectic. I was always tired but with this people around,it was much better.

I wont get tired so easily and stuff. Like what Hafiz said "Kau jangan layan kan sangat PENAT kau tu,nantu kau sakit TENAT". I don't know why,but I laughed so hard when he said that to me. N the time spent with them was great!!! I do have their video singing during closing. It was just great. It was always a moment of laughter and sharing of jokes. N not forgetting our supper at 7-eleven with Hafiz always supplying us with 1.5 litre of drinks ehk.

It was a really great moment together. We just chill & relek till dawn. Then go home,change & sleep before meeting again few hours later and doing the same thing again!! How GREAT is that!! Atleast I will have some memories with them once I left McD.=)


Okie,done with CNY pictures taken at McD. Well,below are pictures which my buddy,Faizal took for me. He was my photographer today cause both of us don't wish to practice our excel ehk. =p Njoyz!!!

12:33 AMY

Watch This Video Aite!! =)

2:53 AMY

Below are just some pictures I have updated. To see more of it,you can go to my friendster.

Or better still,go to Dearie's blog. She is a regular updater now. =) N she definetely have more pictures than me. I do have some. But I can find the CD which I have safe them all in. Damn!!!

2nd Feb 2008
1st birthday celebration for one of the Bytchez!! And it was Ms Hotcake aka Elegant Bytch!! We had a karaoke session at Cash Studio. It was my first time karaoke. N I get hooked!!! My voice sux but I don't care. I just sang.

Dah pegang mike macam tak nak lepas. That was what I felt!!! =) We dance. We sing. We crap. We cam-whore. We laughed. We guffaw. Name it, we did almost everything that day!!! It was fun. Even the small lil Bytch,Isha,dance & sing. I layan her the most. =)

It was fun fun fun!!! I had fun!!! =)

Fun only on Saturday but on Sunday I was such a blur person!!

I slept late. Bonafide Bytch slept over my house as my family went to Malaysia. Slept at 2am and I woke up at 10am as I have to work. I was tired!!! Very very tired!!!

I was like a 'stone' when working. Eyes couldn't open. No appetite to eat. Nothing. Luckily I finished rather on time sey. Then chit chatted with Tengku before going home with Francis,Alby & Mei Yong. =)

Easy said. My January ends nicely and My February started tremendously!!! What more can I ask from God? HE has given me the BEST family, the BEST friend and everything the BEST just for me. I'm just going to appreciate that!!! =)

K lah. I wont be uodating till I don;t know when cause I will be working the next five days. =). N yah,I miss my BF lah. Damn!

K lah.. Till then...

PS: Same Hair Colour. Just Like a Couple. Hehe!!

1:48 AMY

Okie. Here I am,updating my blog. Been abandoning it for quite sometime now. I really don't have the time to sit down and update sey. The blog is dead for a moment. Okie,my blog pengsan terkejot jap lah kater kan ehk. =p

Actually so much have happened. So many outing has been going on. 1st it was outing with Prince. Let just the picture do the talking.

12:45 AMY

I will update soon!!! I had so much fun!!! So many pictures to share!!! I'm LOVING my life!!!!! Sabar k. Promise promise to update before CNY!! =)

10:54 AMY

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