Work was fun yesterday. Hehe!! He was there and we shared few moments together that make feel high up in the sky. Hahaha!! Okie,exaggerating a bit there. But well,I really felt happy sey that time.

But too bad,happiness doesnt always last for long. Come afternoon,some one make me feel so peeved. N thanks to HIM,now I guess the whole company knows about our conflict. Fuck him lah ehk. Just what the hell he wants from me? I have been trying my best not to involve people. But he? If possible,I guess he would want the whole world to know about it.

I don't know what the others has found out from him about me. Infact,I don't care. Since you are so keen in letting everyone know about our conflict, then be it.

My High Class Bitches has come to know about this. And they were rather pissed. But I don't blame them. They have the right to know and the right to get angry. They are my High Class Bitches sey!!!! For what I have them,if I cant even tell my problem or what is bothering me right.

For now,I'm just agitated with that Fucking Matrip!!!! I regret knowing you. I regret becoming close to you and abandon my BF because of u. All the happy moments we shared has now become a burden. I never expected you to be a person who is so heartless and insensitive. Damn u!!

N for the gerl whom I always cared and protected her from all kind of unhappiness in the world, Thanks ah ehk for the messages. But too bad,I felt NOTHING out of it. To me,it just bullshit. Sad to say ah,you gotta be more creative lah sey. I have always been receiving that kind of messages from you each time we quarrel.

For both you,I wish that you get all the happiness in the world. May you be the best and most happiness couple in the world ehk.

N today is the last day of 2007. Let me end my year by ending all ties that I ever had with YOU!! I'm going to start my 2008 without YOU. N continue it that way in years to come cause my life has been better since the day I walked out of YOUR life!!!

2008. A New Year for me. A Happy Year For me With My High Class Bitches,BF & Buddy. =) And for all those whom I love more than they love me.

Counting down today with my colleague. I hope someone who spoil it for me. Praying Hard.

Happy New Year to ALL. Love you. N Take Care. Muax!! =D

PS: I Will Keep The Gold Medal You Gave Me. =)

4:05 PMY

Has been awhile since I last blog. Was damned busy and today is my last day of my annual leave. Tomorrow I will be back to work till Friday. 6 days of working before I get an off day. Oh,how great is that. But I'm looking forward to my off day cause I'll be going out with my High Class Bitches!!!

It has been tiring working before and during Christmas. Crowds were hell. Their temper were horrid and the attitude sucks. Christmas should be an happy occasion. But with their sucky and horrid behavior, no wonder Christmas is not as joyful as previous years.

N right after Christmas I had my 4 days Annual Leave(A.L). It was packed with activities.

Went to watch Alvin and the chipmunk with Lil Bro before going to Sentosa to celebrate Ezat Birthday and then off to eat at Boon Lay Nasi Lemak with Dearie and reached home at about 1am that day.

12:52 AMY

I'm so happy today. Yesh!! I am!!! Dad bought me a new Swatch watch. YoooHooooo!!!! Shocking sey. I really didn't expect it. I only complain to him that all my watches are spoiled and and I couldn't find the Adidas watch that Pyja bought for my birthday. Thus,leaving only my old watch which I have been wearing since I was sec 1. Surprisingly,he bought me a watch today. N it's Swatch okie. Shocking giler!!!!

Wednesday
I was working from 4pm till 11pm. Fuh!!! Tiring!!! Left McD almost immediately as really tired. Met up with Dearie before going home. Reached home at about 1am.

Thursday
Selamat Hari Raya Haji!!! My family members left the house at 715am but I was still on bed sleeping. Told Dad I would be going to Granny's house late on my own. Just say,but didn't do. Kenduri start at 10am but I was still sleeping when the clock show 930am. I was only awake when my Bro came home to fetch me. We left the house at 1015am.

Fetched Mak's family members and Nek Mok before proceeding to Bukit Panjang. The kenduri has started sey. =p So yah,stayed there till 2pm. Chatting, cam-whoring and just have fun with my relatives.

