Happy!! Happy Happy Mood!!! Yup!! That is how I feel since Thursday. Okie,let's just back track what I did the past few days and most importantly,my outing with my working friends to SENTOSA!!!!

Thursday
I was supposed to finish work at 6pm but extend till 8pm by Tammy. Okie,no big deal ah. After work,I helped Sophia with the preparation for the outing tomorrow. Pitied her alot as she didn't actually get full support from Yen Ni over what she is preparing for us. She literally talked everything out to me. Luah kan perasaan abis-abisan sey. I understand how she feels. I've been through it alot of time during secondary school days.

So yah,end up,I return home nearly 11pm. Walked to the interchange together with Sophia. I miss a lil moment with my Wentworth Miller. But luckily my dad recorded it for me. Phew!! After watching Prison Break, packed my beg for tomorrow outing. I was like already half asleep while packing my beg. So tired sey!! Went to bed at about 1am.

Friday
Yezza!!! It was the day I waited for! Yah. It was really the day I've been looking forward too sey. I woke up at 730am. So tired sey. Eventhou the meeting time was at 9am,I reached there at 830am as I've promised Sophia that I would helped her in the morning. Okie, I did helped. Other crews were already there as well. There are just to many of them for me to mention ah.

We waited for all to arrive and all. We board the company's bus at about 1015am and head down to Sentosa!!!! While in the bus,funny encounter happened Aeron was singing for us. I was like,"Okie,this guy has the guts." Then crap talk with Ezad,Amirul,Duha & Brian all.

Reached Siloso beach and we all lepak. Guys started to play soccer while we,gerls, played some cards game. Okie ah. At first,it was very relek ah. Then we had lunch. After lunch,we were so mendak. Like nothing to do sey. So,Ann Nee get me to think of some games that we all could play. I came up with 'Monkey' ah. That is with the help of Ain and Xui Ting ah. We decided to make it challenging by having 4 'Monkeys' inside the circle and we get all the manager to be the 'Monkey' first. So yah,Ann Nee, Phillip, Felix and Sophia were the monkeys. Haha!!

After awhile,we get sick and tired of the game that we decided to change game. So all had fast drink before we played Captain's Ball. Ain & me were the captain. So we chose our group members. I was good at this. I get mostly the tall people ah. At first,my team was losing but slowly we catch up. It was great. Hehe!!! I love my team.

After awhile,we were tired. All had a break. Fast drink,smoke break lah. Then end up we played Volleyball. But not all join ah. Cause not all know how to play the game. But being me who love challenges,played the game. Discovered that I wasn't the only one who cant play the game sey. Francis, Phillip and Meng Hui were good at it. My hand hurt from playing the game sey.

At about 2pm,Yen Ni asked us along to take the SkyRide and play the Luge. She asked if we wanted to go. I told her ah if she is paying for it,of course we will ah. Then she said it's a bit expensive if she paid the full amount ah. So after negotiating,we decided that she paid $5 and we paid $4 since the totally ride was $9. Most of us went for it ah.

I took the Skyride with Yen Ni,Sharinna and Ann Nee. It was great ah. We did captured some picture together and all. I've posted it on my friendster. The Luge was fun too. I raced with Jakin and Hannah. I think I came in 2nd ah if not wrong. That was real fun!!! =D

And guess what,I played all this game in soaking wet short and t-shirt. I was thrown into the sea by my friends ehk!!! Wah!!! They totally planned it sey. And Ain was the mastermind!!! Well,I guess I deserve it ah cause I did throw Alby into the sea too sey. Hehe!!! But still,I wasnt as mean sey. They literally throw me in tau. I was fully wet!! Alby was only partially wet. Sungguh tak fair!!!!

After the Luge and Skyride,we went for another game that Sophia has organise. This was the main event ah. She engage this company to organise tis game for us. It was fun. I partner with Aeron for this Ice-breaking game. And never did I expected it to be fun having him as my partner. After the Ice-breaking game,we were divided into 4 team for the Rafting Challenge. My group members were Francis,John,Adril,Jakin,Sharinna,Jiling,Ann Nee,Yen Ni,Xui Ting & me!!! Francis was the head chief while John was the young warrior.

My team members were all the type that wanted to be first. We were so determine to win sey. We build our raft first and fix the Lego first too. The Lego part was amusing. How John keep saying "Hello Miss,Faster please we want to win. Our chief is dying." Didn't know he was that funny. And Adril keep rushing us by saying "Faster lah,I wash our boat two time already leh". I swear washing the boat wasn't part of the game. Haha!!

Yah,so my team came in first and all. We were so proud of ourself. Our team spirit was really there sey. Great. Love my team mates. Especially Sharinna and John who never give up trying.

After our game we had an hour of free time. All went to the sea as we were already wet,so might as well just be wet ah. But we still pushed and throw some people down the sea as they don't wanna get wet. Sophia was being thrown by us twice to the sea. Yup,literally throw. While Duha was so called being kicked down the sea cause we were all unable to carry him. So Ezat rolled him down and the rest joined in by pushing him into the sea. It was a victory when we finally managed to get him into the sea sey.

Went back to Jurong Point at about 7pm. Most were asleep sey. The only people who aren't were Jiling,me and Francis. We were busy chit chatting and all. I totally trashed everything out with him sey. It was great ah.

After reaching Jurong Point,all decided to have dinner together. There was a large group of us and I already planned to meet my Baby Dora. So,she joined me,Jiling, Francis and Wenli for dinner at Boon Lay. The rest had dinner somewhere else.

The dinner was fine. But the chat that Pyja and Jiling had made me and Francis laughed till we cried ah. It's hard to describe. You gotta be there to know this ah. Haha!!!

Went home at about 10 plus and I straight head for bed as I was working tomorrow at 11am.

