wah..boring sak..nobody seems to be online so i decided to post eventhou i juz did dis afternoon...
was reading juzaila blog juz now n was attracted to one of her post abt malay guys..well,i cant deny tat malay guy sometym are one of the best fren i ever had..but still i tink they are sometym rather rude n dun tink abt other ppl feeling...i am not prejudice towards them..but seems lyk onli very2 few malay guys are true frenz..well,to put it simply,it is very2 difficult to find a true fren who will always gonna be dere for u n u gonna be dere for them..
i admit myself as not being a totally a true fren to my frenz..i am not always with them whenever they need me..sometym due to other commitment,i cant be with them when they need me..usuali they will be dere when i need them but me?nah..hardly..i can be considered lucky to have frenz lyk my sistaz n bloodz who understand me but still i noe they sometym do find me irritating cz i tend to put my family 1st..
no matter wad,frens still play a crucial part in my life..they do teach me tingz tat some tym my parents didnt teach me..frenz also help me to be expose to different type of ppl in dis world..but never have i ever look dwn on any of them..they may look fierce,evil,cruel or mean but some how i do noe,dere is some soft spot deep in them..i dun reali care if they are heavy drinker or heavy smoker or love to club..sometym dis kind of ppl are betta than the goodie ppl..they are honest n straight forward n wont backstab u..
true enuf,parents will always try to prevent their kids frm befriending ppl who look kinda lyk hooligan or thug..but if everybody dun be friend with them,who will?who gonna understand what they are reali going thru?they mite not want to turn out tat way..sometym i juz hope tat i culd make a different in their life n turn them into a betta person..well,i hope i will be able to do someting instead or juz typing dis in..
i guess dis post is kinda a heavy topic..but i feel relief afta sharing it here...if u wish to comment,juz go ahead..i dun mind even if u dun agree...