Soon after that,we went to Clementi. It was Obek's birthday and wedding anniversary. Prince was there and Obek Lan's sibling were all there. It was packed sey. All were watching Tentang Bulan. A very funny movie. BF was also there. Prince was like restless the whole time and finally when I carried him,he fall asleep till I was ready to go home.

By 6pm,we went home and Prince was drinking his milk. But before that,me & Prince managed to capture a picture together. =)

Went home. Shagged and tired. The whole family just relek and watched TV before all heading for bed at about 11pm.

I was awaken at 12am and couldn't sleep. Mum was also up cause she wanna tidy the kitchen. We both end up sleeping at 4am. =p

Friday
Sleep sleep sleep till 1230pm. I had a meeting at 2pm and I guess if not for BF who told be the time,I would have been late. Meeting ended early and I called Adek up. Asked her to sent me food from Nek Mok house.

So sweet of her. She sent it to me with Hedy. We had our chat and all before I punched in for work at 5pm. Work till 1230am. So many people sey. So tiring. Luckily managers were great. Went home with Serene and I hit the bed at about 2am.

N I received a very shocking call that day. Steven called me up!!! He miss me lah!!! Goodness,I miss him too!!! It was a nice chat and we are gonna meet up soon. =)

Saturday
Off day!!!! Woke up at 3pm and went to JP to buy some X'mas & birthday presents. Met up with Dearie before heading home at 730pm. Reached home and quickly get ready to go for a wedding dinner. It was at the wedding dinner I told Dad about my watches. I really got no 'nice' watch to wear for the dinner. So I borrowed Mum's Esprit watch.

Went home at about 11pm and hog online the moment I reached home till 4am.

Sunday
Woke up at 1230pm and get ready for work. Rush rush rush cause I had to dropped by Bapak Safiee place before going to work. I was slightly late for work.

Work till 11pm. But luckily Francis was around. N I was running counter with Amirul. So it was great. I was working with a happy mood. Yes. Very very happy mood. =p Prince with his parents dropped by together with BF. Shocking!!! Immediately,I told my manager I needed a toilet break. Padahal padahal!!! But Prince visit with his parent and BF make my day even more happier!!!

Prince was so cute. N his smile just make me feel energized. I'm was so happy that I met him. After hanging a moment with Francis,I met Dearie before heading home at 1am.

It was there and then,Dad gave me the Swatch watch. =D No wonder he called me at 1230am. Ruper nyer nak kasi aku jam. =) I'm so happy at the same time grateful sey. I didn't expect it from him and I know it must has cost him quite a bomb!

I'm working again tmr. But at 2pm till 630pm. N working again on X'mas till 1030pm before I have a 4 days annual leave. N I cant wait for that to happen!!! I'm going to spend my time with My High Class Bitches,my Buddy,my BF n relatives if possible. =)

N yah,before I ended my post. I am happy. I don't know if this happiness gonna last but for now I am feeling better than before. I maybe seen as cruel saying this,but I ended my Swytaz frenship. I know I have hurt my other two swytaz. But it's useless for me to go on and pretend I'm happy when I am not.

I've been tolerating for quite a while. I don't wish to turn back and regret. For now,I want to create new memories with my High Class Bitches. I had enough of her and her "laki". I'm done with her. I'm done with her "laki". Some may say I would turn back and accept them back in my life. In future,maybe. For now,I don't think so.

Ok lah..till then people. =)

PS: You Make Me Love You Even More Than Ever!!! =)

2:42 AMY

It has been tiring. Work is so tiring. With Christmas coming and people are just rushing buying some last minutes present. N guess what,after shopping they all came and eat. Wah!! I swear I could scream. It was just dead tiring. N BIG news,I'm actually working on Hari Raya Haji Eve. Like what the hell sey. Not blaming anyone cause I was the one who didn't request off. I totally forget sey.