Saturday
I couldn't open my eyes. I drank two cups of coffee during work and head home at 7pm when I finished work. reached home and slept till 10pm. Hungry so I had dinner ah. Late late dinner. Rahmat called me up. Miss him ek. It has been a long time since we chat sey. After talking to Rahmat,then Fafa called me up. Chatted with Fafa till 2am then continue chatting with Darling till 4am.

Eventhou I was tired,I was happy. I managed to talked to all my close friend. I rather sacrifice my sleep sey.

Sunday
Start work at 11am. N it was during transition period. It was so busy. I didn't bother reporting to shift manager first sey. I relek2 first then at 1115am,I report to Sophia. Francis just dyed his hair ehk. He really look like Ah Beng sey. Eh,wait. Maybe Tai long also can ah. Wah!! I was shocked lah sey. It was only a day I didn't met him and his colour changed. N guess what,his hair really look like boi's sey. Francis!!! Why must you really resemble him sey. *shake head*

I did regular today. Wah,stress ehk. Francis ah put me. He said I should practice more since I'm so weak at regular. Hump!!! Luckily I got a strong partner sey. So yah,I'm okie with it.

Since the outing,I became rather close with Francis sey. Ntah ehk,maybe because of the bonding we made during the outing ah and also the dinner we had together ah. Okie,I don't mind but still,I prefer Phillip. He is more out-going & fun ah. Hehe!!!

After work,met Baby up. We went to Pasar Malam near our house and then went back her house to watch Initial D and lepak plus makan all the food we bought. So lepak sey. Went home at 11pm and watched some TV before logging online.

N yah,I'm still online and would be heading for bed soon. It's my off day tomorrow and I'm gonna sleep in!!!! Hehe!!

K lah people, Till then.

PS:You were Great!!!

1:10 AMY

I told Rahmat that I'm doing my Office project but here I am blogging instead of doing it. Hehe!! Not that I don't want to do it but the mood is not set in yet ah. =p

Hmm,I've watched Fantastic 4 yesterday. Gerek ehk cete nyer!!! I suker. You all gy lah tengok. Best lah sey!!! Watched with Ahmad Hanis (My Lil Bro). Going in the theater just remind me the time when I went with my Swytaz and Bestfren to watch Jangan Pandang Belakang. Miss those time sey. Lamer dah tak jumpe Rahmat ehk. I keep warning my Lil Bro not to drink alot cause I dont want to send him to the toilet. Kesian plak aku ehk. He didn't even drink at all sey. =p

Still,I feel much better after watching the movie. It is just typical of me ah. Whenever I'm sad or troubled,I'll always go for a movie. Be it,I watch it alone or with my Lil Bro. N usually after watching a movie,I'll feel better. That's my medicine for my heart pain.

Okie. Let's see. I've started work today. Drive myself to work as I was late and mum is going out. Since it has been a long time that I drove,I decided to drive today ah. Yah,still kinda slow. I'm just scared ah. The family car is just too big for me sey. So yah,I reached work 5 minutes early. And Tammy asked me why I didn't turn up yesterday for work. I was like dumbfounded!!!

As far as I know,I put in the request book that I'm going to start work on 20 June,which is today. There was evidence that I wrote it. I showed Tammy the request book and she showed me the schedule for yesterday. It's true my name was there and it's also true that my request was already been read. So after arguing,we decided to ask Felix who was the one doing the schedule. Indeed,it was his mistake. He didn't notice the starting date lah sey. But it's okie. I'm fine with it. So long,I know it's not my fault,I'm okie. No hatred.

Today was a fun working day. Alvin and me came at the same time. N he run counter together with me. N to add on,Abang Zaihan was also running counter. So just imagine how much fun it is at the counter. I was happy working ah. While working today,I met alot of my old schoolmates. I met Syairi,Kenji,Khairul & Farah. Like meeting all of them in one same day sey. So shocked. But the most shocking of them all was meeting Christine Cai!!! Miss her so much!!! Really I do sey!!

After work,called Dearie up. Miss her so much. I know she will be finishing at about same time. N yah,indeed. We met up at Jurong Point and she wanted to have supper. So we ate at McD with Fafa and Mira. Chatted happily and and all. It was great ah. Just great!!! If only Darling and Dora were there. It would be much better.

Went home with Dearie as her parents are fetching her. So yah,we went home together. Great Great Great.....

Hmm,tomorrow working again but finished at 6pm ah. I'm going to the library ah. Macam dah lamer tak gy saner ehk. But tengoka h kalau tak kener extend. Aku balik maser nak dekat gapbuster. Takot jer manager tak kasi aku alik sey.

Okie. Now I'm gonna start doing my project. See yah. Till den.

PS: Miss You.

12:33 AMY

I've deleted the previous post. I guess it was kind of too emotional. What is going to happen will happen. I just have to face it. They says time will dry the tears but true love last a thousand years. Is it true? I don't know and I don't care. What I know now is that I wanna live my to the fullest with my Swytaz by my side. I wont be bothered about guys or thinking of getting into relationship till I'm 21. Yah,that is what I'm going to do now. I'll just have guys as my friend or my bestfriend.

Yup! Decision made. Will try no to think or ponder about it. Yes,it's going to be difficult. But I'll try. Just give me sometime ah.

So yah,I'm going to watch Fantastic 4 today with my Lil Bro. Heard that it is a great movie. Going later in about an hour. We are going to catch it at Causeway. Why Causeway? My mum wanna go Hejap Iran after that lah.

I'm starting to work everyday from tomorrow onwards till 8 July. Yup,chiong all the way nyer nie. My timing will always be between six to eight hours. I'm collecting some cash to get a new handphone like Dearie. Alvin is gonna get the same one too. N guess what,he wanna it to be black as well. Hehe!! Eversince Ju was terminated from her work and Sharinna hardly came,my working kakis are Bryan,Fafa,Alvin and some others too. But it will always either be Bryan or Alvin. They are great buddies ah. Always make me laugh.

