Hey!! I'm back again updating!!!
Please do read my previous post before reading this ehk. =)
Since it's the LAST day of the month. Just wanna type some stuff that I feel strongly about.

So much has happened in August 08. N I must say,it wasn't all good lah ehk. All my relationship with everybody is deteriorating. I'm just not like who I'm used to be. I'm not sure whether it's 'THAT' incident which happened is the reason why I have changed.

As you know,Pretending has always been my BEST Forte. Not all will notice this change in me. Only those who are really close & really understand me will notice it. I'm not asking to be noticed of what-so-ever lah ehk.

I'm fine living in this kind of life. In fact,I'm used to it. Pretending to be happy so that people around me will be happy too. Seeing my Loved Ones happy makes me feel better.

Someone once said,"What is happening are all fated to happen." Well,it is true. But sometime I just cant accept what has already been fated to happen to me. I totally don't think I deserve to go through what I'm going through. It is just total injustice done to me!!!

It's a pity something bad has to happen before we could become close once again. Whatever it is,I'm just treasuring what we have now before you embark into a new relationship with a NEW someone. "Only True Friends Stay". A quote I will never forget.

Aku nak tengok je saper btol2 aku nyer True Friend. N who is worthy to be my True Friend. Well,kau kater aku macam tak wujud kan. If that is what you want,I can show you that I don't exist lor. I will always fulfill what people want. N since that is what you want,I shall give to you aite.

Don't blame me. I'm just fulfilling what you want. =)

In actual fact,I'm just tired of life. Nothing good has been happening that can lift up my soul again. Each day I just make myself tired so that I can sleep at night. Still, I do wake up in the middle of the night thinking what have I done to deserve something like this from people around me.

Kalau ikot kan hati & perasaan, dah lamer aku hilang kan diri dari semua org. But thinking about what that someone said,I just cant bring myself to doing it. I've been relying on that someone too much nowadays. N I'm scared that if one day he were to go away,who will I turn to?

Ntah lah ehk.. Whatever it is,Life has to go on. Pretend jer lah all that is happening wont be affecting myself. Ramadhan starts tomorrow. Hope that I can find peace in this month.

So people,till den aite..Take care.

PS: Just how are you doing?

6:44 PMY

Hello everybody!!!! Okie,I know it has been a long time since I have abandon this blog of mine. I just don't have the time to update. Well,just to show Im still alive and kicking,I'm updating this blog today aite.

Previous post wasnt so good. Hope this post I wont be carried away by emotion. So what are you waiting for?!?!? Go on & read!!! I'm updating the overdue pictures during my Granny Bday which was on 18th July 08. LONG OVERDUE!!!!

Well,Lil Sis actually baked some cupcakes for Granny. Yelah..Cucu Kesayangan mah...=p

So before we all start eating,almost all took pictures with Granny. Not all came,some are busy with whatever lah ehk. Nak celebrate bday nenek & mak sendiri pon takder time. Aper nyer org pon aku tak tau lah ehk....

So Granny took pictures with us. I was the one who brought the camera. So I was the photographer for the night. =)

After taking pictures, we eat lah!!! It was kinda of pot-luck thingy. Each family bring one dish or dessert. So there was kinda lotsa to eat. Aper lagy aku pon lahap lah!!! =p

After eating,we all went to help out in clearing up & also pack some food home. This part I wasnt so enthusiastic..But Hey!! I still do help out!!! =) Lil Sis was just pretending to help!!! =p

So all went home around 10pm and I went to Clementi cause I was going to the Chalet with Abg Farid & Kak Lya. N Prince was just so manja with me that whole 2 Days... I Love Him.. Sorry No pictures during that chalet cause battery was flat!!! Damn!!
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Another worthy celebration that is to be update is Prince 2nD BirthDay celebration!!! It was celebrated twice. One at his Grandparent house another was at Anchor Point with His Family,Aunty Huda & Me,His Mama Siti. =)


Then on his actual BirthDay which was on 26th August, we went to Anchor Point to celebrate his BirthDay. I even took half day leave just to fetch him at West Coast. Habis-habisan kalau Prince nyer pasal.

While waiting for his Dad to knock-off from work,we went to Best World. Jalan2, shop2 before relaxing at MacDonald.

At about 6pm,we went to Anchor Point. It was a great place to celebrate a KID birthdays. The ambience is there with the cartoon characters around and even Disney Movie is played. =) I just felt like a kid once again.


In all,the celebration was great. Prince was super duper manjer with me that day. Keep asking me to carry him. N just imagine ehk,I was wearing heels that day. Aduh!! Penat sey!! But I just cant bring myself to reject him lah. Ntah lah ehk.. Maybe I just love him too much that I think that I'm spoiling him rotten sey.

After that,went off to meet Camy & Anne. Fuuuyoooo!!! I deadly miss Anne lah sey!!! Her working shift just sucks!!! I Hate It!!! It's so difficult to see her nowadays. Gal,nak jumpe kau macam nak jumper Ari Wibowo ah!!! Hehe!!!

K lah people.. That's about it. Will update again soon.

PS: It Has Been Awhile Since We Last Meet.

1:20 AMY

Hello people. Okie,I know it has been like a million hours since I have abandon this blog. Pardon me k. Now I will update k. But dont expect detail please. It will be very random one. =)

Let's see...
Not many happy things are happening around me now. Everything is falling apart. Be it my personal life,my Dollies life and even my family life. Nothing is going the right way. Too much is happening that make my shoulder so heavy.

Giving up has always been on my mind. But something make me stay strong. Well,life has to go on no matter what. So let's just go on bebey!!!

With what is happening,I'm not putting my expectation high. My soul is dying. There is nothing I'm looking forward to. For now,life just sucks lah ehk.

Even work is making me so tired. I used to not to mind what is happening at work,cause I know I will meet my Dollies on Saturday to make me relax and happy. But now, Saturday is like nothing. Nak look forward pon,dah takder apaper nak look forward.....

So if you ask me,How's life?
My answer will be...
It's fine. I'm grateful I'm still alive. =)

I'm saying this again to those whom I Always Love...
I'm Here Always For You Just Like How You Have Always Been There For Me.
True Friends Stay.
I Promise I Will Never Turn You Away.
When Sadness Is Shared,The Pain Is Half.
So Let Me Just Take That Pain Away From You.

Ask me about Imi..
I will still say..
He never leave my mind.

Till Then..I will update soon with more detail and pictures.

PS: Imi.. Wadever has happened,my heart still keep running back to you.

5:51 PMY

The Precious: Ratu Masrurah
Born: Fourth June
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