I didn't work on Friday and Saturday. I was on MC. My blood pressure was rather low and stuff. So I actually went to the polyclinic on Friday with Dearie and the doctor gave me two days MC. So yah,I rested after reaching home from polyclinic. No one was at home so I had to take care of myself. But it's okie. I've stopped being too dependent on anybody.

As for Saturday, I had enough of resting and needed to get out! So called up my Dearie and Darling. Out we went to town on Saturday afternoon. It was damned packed!!! But we had each other so it doesn't really matter.

We just relex and chill with each other company. Had some talk and food. But hundreds of pictures taken. You guys can view it at my Frenster or Dearie Frenster profile. It was just amazing how many pictures we took and we just use our camera phone as none of us had any camera on hand. =p

Head home rather late. But we managed to catch the last train ah. Infact,we run for the last train ehk. Luckily we managed to catch it on time. Peace!!

Too bad for me I had to work on Sunday. So yah,work till 830pm before heading home. Dead tired. Slept at about 1am as I was busy with my project stuff.

Monday
As a result for turning in late,I woke up just in time for work which start at 2pm. So yah,I work till 7pm before actually meeting up with some peeps and head home at about 9pm.

Watched TV and head for bed at 2am.

Tuesday
I started work at 4pm. N there were already so many people. It went on till 1130pm. I was even extend till 12am. So yah,my day ends at work. Took a cab home with Fafa before meeting up with Dearie.

Lepak for awhile before heading home at 2am. Since then I've been online at the same time editing some picture and doing some projects.

I'm too tired. My body is weak. My mind is tired. But I just cant stop. N I wont!! Life has to go on no matter what happen! Nothing is going to affect how I manage my life. I rule my own life. No one should be telling me how I should be handling my own life. I'm happy with whatever I have now. I don't want to be greedy and have so many things. Some happiness are just not meant to last. But it's okie. I accept that. I'm fine with it.

Now is all about being able to hold on. I'm not going to waste my life thinking and wondering about why my life is not like some people. I'm satisfied with what I have now. I have friends who don't back-stabbed me. I have family members who share my joys and happiness. I have a bestfriend who is always there to advise.What more can I ask?

I thank god for all the tests HE put me through. It has make me a stronger person. Now,I wont be easily brought down by anything. I hope I can manage to stay strong for as long as possible. =)

Guess now I will be heading for bed. I'm working later at 4pm. =$

PS: I'm Still Loving You!!! Hehe!!! N You Still Hold That Throne In My Heart. =)

3:59 AMY

As much as I want to do my Drink Driving campaign presentation, I cant seem to concentrate. So here I am distracted, disappointed, disrespected and updating my blog. No one is at fault as to why I am distracted. No,I'm not blaming anyone. Even if the blame is on you, I take the blame from you. You could put the blame on me. I'm okie with it.

I understand that we had some problems and I am not blind to see or even notice it. We tried to talk, but it always doesn't happen. We are running away from our OWN problem that we are facing. All the pain you kept inside you, you think I don't know. You think I don't know that you are putting so much effort to tolerate my behavior. I appreciate that. Yes,I do. If I can apologize for being wrong, Then it's just a shame on me. I am the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me.

So much for saying "You trust me" but you never really did. You still have so much doubt. You still don't believe what I said. So much for saying "You understand." But never once you truly try to understand. You expect me to be like you. But I have my difficulties. I have my own problems which I prefer handling it by myself.

You are not respecting me. You are not respecting my life. You are not respecting my decision. I'm disappointed. I thought you would be. But I guess I was wrong. It was my fault. It IS my fault. So don't worry,I don't blame you and never will. I am the one at fault.

So yah,you can stop worrying about me cause I am doing fine. You can stop thinking that I'm blaming you cause I am not. You can stop thinking that I am angry with you cause I am not. So please,let me just have this space for me to settle my own stuff and wadever shit that I have to handle. I don't want and don't need your help.

Call me insensitive. Call me inhumane. Call me selfish. Call me whatever you want. I wont scold. I wont get angry. I wont even dare to get angry. So go ahead and put any accusation on me. I wont blame you. Whatever is happening now is all my fault. It all start from me. So please,don't feel guilty. Don't be confused.