But I feel old around them ah. They are only 17 or younger sey whereby I'm 19. If Ezad is around then it's ok ah cause Ezad is also 19. But Ezad is usually busy at McCafe sey.

Ok lah people. Till den. I got to get ready!! See yah

PS: Getting Over You.

11:58 AMY

Burp!!! I'm full. Just came back from Makan Shoik. We celebrated Fathers' Day. Had a big makan there. Now I'm totally full. Hehe!!! Okie. That's abt it. I'm workin tmr,1pm till 930pm. =)

Some picture taken in KL and some just took awhile ago. Njoy!!

10:23 PMY

Helo Helo Helo people!!! Yes!! I'm back home now!!!! Reached Singapore at 1am this morning. How's the trip? Well,we have a very tight plans everyday. But still,I managed to get what I wanted to buy ah. =)

It was just a 3 days 2 nights trip. My dad has to come back early as his business partner was unable to cope. Yah,we cut our holiday short but he promise it will be along holiday this end of the year. I hold to that sey!!

Day 1
Started our journey at 1pm. I went home to changed and all and we hit the road instantly. Reached at about 4 plus. We straight away head down to Masjid Jamek. Suddenly all the memories I shared with Steven,Darling,Ijal n Nad came. We went there too sey. So yah,we didn't shopped much. We just went to the tailor to get my dad's,Bro's and lil bro's Raya outfit done.

After which,we head down to my Grandad's house. He was surprised we reached there early. Usually we reached 1 or 2 am in the morning. So yah,my Mama Ton was preparing dinner. As I'm very close to her,she immediately get me to helped her. After like so many days not going into the kitchen to cook *I'm Busy okie*,I did the cooking okie. Get this,I cooked Curry Chicken,Vegetables with Oyster Sauce and BBQ prawns. But there was one big mistake!!! I wanted to cook the rice but I forget to on the switch!! Like so Stupid kan!!! My Mama Ton laughed when she get to know about it.

So yah,we had to wait awhile for the rice. Once cooked,we had dinner together. My Ibu Milah came just when we were about to finish but lucky for her there were some food left ah. Eat,chat and helped clean up all.

Went to sleep over at my Ibu Milah house. Yah,we have our own room n bed. =D

Day 2
I woke up at 9am lah sey eventhou I slept at 1am. I didn't manage to do my morning prayer. My lil sis did!! I was dead!! Dead tired!!! Woke up and shower all. Had light breakfast. At 10am,my family together with Ibu Milah went to MidValley Shopping center!!! It's like VivoCity lah sey!! So huge!!! We didn't even finish walking the whole shopping center. My dad was the one who mostly do the shopping. Knowing my character,my dad told me to sit down while he and my mum go around shopping. N yes,I sit down and waited for him. I don't like to follow people shopping. I'll only follow if I'm doing the shopping too.

But I love having lunch at Kenny's Rogers. Sedap lah sey!!! Too bad it's not Halal in Spore ah. Really,it delicious!! I'm bloated by the end of lunchtime. And the Vanilla flavored muffin was SuperB!!!!

And yah,the payment was rather expensive too. My Pak Su had to use his credit card lah sey!! Malu saya!! =p

After eating,we continue shopping again and head back home before 4pm as we wanted to avoid the massive traffic jam that will always happened at 5pm sharp!! Still,we did met with the traffic jam when we were about to reached home. Fuuuyyoooo,luckily it as that bad.

Reached home,my Mama Ton was cooking Chicken Rice. The whole family came down for dinner that night. Before dinner,we read Yassin for my Late Grandma & Uncle. So yah,after which,we had dinner. It was like a buffet style dinner as there wasn't enough sit. The chicken was great!!! After dinner,all lepak lah sey. Chatted,watched horror movie and then I head down back to Ibu Milah house for the night.

Day 3
According to plan,we were supposed to be up by 7am. We planned to visit the cemetery. But my dad overslept and planned were all pushed forward. We went at 11am instead or 7am. After the visit,I was assigned to iron the whole family outfit for out outing after Friday's prayer. I totally hate it!!1 I hate ironing!!! But no choice,I did it. I tell you ah,I could fall asleep ironing sey. It took me nearly an hour to finish everything.

After the Friday's prayer,we all get ready and head down to Masjid Jamek again. This time it was shopping time!!!! N it was my turn. Okie,me and my sibling. Hmm,I didn't shopped much there. I mostly shopped for fooooddddd!!!! =p Yah,so appetizing lah sey. Luckily my dad didn't make a big fuss.

After that,we went to Petaling St. We walked there okie. Wah,tired!! My legs we aching but I go on as I wanted to buy some stuff. So yah,I bought a beg *for work* and belt *all my belt are being taken by my sibling!* and a Baby Ogre pillow *I bought this a McD*!!! Yah,so it got all my stuff. Most importantly,at a very cheap price!!!! My beg only cost S$12 and my belt S$6. With less than $20,I got my stuff!!!! N my Baby Ogre pillow cost only less than S$5. It's so worth it!!!!!

After shopping,we head back home. I packed all our stuff. Clean myself up. Had dinner,which I didn't helped. We hit the road at about 10pm with all my cousin and uncles and aunties sending us till the house gate. It rather sad saying good bye but well,we had to.

N now,I'm back at my crib. Bodyache lah sey!! Hmm,wanna meet my Swytaz soon but don't know when. Dearie is working and I'm starting work soon too. Well,maybe 3rd July we will meet!! Me and Dora dah amik OFF!!!!!!


K lah people. I'm tired. I wanna head back to bed. Till den.

