Thursday, January 05, 2006
hello everybody...b4 i start updating..i wuld lyk to apologise to all who is waiting esp pyja..sorie ehk gerl...i reali dun have the chance to hog on to the com since abg took a long leave...
my dad has gone to perform his Haj on the 3rd jan..so we as a whole family has been busy trying to spend tym with each other..other den tat,lotsa of my relatives came to visit my dad...tat was basically wad happen on past few days...
i reali miss all my sistaz!esp when i was looking at our hari raya pix n other previous yearz pix where adeq,aisyah n siti was all still close to me.....now i can actuali count with my two hands who my true sistaz are....it certainly very sad to see my frenship with them drift away juz lyk tat...we were frenz for nearly 4 yearz n it drift away in juz 4 mth maybe less....haix..very heart breaking sei....
i got to noe dis guy frm frenster....his name was shah....stay at at the east side of s'pore....here the "catch"....he is 28 yearz old!wow!we exchange msg in frenster quite a long tym until he gave me his no. n ask to call him....i didnt lah...but i juz msg....cz i find he is nice n funny.....got lookz oso lah....hehheeh....when we started to talk on the pone..tat was when i discover tat dere was reali a very very very big gap within me n him!!i tot mature guyz are fun but guess he was too mature...at first ok lah..still can find similarity n i was able to talk maturely with but then when he ask me abt guys...n i told him i love to go ska gig n mostly prefer guys frm tat culture n he was like..."wad?culture?aper tu?"...TAT!was reali a turn off!it was den i realised it was certainly a NO NO for guys who is 10 yr older than me....now i perfer guyz who is 3 years older than me BUT no more than 6 years older than me!hehehe...seems lyk my expectation is reali high huh...
ever since my dad has gone to Mekah....the hse is reali very quiet...esp now as my two younger sibling has gone to sch n my bro is going back to camp...haix.....n most of my sistaz has all start werking..left me with my mum.....i tried not to have afternoon sleep anymore cz i get scared at nite to play the com as my dad is not ard....n i no longer hang on the com till the wee hourz....no body ard....now i spend my afternoon watching VCDs, DVDs,CSI n sumtym drama series....the latest i sleep now is 12 midnight....usuali it is 3 or 4 am sei...nvrm lah...
k lah peepz...gtg now...wanna check my frenster n e-mail....bye!
3:28 PMY