I hope you enjoy your life now. Stop worrying about me. I'm fine. I need my space now. N for god sake,don't try to approach my friends,family members or whoever okie. Don't make life difficult for them. Don't interrupt their life. This is between us. Let it just stay that way. If that is ever possible.

10:12 PMY

Helo people!! I'm actually in school right now having my AOFA lesson. But I'm just too lazy to do the assignment given. So here I am,updating my blog. My buddies are not here today. It has been three days since I last saw them. Fucking shits arh!! Tomorrow will be the last day of school. I really hope they will come. If not,it will be another three weeks of waiting. I don't know if we will be meeting during the holidays.

My Pak Su came on Thursday with his family and 2 nieces from his wife side. It was a four days three night stay for them. It was great having them around. We had fun chit-chatting and playing Twister together at the living room. And not forgetting our lepak session at Boon Lay Nasi Lemak. Yup,we went there!! It was great ah. I just had to squeeze time after work to be with them for dinner and some shopping outings.

But I love playing Twister the most!!! We were like all over each other trying to win each other and all. It was just great ah. Fun Fun Fun weekend!!! But too bad for me,after they went home on Sunday morning,I have to work ehk. By then,I was already weak. My energy was drained out!

Went to work with lazy eyes and even get my Bro to sent me sey. Luckily for me, I have already request to work for only 4 hours. Still,it was like hell ah. I was assigned to do counter and it was just tiring ah.

Went home and sleep my afternoon away till 11pm before waking up and had my breakfast plus lunch plus dinner and also supper!! Due to the afternoon "nap",I wasn't able to sleep at night. Was only able to sleep at 5am.

So as you can guess,I didn't went to school on Monday. Damned!! I swear I couldn't wake up sey. Darling went to school with Steven. Ijal wasn't around too. After school,Darling came over as we needed to do a Presentation on Drink Driving. So yah, we spend about 2 hours doing it before actually meeting Dearie and lepak.

Lepak,chat and satisfy our cravings till 730pm before all head home. Head home and get ready for my class at 830pm. Class ended at 10pm and guess what I was craving for. I was craving for McWings lah sey. Told Dad to drop me off at Pioneer Mall cause I wanted to buy it there. Then Dad said,"Dah tak yah. Nnt kul brape jer alik lepas meet up dgn kwn2 nyer." Wah,my Dad seem to know me ehk.

So instead he stop by at Jurong Spring McD. He gave me $20 and I bought something for everybody and spend all the $20. =p So yah,went home and the whole family was eating McD ehk. Hehe!! I wanted to call McDelivery but it was raining heavily so I was like half-hearted sey. Head for bed at 1am.

Tuesday!!!
It was the last episod of Butakah Cinta. Called Darling up to watch the drama. Sungguh mengeram kan. The last episod doesn't really ends the story. So I bet there will be a next season.

I went to school slightly late cause of that drama sey. After school,me,Dearie and Darling went to Outram cause I though of donating blood. But the doctor didn't allow me to as I had very low blood pressure. Like so fuck sey.

Went home and I was there irritating Dearie. I don't know why but my mood was just crazy sey. Dearie cant stop laughing sey. Reached home and lepak with Mum. She wasn't feeling well. Biasa jugak,when daughter and Mum meet up, we gossip arh. =p

Slept rather late cause I was text messaging with BestFren(BF). BF is going NS soon sey. Like in less than one month sak. I just keep wondering how it will be like not talking to him for a certain period of time. He was always there to advice me when I turn impulsive. He was always there when I was facing problems with my Swytaz. He gives advices that are logic and reasonable. He will always make think twice of my actions.