PS: Should I work tomorrow?

1:49 PMY

Helo!! I'm in school now. Just finish my BFS test. I'm able to do it. Yup,do only the MCQ question!! =p Mampos,confirm fail nyer!!!

Well,I'm heading for KL in about two hours time. Should reached KL by the evening or maybe even earlier if there is no harzard or whatsoever. Cant wait to get there but at the same time I just dont feel good leaving Singapore with my Swytaz having lotsa problem. Darling,I'm counting on you to help me if they need someone to talk to k. I'll be back before you know it.

Dora & Dearie,please take care of yourself. Dont always cry k. Nanti mata sepet macam aku!! Hehe!! Call Darling up if you someone to talk to. If it's really urgent,then you can call me up lah. I dont mind k. Darling,thanks ehk. Your help is appreciated. Muax!!! If you have problem,then you can call Dearie up. Ah,senang kater,call each other up lah korang!!! Bleh? Nanti aku dah alik,kiter gy lepak k.

Hmm,I've been collecting alot of information about smoking. Since I'm so determine this time to quit,I'm collecting all the negative effect of smoking. N my god,there is really alot lah sey!!! One of them is that you can actually get pregnant out of your womb. That is like scary sey. N smoking actually reduce the rate of you getting pregnant. And being me who love kids,I dont want this to happen sey. I'm still reading up on how to quit smoking all this. Yes,I'm very determine this time. My journey to quitting smoking has began!!!

K lah people. I got to go. Bye!! Till den...

Dearie,Darling & Dora: I'm gonna miss you gerls!!! Take care aite!! Muax!! Muax!! Muax!!!
Bestfren: Miss you lah!!! Take care too!!!

N yah,today is Faizal bdae.Let's sing him a birthday song.
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to Faizal
Happy Birthday To You!!!!
*Claps**Claps**Claps*
Hope you have a great year ahead. Take care Dude!!!

PS: Gonna miss working with you this weekend. =(

9:43 AMY

I'm DEAD BEAT!! Been working my ass off this whole weekend ehk. I'm so tired. Especially today. N today,I dont know why Firhan was in bad mood one moment and good mood the next moment. Nak cakap uzur,tak kan lah lelaki pon uzur ehk. =p *mas,mulut!!Celupar!*

But luckily with great crew around,I'm okie with it. Especially with people like Jannah,Bryan,Alvin,Amirul and even Izat *thou he is at McCafe*. With this kind of people,I'm happy already. No matter how tired,I wont feel it so much. They make me happy. N with managers like Tammy and Philip who understand me,it is great. Tammy will know when I'm in the mood to talk or not. Philip will just know when to make me smile ah.

Firhan? Dier perangai!!! Menggatal 24 jam dgn si pompan tu!!! Aku pon aper lagy,darah up jer ah!!! Jeling nyer kat muker pompan tu!! Aku tak kasi belas kasihan nyer!!! Everytime aku nampak drg menggatal,aku mesti tetap akan cakap "Hah!! Start ah tu menggatal!!!" Fafa tau aku akan ckp gytu. Ku ader blg dier. Fafa pon tak suker ah tu pompan. Hehe!! Ader sokongan skrg. Bleh buka Anti club untuk bdk pompan tu!!!

Next week,I'm not working. Yup!! The whole week. I'm heading back to KL to meet my Grandpa. I MISS HIM!!!! Heard that he is not feeling well. Haix. Atuk,tunggu k,Siti datang next week tau. Will start working once again on the 20th June. N I'm going for the crew outing on 22nd June. We are going Sentosa. Most of my close peeps at work are going. I hope we will have fun together. Never went out with them before sey. Okie. Enough about work.

I'm sad/disappointed. Yah. That's what I'm feeling right now. Thou it's not happening to me but I feel for u dear. I know how much you love,how much you have sacrifice for him. I know. I understand it. But what you get back from him is just crap!!! Knowing that now you must be feeling terrible but I'm unable to do anything for you just make me feel useless!!! You wont talk to me about it. I know it from your blog and when I called you up,you just act as if nothing is happening. Y dear? Y u don't want to talk to me? What am I here for? Even if you wanna me to come down NOW and accompany you,I will ah dear.

Others told me not to ask you anything. They said you have cried enough and don't wish to cry anymore. Okie,I respect that. But I just wish my cellphone will now ring and you pour out everything to me. Okie,I may not be the best person to talk to but still,tell me ah dear. But whatever it is,I hope you decide what is best for you and I'll support you all the way. Yes,I WILL my dear. Take care my Dear.

Guys!! Why must you be sucha a jerk in my Swytaz life?!?!? Satu perangai macam sial!! Yang lagy satu plak,menggatal tak sudah!!! Aku tak paham ah asal kau kene buat perangai macam nie. Aku tau,Swytaz aku ader sikit degil nie semua ah. Tapy kau fikir lah sey pengorbanan yang dier buat untuk kau semua. Dier sanggop habis duit untuk kau. Pinjam duit untuk kau. Bayar bill sampai ratus2 untuk kau!!! Tak cukup ker tu smua untuk menunjuk kan kau yg dier sayang!??!?!

EH!! Dier sanggop tak keluar dengan aku sebab kau!! Dier sanggop cari keje untuk bayar bil2 dier sebab kau!! NAK TAU ASAL AKU KEJE?!!? Kau pikir aku suker sangat ker keje!?!? Aku keje sebab Swytaz aku lah sey!!! Aku nak biar dier pinjam duit dari aku!!! Aku tak nak dier hutang dengan org2 lain!!! Aku buat nie smua bukan psl kau tapy Swytaz aku!! N Swytaz aku sanggop hutang keliling pinggang sebab kau!!! Dier sanggop bayar semua biler kluar dgn kau!! Sanggop kasi kau duit tanpa pikir dua tiga kali!!! Sanggop kongsi duit gaji dgn kau!!! Sanggop lagy tepi kan duit gaji dier untuk kau!!! Kau dah lah tak menghargai,kau buat hal plak!!! Hidop jangan pikir diri sendiri jer bleh tak?!?! Pikir ah psl pompan yang sayang kau!!!

