Agrh!!!My flu is getting worst!!None of my medicine that I'm taking is werking!!!Fucking Shitz sak!!!I cant breathe thru my nose.My nose is blocked!!And my cough,it just gets worst.Sleepless nite bcz of all this.I'm gonna head for the doctor after my appointment at Changi.*{Hold On Mas}*
Nothing much happened in school yesterday.Maybe b'cz I was sick n stuff.Wasnt really in the mood ah.Only when the days gonna end,I become hyperactive.Maybe bcz of the 4 panadol xtra which I took during lunch is taking effect.I disturb eveybody ard me.Mai,Ayen n shima was the ones mostly affected.Haha!!Sorie ehk gerlz.Hehe!
N yah,it's been confirm that I'm going to KL with my peeps on the 23 and 24 december.Will be going with Steven,Ayen,Faizal n Nad.Okie,let's hope everything turns out well dere.
Hmm,she actually msg me last nite.I cried!!I realised I miss her very much.I miss her laughter.I miss her hugs.I miss her kisses.I miss her messages.I miss getting calls from her.I miss our late nite talk.Argh!!!Why is it just so hard for me to admit that?!?!Fucking shits ah!!!
I dun noe if I shuld reply her msg.My last msg for her was very harsh.I admit,I react very implusive.I didnt even give her a chance to explain.I didnt even talk to her.I didnt even meet her.I admit it was my mistake react in such a way.But I was really very angry.N when people are angry,they say stuff that they dont meant it.Same goes to me.I dont meant wad I mostly said to her.
But my fucking ego just wouldnt go n admit that and says sorry!!*{MAS!!!Please ah ehk,stop being egoistic!!!}*I'm lost.I dun noe wad to do.God,pls help me.Pls guide me.
We are just so used to having each other by our side.Now,it's been nearly a month since we sms,chat on the pone or even meet.Maybe my sickness is a retribution of wad I did to her.Padan ah muker aku!!!
I have alot of thinking to do.Should I reply?If I do want to reply,what do I have to say?Okie,wadeva it is,I tink it's tym I shuld do someting.Dun ask me wad.Cause I still doesnt know what!!!