Though his words are rather harsh and sometime insensitive,but hell yah,it does wake me up to reality. Sometime I wonder,why he can think so maturely sey eventhou I older than him. I fortunate to have a BF like him. I thank god for letting me have such a good BF. I hope that he and me will be BestFren Forever(BFF). Hehe!! Kiwak!! Kental sak!!! Guess I got this syndrome after watching Bratz ah. =p

Okie,since the dram Butakah CInta is over,I changed my song again. I find this song rather interesting sey. I just find it nice ah. Listen ah.

Hmm,k lah.. I guess that is all for now. Till then people.

PS: I Hate you On Saturday But I Love You on Sunday!!! =)

12:34 PMY

This is the video of Bestfren performing his silat. Great Job Bestfren!!! =)

1:52 PMY

Okie. I know it has been like nearly two weeks since I last update my blog and it is getting kinda dusty ehk. Not that I don't want to update but I was just so busy the previous week. My schedule was so packed and tight that I don't even have enough sleep sey.

Hmm, wondering how was my holiday in Cameron Highland? Well,it was great. It was marvelous. It was very enjoyable. It was memorable. It was fantastic lah sey!!!! I really enjoy my time there with my family and relatives. The weather there was great. Cooling and chill. I wish to go there again. Maybe with my friends & Swytaz!!! Swytaz!! Jom meh gy Cameron Highland meh!!! Hehehe!!

Since I came back from Cameron,my days were packed with activities. My Lil Bro birthday lah,visiting Prince who was down with high fever,working and many more lah.

N guess what, my aunt just gave birth to a Baby Boy. Now my Granny has 28 grandchildren. Bleh tahan banyak ehk. I have yet to see the Baby Boy. Maybe we are going to see him tonight but it has yet to be confirm.

Sunday was sucha a busy day. I was up by 845am,getting ready to go to Ang Mo Kio. Bestfren has a silat competition and I promise him to be there. I was really dead tired but a promise is a promise ehk. Was supposed to meet Kak Lia at 930am in Clementi but I was still at home at 930am ehk.

So end up going there by myself. It was a long ride. I slept from Jurong East till Khatib sey. Wah!! Shiok sak!!! Reached there and luckily Bestfren turn wasn't over yet. So yah,managed to catch Bestfren part and I recorded it. Will post it later for you to watch aite.

After the event,met up with my Swytaz!!! Yezza!!! It has been a fucking long time since we meet up completely ehk. So we finally did one 2nd December 2007!!!! Yeah!!\m/ So we had our lunch plus dinner at Lau Pa Sat,our all time favourite eating place!!! Like usual,our craving for satay,BBQ chicken,Jellyfish Rojak will be on our main menu. Our side dishes were Hokkien Mee & Gong Gong. Which didn't attract me as much as BBQ chicken.

We devour the food like hungry beast. Burok ehk!! N laughter and sarcasm were shared. * Like Always* After eating,we went and lepak at this place where we though no one would be around. Indeed no one was around. N we made so much noise. Then some one came to us and scolded for making too much noise. It was an apek who slept there!!

We were shocked!! But then, we laughed and walked further down so as not to disturb him. Continue lepak-ing before heading home at 11pm. It was a fun outing ah!! I love it man!! But too bad,due to some commitment,we aren't able to have it as often as we want to. But well,most important is that we stay in each other heart ah.

As for today,I'm on MC. I woke up with a massive headache. Took some pills and rested. But it didn't get well,so I went to the polyclinic. Well, I got a day MC and the doctor just gave me paracetamol. Okie lor. Just gonna have my rest later and maybe I'll sleep away the day. Dead tired.

Niwae,my Uncle from KL will be heading for Singapore tomorrow with his family. He will be here till Sunday. Gosh!! N I'm working sey.

N yah,I'm changing my song to Butakah Cinta by Spring. Dearie & Baby love this song. N they are like forever singing this song when I met them. Nah lah,just for u gerls ehk. Hehe!! =)

Hmmm,k lah. Till then people...

PS: I Miss Miss Miss Miss Miss You!!!! Fuck arh!!!

12:45 PMY

The Precious: Ratu Masrurah
Born: Fourth June
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My Pearl: Ijal & Steven




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