Jangan cakap SAYANG kalo kau tak!! Jangan cakap pasal pendirian ah!! Tu cumer alasan lah sey!! Semua org ader pendirian tapy pikir ah,pendirian kau tu betol ker tak!!! Ego tu tolong ah ehk,jangan letak tinggi melangit!! Kalau kau sayang sangat dengan Ex kau,at the first place jangan ah nak menggatal dgn Swytaz aku!!! Sekarang kau sendiri bingung nak pilih antara Swytaz aku atau ex kau. Suker kau buat hal macam nie? Dah biaser buat ?

Stop lah guys. Kalau ikot kan hati aku,nak ajer aku suroh Swytaz aku semua putus hubungan dengan kau!! Tapy kau raser dier nak ker?? Dier tak akan lepas kan kau senang macam tu tanpa air mata dier menitis ah. Everytime dier nangis,kau pikir hati aku tak sakit ker?!! Hati aku pedih lah tengok dier nangis untuk kau!! Tapy kau tau tak nie semua. Kau tau tak yang dier nangis sebab kau!?!? Sebab perangai kau yang macam sial!!! Yang tak tau nak hargai pengorbanan dier!!!!

Lepas kau dah luka hati dier,kau senang2 jer kate "sorry". Kau pujuk rayu dgn dier. Sebab dier sayang dgn kau,dier amik kau alik. Tapy kau tetap dengan perangai macam tu jugak. Aku dah tak tau ape nak buat dah. Kate2 aku tak seberat mane. Kasih sayang dier untuk kau lagy berat dari kate2 aku!!! Aku cumer harap satu jer. HARAP KAU HARGAI DIER!!!

Swtyaz,I know it's kinda useless typing all this fucking shit in my blog. But I just wanna to let u know,this is how I feel about them treating u!! I sincerely cant stand it. But I cant do anything about it cause your love for them is strong. Gerls,whatever your decision is,I'll try to give my fullest support. But please,do what is right not what you FEEL is right. Please lah. I cant stand looking at you gerls suffering because them. Please lah.

K lah. Till den people.

PS: Angry Angry Mood.

12:01 AMY

2:25 AMY

My Swytaz and my Bestfren are online now!!! Never happened before. All the four of them online at the same time. Now I'm so busy chatting with all the four of them!!! So happy lah!!!

*K2 back to what I plan to update* As a result from sleeping at 2am yesterday,I was like sleep walking the whole morning lah sey!!! I did woke up on time and reached school on time but I fall asleep through out the journey to school. Was so sleepy sey. Luckily school ends early today. So went home and head for bed straight away.

Woke up at 315pm and get ready to go out with my SWYTAZ!!! Wow!! I'm so looking forward to it lah sey!!! So yah,Me,Darling and Dearie met up at about 430pm to do our ez-link. Mine is like so haprak!! All the side are like being chewed by rats or wad while Darling ez-link has gone missing.

At about 545pm,all was done. We head down to Somerset. Reached at about 62opm n we went to M Industries. There was a 50% sale lah sey!!!! N guess what? I bought a pair of shoe!!!! It cost $55 but after discount it's $27.50. Worth it kan!!!! So I used the money that two of my aunt gave to buy the shoe. Clever clever!!! Okie,after buying,we went to Heeren. Alamak,the shoes there are even more nice lah sey!!! But of course,more expensive ah!!! I just look at them from outside. Didnt dare to go in cause I know I'll spend my salary away on them. I cant resist the temptation of beautiful shoes lah sey!!!!

After window-shopping,we wanted to head down straight to Lido but suddenly there was a heavy downpour!!! We ran for shelter to Paragon!!! Remind me of the time during our secondary school days whereby Me,Dearie and Darling ran in town as it was raining and we didnt have any umbrella. Hilarious!!!

We went to the toilet. We love the toilet in Paragon. Text message Dora asking whether she has finished work or not. She left a few more before she was done. So we went up to her clinic and waited for her. At about 615pm,we head down to Lido. Jauh ehk jalan. Penat kaki ku!!!

Reached Lido and we bought our movie bites!! One large popcorn,*it's really very large*,2 medium drink,3 packet of kacang Putih and 4 cheesy hotdogs!!! Banyak kan?! Kambing-kambing semua lapar dan haus larh. Hehe!!!

Yah,we we watch this local movie called Men In White. The movie is so hilarious lah sey!! All the four of us cant stop laughing. Very funny. Haha!! N not forgetting us throwing popcorn at each other every now and then. Typical of us!! After the movie,we hang out at Starbucks. Lepak2 till about 1030pm before heading home. Took bus 7 home and alight at Clementi before taking 99 home. Lotsa jokes,laughter and sarcasm was shared in the bus. The worst part is,one of the passenger even change his sit cause we were too noisy. So inconsiderate of us kan. Ish!!!

Reached home at nearly midnight. Luckily mum didnt scold me or wad. Guess what?!?! I received an Adidas watch from Dora and Necklace & Anklet from Dearie and Darling. So sweet kan dorang!!! The necklace even have the initial 'M' as a pendent!! N Dora watch is green in colour!!! Oh,how I love it!!! That's my favourite colour sey!!!! I'll post the picture later k.

Now I'm back in my crib. Yah,gonna do Marketing project. It's due on MONDAY!!!!! Mampos aku!! Hehe!! K lah people. Till den.

PS: Swytaz!!! I LOVE YOU GERLS!!! *19.09.06*

12:46 AMY

I'm so tired today. I woke late for school and as usual,I reached school at 930am when class is supposed to start at 9am. Lesson ends at 10am. According to the time table,it ends at 11am okie. N I'm the only one among the four of us who took this module. So I was alone!! Called Ijal & Darling up. Both just woke up sey!!! Asked them to come school as soon as possible. I went to SA room and before I could do anything,Dearie called me up. She bought me an Oreo Cheesecake!!! My favourite!!!

Yah,so I have Oreo cheesecake early in the morning ehk. Kire sarapan ah tu. After that had lunch with Dearie and frens while waiting for Ijal & Darling. Guess Ijal must had stayed in Sengkang while Darling stayed in Eunos. They took one and a half hour to reach school ehk!!!! In actual fact,Ijal & Darling stayed in Taman Jurong and Jurong West respectively!!!

They arrived just as when Dearie needed to go for her next class. Lucky me if not I'll be alone AGAIN! So while they had their lunch,I took a nap. So tired lah. Woke up at 1245pm and we head for our next class which is at 1pm. Did some revision before we wet home. No SW today!! Even if there is,I wont be going. Never been in SW class since school start lah sey!! =p

So went home with Dearie & Darling. Exchange mp3 and all. We totally enjoyed listening to each other mp3. All same taste of music except that I dont quite like Trance & Techno ah. *Do I spell it rite?* Reached home,slept almost immediately and woke up at 730pm.

Watched 2 X 5 dol. I find the drama so funny lah. Especially the character Jun. Wah!! Manjer tak boleh angkat sey!! But I like the guy. So patient with his gerl sey. I wanna find a guy like that ah. Firhan is not a patient guy lah. Cepat marah ah dier!! Ngamok jer slalu!!

Wanna know the reason why I was so tired today. I slept at 2am this morning as me and Dearie was Video calling each other thru MSN. We both were so jakon!!! I did it with Jannah first then I tried with Dearie plak. We got so carried away talking and talking that I didnt notice what time it was. We both look so buruk!!! Dearie was in her night gown and all. With her selekeh face and me with the muker tak mandi!!! Haha!! But still we had fun. Darling!! Go get urself a webcam too lah!!!

I'm actually doing my Marketing project. Got to get it done before school holiday as I'm going KL from 13 June till 17 June. N the due date for this project is 15 June. So I gotta get it done SOON!!!! Next Monday,I'm having Marketing test plak. N Wednesday,the day I'm going KL,I have Finance test plak!!! So many test sey!!! =$

Cant wait for tomorrow!!!! I'm going out with my Swytaz!!!! We are gonna catch a movie!!! It has been a long time since we went out together. Last was 10 May 2007!! But too bad,bestfren is unable to make it. He has a date with his gerl. Nvrm lah. We shall go out another time k. Maybe after I come back from KL or what lah k.

Oklah people. Gotta continue my Marketing project. Till den.....

PS: I Miss You Larh!! Wanna meet you soon.

11:08 PMY

12:37 AMY

Helo!! I'm back once again!! How's my day?! Well,it's extremely great!!! Wonderful!!! I've just came back from Swensen Jurong Point. Celebrated my birthday there. We had dinner as a family. I'm bloated now.

I woke up damned late today. I woke up at noon lah sey!!! I have BFD at 9am but my eyes cant open. So,I slept in and end up getting up late. I was even late for marketing class. Supposed to start at 1pm but I arrived at 130pm and there was a test going on ehk. I'm becoming from bad to worst lah!!! Have to do something about this!!

After school,went to JP cause mum and lil Sis wanna get me a birthday present. So yah,they bought for me a Puma Beg and a Nike water bottle. The best part is,IT IS IN GREEN COLOUR LAH!! My fav colour tu!!! =D

Reached home at about 630pm. Had my shower and get ready to go out for dinner at JP AGAIN!! Macam mepek sak. Siang malam kat tempat tu. Hari2 mesti gy tempat tu jugak!!! Hehe!! So yah,had dinner. Pictures were taken. N now I'm back home!!

All are asleep except for me. Cause I wanna blog on what happened on my special day. Darling was like non-stop singing me birthday songs and all. Steven gave me a birthday present ehk. Didn't expect it at all sey. So sweet!! Thanks ehk!!!

N yah,thanks to all who wish me!! Really appreciate it!!! Esp Mr Rahmat. Hehe!! Onli u & I know ehk. =D

Hmm,k lah. Till den people.

PS: For a moment,I forget about you. A moment jer.

12:03 AMY

Okie,I'm going to reply to my tagger k.

eha: HAHA XD finally update blog ehk. gee. yepyep. wrking at far east plaza, ok uh. nt tht bad. wrking alone in tht small shp.. ((:
maS: Yup2!! updated oready. hope u have fun working there.

Ayen: at last updated..hehe..ok lar..meltz is nice bt it's not my fav.food..
maS: Yer. dah update dah. meltz sedap sey!! I loike!! No2,I LOVE it!!!

ananthi: hey.. massy... lyk finally updated ur blog.. how have u been darling..
maS: I'm doing fine switheart. How abt u?

Rahmat: cEH Ceh..Ingat jgk kau ngan aku eh..huahua..igtkn dh lupe
maS: Ish!!! How can I forget my bestfren!! I'll never okei.

jannah: hello (: how's weekend work?? cann ?? that freak aunt got do any trouble ?
maS: hi!! =D okie lah. Firhan ader mesti okie nyer. That aunt ehk,she was ok that dae ah. betta than the previous day.

12:47 AMY

Okie,C'mon people. Let's sing me a birthday song.

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Siti Masrurah
Happy Birthday To YOU!!!

*Claps**Claps**Claps*

Thank you everybody!!! Hehe!!!

Well,I'm 19 now. Hehe!! Does it make any different? Will this year be anything special? I dont know and not sure cause I'm not psychic.

Friday
Yup. So I did went out with Dearie and Darling after school. But I was so tired that I slept in the canteen while waiting for Dearie. I seemly couldn't open my eyes lah sey. But end up,they never buy the stuff and we walked at the Pasar Malam there. Yah,spend quite alot there and all. But worth it!! After that,went to JP. Me and Darling went to McD while Dearie went to somewhere else. Met Ezat and Elvin. Chatted and laughed!! Best working buddies!!

At about 3 plus,went home and we all took 243 before changing to a 99 bus. Like so duh!! I don't bother complaining cause I was too tired. I followed Dearie cause I've already promised her. So,promise must not be broken!!1 The moment I reached home,straight away without taking out my school uniform n socks,I jumped on my bed and had a good nap!!!! Wah!! Shoik!!!

Woke up at about 445pm,had my lunch and get ready for work. Work was okie. Punched in before 6pm as guest were very in and I helped Fafa with fries as she was alone and all. I didn't even bother to report to Shift Manager. Fafa needed help. At 6pm,Serene told me to run counter as Gap-buster is coming and all. Yah,run counter ah. Like always sey.

At night,Phillip came. Okie ah. He is a fun manager. Always disturbing me and all but I hate it when he starts to shouts. I'll always tell him that I'm not deaf. Finished work at midnight then head home. Shower then ZzZzZzZ.

Saturday
Start work at 1230pm. So I woke up at 1130am. Just in time and just nice. Hehe!! Reached work,no need to predict or guess,I kena counter again. So yah. The aunty who scolded Firhan was running counter too. But don't know why that day,she was extremely kind to me ehk. Like she knock into me,she said sorry. Then she gave her fries to me even though she calls out for it first. I'm puzzled. But whatever ah k. She is still irritating. I prefer Aunty Catherine and Sally better.

N as usual,I kena extend. Felix wanted to let Abg go makan first,so he ask me take over Abg. Yah,since it's because of Abg,I'm okie with it. Abang helped me alot sey. He really make my working life easier and enjoyable. After work,head home. Watched the Chinese movie before heading for bed at 1am ehk.

Sunday
I was awaken by a phone call by McD. I though I was late. But in actual fact,Ann Nee was short of crew and needed me to come early. So yah,after hanging up the phone,I took my shower and get ready for work. Arrived at 915am and Kak Rina asked me to have my breakfast before start work. So I had a SME and Milo which make me go to the toilet straight away after that.

Firhan was nowhere to be seen ehk. He supposed to start work at 9am tau. But he came at 1030am ehk. Aku datang lagy awal sey!!! Bagero btol!!! So he was in charge of me as I'm running counter. Like okie. My day was dampen because of that gerl ah. Wah!! She non-stop lah sial flirt dgn Firhan. Darah aku up jer sey. N each time I saw her flirting with him,I'll just shout "Hah!! Menggatal tak habis2!!!" Somehow,they will just stop when I said that sey. Haha!!! I feel so satisfied.

End at 3pm. The earliest time I ever end on weekends. Head home and my Nek Mok is here. Chattd with her and all before we both had our nap. Woke up at 6pm and she wanted to go back JE. She wanted me to drive her home but I was too tired so my mum send her home. Sorry Nek Mok. Lain kali Siti drive Nek Mok k. =p

After she went home,I ate my dinner before watching tv till 9pm just now. As for now,I'm still hogging online and all. Received Birthday msg from my Swytaz and bestfren. Thanks ehk!!! Love love love you all!!!! Your messages rocks my socks lah!!!! Hehe!! =D

Oklah,wanna head for my bed. Ngantok plak birthday gerl nie. Hehe!! See yah.. Till den...

PS: Your perfume make me melts lah.

12:09 AMY

TAK KER PERANGAI?!!? I WOKE UP SO EARLY FOR SCHOOL AND WHEN I REACHED,THE TEACHER SAID THAT SHE NEED TO INVIGILATE A CLASS FOR THEIR TEST!!!! WAH!!! WASTE OF TIME AND EFFORT SEY!!! NOW I'M IN THE SELF-EXCESS ROOM. THE REST HAS NOT ARRIVED SO I'M JUST HERE ALONE. I'M SO PISSED!!!

ARGH!!!! LIKE WADEVER AH!!! To make things worst,my body is aching sey. Especially my left arm. The cramp is unbearable sak. My left arm has a history. I couldn't carry heavy items or strain my left arm too much. If I do,this will happen ah. Unbearable pain!!! But I couldn't think of what cause this pain sey. Oh!!! Now I know!!! I carried Lil Dipsy for a long time yesterday. I carried him like through out our shopping time. Oh,okie. Lesson learned. Don't carry him for too long. He is getting chubby.

Working today at 6pm till midnight. Hmm,wondering if Firhan is working. I checked the schedule yesterday but no manager name is written. Like What the hell?!? Nevermind. Guess I'll find out later today ah.

Might be going out with Dearie and Darling later after school. They wanted to get so mushy stuff for their partners. Okie,like so romantic ah k. =p N Dearie is heading for Johor tomorrow. She's meeting Kyo. Gerl,jangan luper ah beli aper yang patut k. Hehe!!! Hmm,I bet Darling will have a date with Abg Remy tomorrow. But I'm not sure ah. They usually meet every Saturday.

Hmm,wondering what Dora will be doing this weekend. She's been busy with work and school lately. Just hope that I could meet her before I head for KL in about 2 weeks time. We both are just so busy. It's so difficult for us to meet up nowadays. The days I'm not working,she is working. The days she is not working,I'm working. Like how the hell are we gonna meet up right. Gotta sort this up sey.

Mr Bestfren is busy this week. He is working at Taman Warisan this weekend and will be back at CoffeeBean next Wednesday after nearly two months MC. But he is not feeling well sey. Kept having this condition of difficult to breathe. Don't quite understand why he keep having this. Eventhou he has been to the Doctor like thousand times,he still suffering from it. Just hope he get well soon. But you should also take good care of yourself and don't forget to take your medicine!!! Esp your antibiotic if there is any!!!

Guess I'll stop here lah. I'm gonna do my marketing project. It is due in like a week time but I'm not even half way done sey. =p

Till den...

PS: Hope to meet you today.

9:17 AMY

He Just Couldnt Sti Still,So I have to do This To get His Picture. N He was having a Flu That Day Sey.
He was Listening to My MP3 ehk. Hehe!! He never wanna Let Go of It.
Look!!! Even the Sieve was his toys. A very Energetic boy!!!
He Was On Top of me and Trying to Grab Hold Of My Spectacle sey. Naughy!
Hehe!! I love this Grumpy face of him. He looks Cute ah!! =D

12:46 AMY

HELLO!!! It's 1206 am ehk. Should be in bed,sleeping and be dreaming of Mr Firhan!! Haha!! *Okie maS,please stop it ehk* But really,I should be in bed sleeping as I have lesson at 9am tomorrow sey. I doubt I can make it to school on time. I am just unable to close my eyes. Been tossing and turning in bed since 11pm.

As I've said,I went to meet my Lil Dipsy yesterday and stayed there for a rather long time sey. I love him so much!!! I gave his clothes that I changed for him as the one I bought for him last time couldnt fit. Montel sangat!! Hehe!! *Macam Mama Siti dier.* =D Had my lunch with Obek before me and Irfan lepak together. We were so happy layan-ing each other. Baring2,golek2 macam kambing was all what we do. Obek was busy cooking in the kitchen. At about 5pm,I went to clean myself up and prayed. After that,we went to the void deck for a scroll. I guess he was tired that he fall asleep.

Didn't expect him to sleep as he usually wont sleep during that time. He wanted me to carry him and after carrying him for a few minutes,I was rather puzzled why he was so quiet. Skali tdo ruper nyer ehk!!! Haha!! No wonder he ask me to carry him. Biaser lah budak nie!!! Manja tak bleh angkat!!!

So yah,after that went back to Obek house and put him in bed. I had dinner with Obek Lan & my Obek Ju. 1/2 an hour later Irfan woke up. Took care of Irfan again cause Obek has to prayed. After which,I went back home at about 745pm. So tired!!! I was never this tired before sey. This kid worn out my energy!

Of course!! I slept on the way home. But I received a SHOCKING call from my BestFren!!!! =) We chatted and chatted. Told him all about what has been happening in my life and what is happening in HIS life. Well,in all,we had bestfren talk lah!!! Miss him lah!!! He's gonna start work soon. Well,take care aite!!! =p

As for today,it's Vesak Day!!! Supposed to be a holiday. But I'm working ehk!!! Start at 10am sak!!! So early!!! But luckily Mr Firhan was there. I'm okie with that. Hakz!!! Was assigned to counter in the morning ehk. NEVER in my working life,I run counter in the morning sey!!!!! Told Tammy about it and she gave me a CRASH course about running counter in the morning. I swear I was perspiring and very nervous. Kept saying my prayers and tried to calm myself down. Luckily Firhan was around. He helped me and guide me too.

Everything was great during work except for this fucking bullshit aunty!!! Wah!! She even dare to scold Firhan ehk!!! Nak ajer aku baling tray,air,fries smua kat muker dier!!!!! I was cursing and swearing when I walked pass her. Couldn't stand her. She is one of the reason I don't like working in the morning sey. Luckily, there were other crews who at least made my nerve calm down. Kesian Firhan kener marah. N that happened in the morning,but she still talks about it till 2pm. Like fucking shits ah!!! Dah ah,it's like over sey!! Bodoh ke haper!??!?! Nabei!!!

Since I'm already in an angry mood,might as well I type about this gerl who NON-STOP flirt with Firhan!!!! Wah!! Today she really get it from me sak!!! I was totally damned sarcastic with her. I NEVER talk to her in my pleasant voice but instead kept talking to her in an angry tone. Perduli aper aku!!! I feel so satisfied!! I'm mean!! Yah,I know. Sorry ah,but this is just me ah. Once I hate someone,sorry ah,I wont give any mercy!!!!

Finished work at 8pm instead of 630pm. Kena extend as there were really alot of people. Every time I wanna go back,this will happened!! Nabei!! But it's okie. It's part and parcel of working life. What more can I do. My lil Dipsy came to my work place today with his parent!! Was so delighted to see them!!! After work,I went to join them and we shopped at Kiddy Palace and Toy'R' US. Oh,How much I enjoyed shopping with Dipsy!!! Hehe!!! He always brighten my day eventhou I was tired after work.

After shopping,we all went home. Reached home and lepak with my Adik. We talked alot. Has been a long time since we last chatted like this. Giggling and guffaw like nobody business!! My mum knock on our door quite a few times sey. Hehe!!!

Well,now she is asleep. She is forever sleepy if the clock turn 11pm. Like what the hell sey. Ah,nevermind lah. Hmm,guess that all about it. I'm gonna post a few of my Lil Dipsy pics. Enjoy my cutie pie pictures okie. He is my love!! MY ONLY LOVE!!! =D

K lah,till den....

PS: Looking forward to meet you soon.....

12:03 AMY

The Precious: Ratu Masrurah
Born: Fourth June
My Diamonds: My Family!! =)
My Ruby: Anne & Camy
My Sapphire: Irfan
My Emerald: Rahmat
My Pearl: Ijal & Steven




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